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in the upper right corner, but you can't be so calm and wise. You really want to hold hands with him until you get old, but when you say something, you swallow it again. It was my selfishness that ruined everything, and I couldn't go back to the past even if I shed tears...
01
came out of that familiar restaurant.
0 days have gradually become dark.
The cold wind whizzed, and I couldn't help but shivered.
There were tears in my eyes, but no one cried.
Just two hours ago, the man sitting opposite me was my dear husband.
can eat two glasses of wine, everything changes.
Actually, I was mentally prepared for a long time, but I didn’t expect it to come so quickly.
is still a result I never thought of.
In my eyes, my husband cherishes me so much.
Even if I made a huge mistake, he will forgive me.
As for my cruelty this time, I thought he was at most me and the Cold War for a few days.
but I didn't expect him to be quick and easy.
directly filed for divorce.
has no room for negotiation.
02
My loss and luster from his eyes.
saw his disappointment and sadness.
"Xiao Ran, let's get divorced, I really don't want to suffer any more"
I wanted to keep it, but I swallowed it again when I got to my mouth.
This time, I did it too much.
In order to save my brother's life, I abolished the child I had been looking forward to for ten years.
He has paid too much in the past ten years.
with self-blame, carefully accommodating me. The joy that came from
was instantly poured into my heart.
I understand, I really understand his mood.
I have had the same state of mind that I desperately want to be a father.
I dreamed countless times that I was a mother and the happiness of breastfeeding the baby in my arms.
But all of this was lost by a sudden accident.
03
For my brother, for my only brother.
I broke my promise...
I didn't wait with him to be my parents.
instead lay alone on the cold operating table.
all of this, he acquiesced.
When people are at stake in life and death, they may rarely care about the feelings of others.
mind full of how to save people and help them.
I realized it only after I really calmed down.
My good days are coming to an end.
The one in my mouth is my husband He Bin .
A man who loves me very much and is very motivated.
but I didn't know what was going on, so I lost him.
0 4
Yesterday's scene seemed to be right in front of you.
At that time, I was just pregnant, and He Bin and I were still immersed in the joy of being about to be parents.
This day, we have been waiting for ten years.
because he has a little problem with his body.
so that we are not even a child or a half of our children in our 4th year.
In the past ten years, we have no idea how much money we have spent and how much medicine we have taken.
How much crime has he suffered and how many people have he suffered.
I accompanied He Bin and went to Beijing for medical treatment several times.
till that unexpected check.
We only realized that the baby has finally found the home.
I remember it very clearly.
He Bin was so excited that he was like a child.
immediately announced the news of my pregnancy, and no one left behind.
He said that he had been frustrated for many years and was ridiculed by those guys.
I cried and laughed again, laughed and cried again.
05
He Bin resigned for me.
He contracted all the housework, and even went to the toilet, he was worried that I would throw his baby to the toilet.
This happiness lasted only for more than a month.
Something big happened to my house.
My brother found leukemia during a physical examination in the unit.
This is like a bolt from the blue.
I am the only younger brother. If there is a mistake, my parents will definitely not be able to bear it.
I didn’t care about raising my baby, so I rushed over with He Bin immediately.
My mother started crying when she saw me and told me to save my brother.
My dad kept smoking on the balcony, and I knew he felt uncomfortable.
The younger sister-in-law next to her was red and swollen, waiting for my decision to be a sister.
0 6
He Bin took out 300,000 on the spot.
that is all my belongings.
I looked at the man in front of me, very grateful.
He Bin also comforted my parents and let them treat my brother with peace of mind.
says that the current medical level is very developed.
leukemia is not as terrible as I think.
If you get sick, you will get a doctor.
even if there is a last glimmer of hope, I will not let it go.
He Bin knows my feelings for my brother.
My brother is three years younger than me.
17 years old and became an apprentice in the factory, and at a young age, he helped his family do things.
I am very grateful to my brother. Without him, I might not be able to study in college.
If I don’t go to college, I wouldn’t have met such a good He Bin.
0 7
It is precisely because of this that He Bin understands my thoughts and my anxiety.
But he didn't expect that I would be so cruel.
My younger brother was successfully admitted to the hospital.
all checks are completed, and then the matching is done.
all relatives in the family failed to match.
I am the only one who matches exactly.
I was really in pain at that time.
On one side is the younger brother, and on the other side is the child he has been begging for ten years.
is He Bin's hope.
But difficulties are right in front of you, it is impossible to make a choice, and how to make a choice has become a problem.
