My story is very simple. At first it was a married man who tried his best to get my young body. Because of vanity and greed, I did not withstand the temptation. But after he got it, he was afraid of my entanglement and my infinitely expanding desire, so he resorted to various tricks to get rid of me. When I saw her face and face clearly, I was exhausted physically and mentally, and paid a heavy price for the absurdity that I once had.
I just graduated from college that year, and I also came from another place. After running into a wall several times, I found that it would be difficult to find a decent job in this large and medium-sized city if it doesn't matter. So I lowered my request and worked as a cash register in a small cafe. The owner is well-connected, and the cafes are mostly regular customers, so the business is pretty good. When I am busy, I work as both a cashier and a waiter. The boss saw that I was hardworking, well-educated, and flexible in mind, and gradually let me be alone. Many things were safely left to me.
Gradually, I found that a man came more often, and every time he came, he would greet me, talk to me, and even ask about my personal situation. When I first came out of campus, I was very innocent and didn't realize anything. I always said what I wanted to say, without any concealment. After getting familiar with it, he would always bring me some small gifts, such as local specialties brought back from a business trip, or perfumes that girls like. At the beginning I always didn't want it. He always said casually that they were all small things and souvenirs sent by cooperating units. Don't care too much, so I also collected them generously. After going back and forth, I also have a good impression of him. I think he is mature, humorous, and wise.
He has never talked to me about his marriage, but I guess he must be married. At his age, plus every time he wears decent and clean clothes, he talks about children when chatting with others Such a happy expression, I believe he must have a virtuous wife and lovely child. So after realizing the danger, I rarely approach him proactively. But what a shrewd mature man he is, his eyes can perceive my thoughts in each period. So he gave me more care and care. Through his relationship with our boss, our boss increased my salary. He always sent text messages, WeChat, called me, and reminded me when the weather changed. When needed, the car will be picked up and delivered.Of course, gifts have also changed from small things into clothes and shoes, as well as my daily necessities.
On my birthday, he sent a handful of roses, which are so dazzling or coquettish. After work, he specially came to pick me up, saying that he had arranged to celebrate my birthday. I was very touched, but still sensibly refused. I was afraid that there would be scenes that I could not cope with next. But he could not say that he pulled me into his car, he said, don’t worry, as long as you don’t nod, I won’t come hard. I just want to spend a birthday when you are not accompanied by relatives. I just want to make you happy. In an instant, my tears flowed out. I had a very happy birthday that night. Western food, red wine, movies, etc., these lives are what I yearn for, especially in the western restaurant. He not only prepared cakes for me, but also bought me a fashionable iPhone. , I was madly surprised, how did he know that this was something I had dreamed of but was reluctant to buy, he knew me too well. I didn't hold myself back that night, opened a room with him, and dedicated my young body to him without reservation.
I was really happy when we were together at first. He opened up a lot of horizons for me. My clothes, shoes, and bags have obviously gone up to several levels, and I was in and out of hotels and various entertainment venues. He often gives me some money, although not much, but I think it is enough, at least my naivety makes me think that he loves me very much. He is also obedient to me, as long as I like he will try to buy me, of course I will not ask him to buy me those so-called luxury goods. Although we never mentioned his family when we were together, I knew he was going to support the family, so I couldn't bear to embarrass him. I think he should know that I am not with him for his money, I am willing to be with him because I have feelings for him.
But he seems to have nothing else except the needs that are interested in me. At the beginning, we all went to the hotel to open a room. Later, he found it inconvenient, so he rented a house with a better environment with me, which has all kinds of furniture and appliances. He said that this is just like a home. He seldom spends the night here. He usually comes during the day and leaves at night. He will be clean before leaving. I have never kept him overnight. He never mentions his work and friends to me. Every time we go out to eat, we are the two of us. I have never seen any of his friends. He usually answers the phone behind my back. I think we After all, it’s disgraceful and shameless,So I can bear everything he did. In addition, he has a very strong need to face me in terms of sex, sometimes to the point of brutality and barbarism, and often come down once, and my body is all blue and purple. But I always comfort myself, this is the expression of his love for me.
When I was with him for almost a year, I found that he began to alienate me, and he didn't come to me as often as before. Sometimes I send text messages to him and don’t come back for a long time. At first I didn't care, I really thought he was busy. One time, I overheard two girls in the cafe saying: She thought she would be high-minded when she is a manager now. Didn't she sleep with a man? Isn't she just a junior? Besides, there is so much quality when someone else is a junior. You can see if she doesn't even have a big name all over her body. I was so angry and tears poured in my heart. In this way, my feelings became completely material in the mouths of others. I asked him. I wanted to tell him my grievances, but I told him that I wanted a big-name bag. I thought he would satisfy me and coax me, but I waited for a long time and he only had one sentence, you Really regard yourself as a star?
In addition to being sad or sad, from then on, I called him and didn't answer the phone, and then turned it off. I knew that he had set up his phone, and he never appeared in the cafe. I know he is avoiding me. In fact, I regret asking him for something. I want to tell him that I was only a momentary anger. I am not a vain and greedy girl. I want to ask him to forgive me and start over with me. During that time, I really felt that I was very cheap, living like a wandering god every day. What's more ridiculous is that the house he rented to me was about to expire, but he still didn't show up. With my income, I couldn't afford such a house, so I had to withdraw it. Wandering in the streets with luggage, my heart is cut like a knife. Some people are pointing at me behind my back, and some are watching my jokes. I know, I know better about the year I get along. He has no feelings for me. I am just a fresh prey of him. What is afraid of is entanglement and greed. When he thinks that these beginnings appear in me, he will isolate me from his world and throw me away.
I admit that I am naive, and I can’t see the true love and acting of men, if it’s not my vanity first,It is not to fall into the trap of this married man. I have changed cities and jobs now. I want to forget the past and live a normal life again. I just want to warn unmarried young women to control themselves, not to be easily subdued by material things, let alone to believe in the lies and hypocritical concerns of married men. Those are all purposeful. Remember, as long as he is married, he loses the qualification to pursue you!
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