The person next to you, long time no see, how long has it been? Three months and four days [Tear]
Little cotton jacket, long time no see, how long has it been? Two months and five days [Crying]
Weekend night, in a small town with five tiers, I was just for not confused, and I always felt that I had entered the life of an empty nest elderly person in advance.
The reason why I feel this way is not only because I start to be afraid of loneliness, but what is even more terrifying is that I always start to recall the past involuntarily. Someone who studies psychology told me that when you recall the past more than looking forward to the future, it means that your mentality is beginning to grow old. I didn't dare to do his psychological test, for fear that I would become a collapse in my seventies and eighties.
The boring work is so boring that I can’t see through the state of retirement after 20 years at a glance. I will never starve to death and can’t hold on. Apart from relative stability, I can’t see any hope or arouse any passion.
The most important thing is the mask problem in recent years. My lover is in the capital, and my unit is not allowed to leave Beijing, and my daughter is in the provincial capital. This is also rare. The various systems of various places and each other's units have really made me lonely. In the past, I could have a song with my wife every week and a couple with my little cotton jacket every month (my daughter was in high school and had a holiday every month), and it was a great time. At that time, I always sighed that driving was too hard and would sooner or later make my waist tired. Now I know that I was in the face and didn’t know how lucky I was [slap in the face]
is really not far away. It's only over 100 kilometers from my lover, but...
My daughter is farther away, but my father is really not afraid of driving hard now, just. . . . . .
If I had known today, I really don’t know if I had the courage to support you in studying so far away. Although my hometown is poor, it is better to be safe and stable, especially in this special period.
Know that you are busy with study and stressful, you won’t pay attention to what it feels like to hear that your school is closed, and you don’t have time to pay attention to what it feels like to feel when grandma and the community you live in are blocked. Especially today, I saw so many new cases in the provincial capital, and I heard that the entire school of the Normal University fell, and I was even more nervous.
I don’t know why, I think differently from most parents. Others always pay more attention to their children's grades, encourage them to race against time and use all their time to learn. And what I care about the most is always your body. I just want you to eat, sleep, and feel good, and then go to study.
I often wonder, if all parents are like me, will Hebei no longer become like this?
Look at you working so hard every day, I really don’t want you to work so hard. When we reach our age and experience the torture of society and reality, you will find that your future growth trajectory has nothing to do with your achievements today! In addition to campus grades, your behavior, your connections, your life experiences, your family background, every bargaining chip, and every choice may affect a person's life. Many years later, you will see that many of the top students who were once far better than you may not have developed well. Of course, there will be poor students who you once disdained and will stroll through the clouds to attract your attention.
Of course, I have always kept these words in my heart. At least I dare not say them to you now, for fear that the value that you firmly believe in will not be in vain. But my father will still always advise you to take good health first, and to be calm and be calm in your life. On this basis, let’s study! Don’t care too much about your grades, just try your best. What school can we get into in the future? Dad only hopes that you can be a kind person with good character, peace and joy within your ability.
Um! It's early morning again, and someone else dreams of it at midnight, but I haven't had a good sleep yet [covering my face]
May the motherland be safe and sound
May my daughter achieve her dream
May the plague and wandering in space
May my wife take a vacation and return home
