(text/Shui Wuxiang)
After returning from Gu Fangfang's house, Yang Yang was extremely depressed. A bag of peanuts was taken out of the refrigerator, a plate of radish was taken out from the pickle jar, and another bottle of white wine was opened. He was worried by drinking the wine.
"I have no objection to you-but-if we are together-the other people's spitting stars will drown us, right?"
Fangfang's words rang in his ears over and over again. He recalled every subtle expression on her face, his shyness, panic, full of worries, helplessness... all showed that she actually liked him too. But she didn't intend to accept him at all.
He sighed heavily.
Although he had done a lot of psychological construction for himself before going, he had to admit: he was still hit!
Such a good woman, they are so suitable, why are their identities so embarrassing?
Thinking of this, he sighed heavily again, feeling helpless about the obstacles between the two, because:
He and Gu Fangfang's ex-husband Fang Wei are buddies.
Gu Fangfang and Fang Wei divorced because Fang Wei cheated. Yangyang divorced his ex-wife because his ex-wife ran away with someone. Both of them are victims and can empathize with each other's pain. During the difficult days after Gu Fangfang's divorce, Yang Yang helped her a lot. It is precisely because of the same illness that Yang Yang had the idea of protecting her.
However, he also knew that this matter was not suitable. Therefore, for a long time, he had been suppressing his thoughts, and even watched Gu Fangfang go on a blind date and fall in love with others, he did not dare to express his feelings.
Wait until Gu Fangfang failed in love, he could no longer bear it. He tossed and turned for many days before he plucked up the courage to confess his love, but was rejected by Gu Fangfang, who had always been cautious.
Gu Fangfang said that because she has children with her ex-husband, her relationship with her ex-husband’s family cannot be cut off. If she is with Yang Yang, she will definitely be questioned by her ex-husband's family, as well as her relatives and friends, and will endure other people's gossip - she doesn't want to cause trouble.
"But our lives are much more important than other people's gossip, right?"
"Oh!"
"Oh!"
Gu Fangfang sighed and said:
"People's words are scary, especially in rural areas, all around them are idle and gossiping neighbors. "
"I'm not afraid, can't you be brave?"
"No. I don't want to be the topic of conversation for others, I don't want to have a quarrel with my relatives, and I don't want children to be discussed."
What else can I say? Yang Yang thought, even if he could withstand it, how could he ask a weak woman to withstand it?
"Okay. I don't want you to make things difficult either. Since you decide so, I respect your ideas and just pretend that I have never said it."
He ran away in panic.
"I can't give up on you, the prosperity has fallen into a bubble, I have no choice but to be lonely..."
He sang alone, drinking until he choked himself out of tears and fell asleep in loneliness and darkness.
The next morning, he was woken up by a ringtone of mobile phone:
"Hey, have you gotten up?"
"Fangfang?" He immediately woke up.
"I thought about it all night last night. Is it possible for us to go out to live? Stay away from this environment and not be disturbed by others. I go out to work for a few years and wait for my life to stabilize before coming back-"
"Yes! My store can be sold to others, I will go out to work with you!"
He said readily:
"I'll go find you, let's have an interview."
hung up the phone, he jumped up, opened the window, and the fresh air came to his face.
Hi! He shouted to the sun.
Life is imprisoned like a cage, but as long as you actively think of ways, there will always be wisdom and hope!