My parents cried and begged me to save my brother.
My mother said she could get pregnant again after the child was gone, but my brother would leave after the house was gone.
The sister-in-law becomes a widow, and the child becomes a child without a father.
Every sentence is stuck in my heart.
0 8
I dare not look at their eyes, and I dare not reach out to touch the little life bred in my belly.
I cried for three days and three nights, but decided to save my brother.
I told He Bin this decision.
He looked pale and didn't say a word.
neither objected nor agreed.
I didn’t care about so much and went straight to the hospital.
Just the moment I was about to go to the operating table.
He Bin rushed over and signed the operation form.
His eyes were covered in blood, and I felt distressed when I saw it.
After the child is gone.
He never said a word of complaint from me, and he was still by my side and silently took care of me.
0 9
Fortunately, my brother's surgery was very successful.
Doctor said the rejection reaction is not very big.
Looking at my brother's increasingly rosy face, I couldn't say it was happy.
my brother’s words thank you sister, which makes me feel so uncomfortable that I can’t say.
has no choice but to save my younger brother, but I lost my child forever.
I am a woman, and I am particularly sad.
When it rains, I feel even more melancholy.
Seeing He Bin walking alone in the rain, I could no longer hold back my tears.
I didn't dare to call him.
I am afraid, I am afraid of his seemingly gentle and cold gaze.
I am like a primary school student who did something wrong.
tremblingly did not dare to approach...
1 0
After several chemotherapy sessions, my brother was able to eat something slowly.
The body is gradually improving.
He Bin also accompanied me to the hospital to take care of him from time to time.
and his younger brother were talking and laughing, and he couldn't tell what he was thinking at all.
But the more he did, the more I felt irritated.
After staying in the hospital for eight months, my younger brother can finally go home.
on the day my younger brother was discharged from the hospital.
He Bin asked me to go to that familiar restaurant.
He talked about the first time he saw me on a university campus.
He said he would never forget my long hair and bright eyes.
He said he was very grateful for my hard work with him for seeking medical treatment over the years.
Thank you I don’t dislike him from the countryside.
said a lot of thanks.
I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him.
I thought he was just venting his boredom.
just remember the beauty of the past as before.
But unexpectedly, he filed for divorce.
is very determined and firm.
1 1
He said that when he saw me, he would think of the lost child.
He said he couldn't stand it anymore.
If this continues, he will go crazy.
I was speechless.
That meal lasted for two hours, and it was the longest meal in my life.
is also the most difficult food to swallow.
My tears fell on the plate.
I don’t know if He Bin will feel distressed.
Maybe his heart has already cold.
That day, it was already cold.
1 2
Looking at his departure back.
I didn’t have the courage to call out his name.
I know from that moment on.
I became nothing.
I have lost my love and lost everything that was once beautiful.
I can't bear to leave He Bin, and I can't bear to leave his warmth.
has walked through the wind and rain, but has not resisted the strong wind.
I remembered the scenes of the past and the tolerance he had towards me.
I remembered the harm I had done to him.
Hope can't calm down for a long time.
I don’t know how long it took before I got up and left.
so, I felt the beginning of the emotion.
That cool night woke up my brain and blow away my happiness...
1 3
Three days later, He Bin and I went through the divorce procedures.
There is no quarrel or entanglement.
has only mutual concern.
He left the house to me, but I refused to ask for it.
I said I would return the 300,000 yuan to him as soon as possible, and he didn't want anything he said.
A marriage ended in the "rhythm" of peace...
I thought I could bear it.
But the moment you walk out of the lobby of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
I howled and cried.
ignoring everyone's eyes, he rushed into He Bin's arms.
He hugged me hard.
But I can no longer feel his power and temperature.
14
0 I didn’t tell my parents about the divorce, let alone my brother.
I am afraid of affecting his condition.
A month later, my brother celebrated his birthday and wanted to invite the family to have a dinner together.
also specially asked me to call him He Bin.
I didn’t want to disappoint my brother’s pleasure, so I agreed happily.
I went to Hebin's unit to find him. The reply that can be obtained by
is that he applied to be transferred to Guangzhou.
departed ten days ago.
At that moment, I was a little dazed.
Maybe I still have a glimmer of hope for He Bin in my heart.
But with his departure, I know we can never be able to do it again.
1 5
He Bin changed his phone number.
I know he wants to start over and break everything in the past.
I lied that He Bin was on a business trip.
