Gui Fen smiled bitterly. Thinking of my mother, will my mother see herself in another world? Does mom know how she is living?
Guifen squatted down and hugged herself, unable to control herself anymore, and cried loudly. If her mother was there, would she go home?
Guifen remembered her father's cold face. The father would also scold his mother and let her get out. In tears, she hugged her and her mother and shivered. The feeling of powerlessness soon came to Guifen again, and Guifen shivered.
Guifen's heart began to tighten, and immediately raised her throat, thumping and thumping, fear, that was a kind of boundless fear. At this time, facing her husband was exactly the same as when she was a child.
This seems to be a spell. When she was young, she thought that she must marry someone with a good temper and not live like her mother.
She still lived the way she didn't want to be the least.
Daughter received a scholarship and made money as a tutor during the holidays. Thinking of his daughter, Guifen felt a little comforted, and the child was very sensible.
Even if my daughter is a tutor and makes money during this holiday, Guifen still wants to give her daughter a normal living expenses this month. She hopes that girls can have more wealth and not talk about wealth and support, at least not doing online loans or other extraordinary things. But her husband was dissatisfied with this and asked her to get out.
Guifen couldn't understand why she was a prodigal girl who gave her daughter living expenses and why should she get out of home. My husband has asked her to get out more than once. The child is already in college, and she really doesn’t want to persevere anymore, and she will tolerate it anymore!
Even if it is as low as the dust, it cannot bloom brilliant flowers.
"The lights of thousands of families in the city are not willing to light them up for me." Thinking of that home, thinking of her husband's eyes wide open and roaring, Guifen's tears came again.
The deserted streets are shining neon lights, and the plaques of the hotel in the late night are much more warm.
Guifen walked to the door of a hotel, took out her ID card, and she opened a standard room for herself. After paying with her mobile phone, the bar waiter gave her the key upstairs with a smile on her face and told her to walk slowly.
Guifen remembered that when her daughter was not in college, she was scolded for "get out". She "get out" and thought of her daughter, she would "get out" back. Today, she can sleep comfortably and never have to open her eyes until dawn.
Guifen discovered for the first time that she didn't feel sorry for the money.
Guifen lying in the bathtub felt warm, and she hadn't relaxed for a long time. If it were in the past, she would not have been willing to open a room. Since getting married, she has been saving money, unable to bear to eat or drink. She spent every penny at home, spending her daughter. Apart from complaining and being criticized, she couldn't remember how much warmth there was in that home.
"Present-minded women, just prodigal women!" If it were the past, she would not have lived alone in a hotel, and her husband would have doubted which man she was with. She couldn't explain the accusation anyway.
Just doubt it! At this age, what else is there to be scary?
Adults should look like adults!
"I am fifty years old, knows the year of destiny . I only have one life!" Guifen thought.
Guifen's heart is literary and bourgeoisie. The actual life is a slack.
Tomorrow, what should come will come, face it bravely tomorrow! Be yourself! Have a good talk with your husband and live a good life when you go or stay.
"Pity, there must be something hateful about it! The initiator is still myself, and he taught her husband how to treat herself! If you can't change others, you can only change yourself. Acknowledge your mistakes and correct this mistake." Guifen said to herself gentle and firmly.
This curse must be broken, and the tragedy must never happen to my daughter again.
桂芬想起今天在手机上看到的一段话，说的不就是自己吗？ Guifen woke up at that moment:
has a relationship, which is that excessive negative efforts are easy to make those who give complain and make those who are given distress. This excessive negative efforts are the "invisible killer" of intimate relationships.
这是一个网友的故事，文中人物为化名，有删改。 The writing direction of the story draws on netizens’ comments.
at the end:
Everyone has only one life. As a mother, you must learn, grow up, break the curse of your original family, and don’t let the tragedy happen to the next generation.
离婚不是最好的选择，如果不成长，换谁结婚都是没有用的，就好比不会游泳的人，换游泳池是没有用的一样。
我的观点不一定正确，希望网友给出评论，给像桂芬一样迷茫的中年女人一点建议。
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