Life is only a few decades long, and the age to have the impulse of love is only more than ten years. After not sleeping all night last night, I booked a flight ticket to go home early in the morning and fled the city that made me regret it. Although I was reluctant to leave, there was no reason in my heart to convince myself to persevere. I once thought it was easy to find a reason to stay, but after repeated thinking, it was still the moment I left. It was really miserable that all the bottom lines were penetrated. I always mistakenly thought that the bottom lines I set were wide enough, and even deliberately created the last suspense. Unfortunately, I didn't wait until even the two pairs of eyes looked at each other from afar. Maybe I really came to the wrong place. I woke up several times in the middle of the night, and I thought it was her in my dream. You can delay it for a reasonable reason, but it will be your own delusion after all. I went to the riverside early in the morning to see the river water affectionately for the last time. A city can become liked by one person, or it can be returned to the origin because of one person, so that the rolling river water can flush everything away.
Chongqing used to be the most annoying city, just because chili has always been my nemesis. Then during the year, because a person gradually likes it, he can even eat more chili every time he eats, just to improve his adaptability. And now it's because of a person who has returned to the starting point again. I always thought that last year's encounter would be the eternity of this life, and a beautiful encounter will eventually usher in beautiful happiness. Leaving quietly and being alone, I once thought that a distance of thousands of miles was the most terrible enemy. In the tail of youth, purely relying on spiritual love, without the grinding of daily life, we will never go far. I didn’t expect that God created opportunities again and again and again to meet again and again. He mistakenly believed that God helped so much, and was full of confidence and expectation, and eventually suffered cruel and bruised wounds. In the past, tears might flow down involuntarily, and sometimes I would look down on myself for being so sad. Today I boarded the plane and sent a text message silently, leaving only tears that were just circling in my eyes, occasionally 1 to 2 drops still fell.
There is no next life in life. The encounter in this life is a gift, and it is impossible to hope for a reunion in the next life. There must be some time in your destiny, but don’t force it if you don’t have any time in your destiny. Destiny, God has the final say; love, fate has the final say. Things in the world cannot be as good as possible, but eight out of ten are not as good as possible. Although it is almost impossible to meet a complete fit in life, although the eyes are closed, it is still full of sweet moments in the past. Such a perfect fit and so perfect, but now it is necessary to fly and fly together. But suddenly, from infinitely close success to infinitely leaving within a week. Just a few kilometers apart, people can never be found again, and they can never be found again. At the moment when the bottom line of endurance was penetrated, there was only confusion left. I really want to ask more why, action is the best proof, and there is no difference between asking or not. Although I can't accept the contrast from intimacy to strangers, silent behavior has declared everything. The person who loves me, loves me, and pitys me is lost and may never be found.
people always have to be stupid once or twice, just treat it as a funeral of youth. With the last persistence, courage and patience, it dissipates in the long night. The rolling river water washes away the bitterness in your heart and lets the rolling river water bury everything and bury the dead love. The city I wanted to come from before has now become a city I wanted to leave immediately. Return to the familiar hut and soothe your wounds as soon as possible. The crowded memories are erased. Although the sky will still be the same sky and the clouds are still those clouds, people are no longer the same person they used to be. On the way to escape, I saw many beautiful clouds. In the past, I would always send them to her as soon as possible, but today I had no desire to send them at all.
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