I held back my tears and celebrated my brother's 36th birthday.
I want to re-enter the workplace.
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Resume has been submitted countless times, and they are all sank to the sea.
For the sake of life, I had to lower the standards and found an errand in the community property.
I never thought I would live such a down and out.
The previous food and clothing are free of worries, and they no longer exist.
He Bin, who sheltered me from the wind and rain, no longer appeared.
1 6
After all, the fire cannot be kept in the end.
My parents and brother still knew the bad news about my divorce.
They blame themselves.
especially my younger brother, he said that his health was obtained by sacrificing my happiness.
Hy mood is particularly depressed.
I tried my best to enlighten him.
lie to him and He Bin and I have had a conflict long ago, and divorce is a matter of time.
has deceived them.
17
Time flies, and it takes two years in a blink of an eye.
Spring season always makes people have endless imagination.
is just this time, and what I am waiting for is not my joy.
is the news that He Bin is happy to have a son.
all say that the network is powerful and omnipotent.
I finally witnessed his miracle too.
In the vast crowd, I actually flashed He Bin's Douyin .
hhh is indeed reborn.
not only got married, but also gave birth to a "Jingui" son.
1 8
I blurred my eyes.
flashed his Douyin all over.
is like discovering a treasure.
that little look looks very much like He Bin.
I am happy for him and sad for myself.
His figure once again appeared in my eyelids, and I didn't expect it to be in this way.
He has grown a lot older and has white hair in his temples.
However, it can be seen that his happiness is beyond words.
That doting look is the happiest father.
Finally he waited for this day.
This has also taken some weight off for me.
1 9
I am afraid that my debt to He Bin will never be compensated for in this life.
for myself.
have regrets, lost, and crazy.
However, I was also very pleased to see that my brother is recovering very well now.
Seeing that He Bin found happiness again and gave birth to a son.
I also became much more calm.
There are so many feelings along the way.
I thought I was a happy woman.
originally wanted to live a marriage like others envy.
can change the color as you walk.
2 0
My mother often says that people cannot be perfect in this life.
With this, there will be less that.
Only after experiencing it will you know. Everything that is missing by
is not mine itself.
The first half of my life was relied on He Bin, and the second half of my life had to move forward alone.
There is an age of old or young on this, and I am indeed a little confused.
Hot books I have read for so many years.
In the end, it is not as good as a high school student.
Maybe this is the cruelty of life itself.
Only by seeing everything clearly can we move forward bravely.
I believe everything will be fine.
All you should experience, what else can you be afraid of...
2 1
I am afraid there is no hope for you to be a mother in this life.
As I get older, I feel more and more anxious.
My mother asked someone to introduce several objects to me.
is not a dead wife, she has a child.
means that the child is older and he goes to college.
As for those of the same age, don’t even think about it.
even if there is, there is no house, no car, no formal work.
In order not to worry my parents, I went on blind dates every time.
, but there was no result at once.
I can no longer find the feeling I had when I first met He Bin.
Maybe I still have the dream of a girl.
Maybe I can't forget He Bin.
After half of my life, I am not sober yet.
is still struggling in the journey of life.
He Bin's appearance flashes from time to time in my mind.
I often suffer from insomnia.
I often walk in the rain.
I don’t know when this kind of day will end...
This is an emotional online story
There are few stories that can impress me.
It is better to cry than to be moved.
There are many unscrupulous difficulties in life.
You cannot choose birth or family.
life is not so perfect.
all has morality and responsibility.
Different angles and different opinions.
There is no right or wrong, there is only whether it can be withstand it.
Let your brother go, you will feel guilty for the rest of your life.
stifle children and ruin a lifetime.
might be a bit serious.
But after all, children are the bonds of the family.
younger brother is the hope of parents, but the child is also He Bin’s hope.
and this child has been waiting for ten years.
This is not a simple ten years, it is a decade of seeking medical treatment and suffering.
If any man had no choice, he would not be able to stand it.
can't be selfish, it can only be said that the position is different.
has reached its limit to being able to accompany him for so long.
let go is the wisest choice.
No one dares to bet on the future with tomorrow.
He Bin is a good man, and the heroine is also a good daughter and a good sister.
But I am not a good wife and a good mother.
Sometimes, small errors will have infinite power when they are amplified.
silence does not mean forgiveness, and letting go does not mean forgetting.
People have to leave something for themselves for their lifetime.
No one is wrong.
is wrong. Some things have different weights in each other's hearts...
Author: Xiaofeng
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