"Diary of the Concubine"·5
Is this day rebirth, liberation, or sinking into the swamp, the causal story of a woman who inadvertently nets in June, evolves in a June It's confusing...The haze on the sky of Xiangfei is dissipating a little bit, and the light is gradually expanding. Although it is very slow, my heart has already felt warm... Suddenly, I really wanted my godmother. I was going to see her. I called my godmother to make an appointment. I took my son and drove to the Beijing Houhai compound.
Since the godfather's death, godmother’s eyes are crying, her eyes can’t see people, nor me, my arrival makes godmother very happy, even though she can’t see my expression, fuck Mom still hugged me very happily. The moment my godmother embraced me, I really wanted to cry, and I held back the tears. I talked to my godmother in conversation, and godmother asked me many things, and I always said yes, everything is fine. During the chat with godmother, godmother’s guard and secretary came over several times to talk to godmother. I knew that her old man still had important things, so I got up to say goodbye, godmother took my hand and said to my son : Honor your mother well, your mother is not easy, but also very remarkable.
When I left, the godmother said: Recently, another book about your father has been published. Take one and go! Godmother said that she called the secretary to get the book. When Godmother handed me Godfather's book, she also stamped her name. Seeing the prestigious godfather in writing, tears welled up in my eyes. I hugged the godmother and said, "Mom, take care. Dad wants you to be happy. You must understand Dad's heart."
dry Mom cried, and she said to me: I dare not look at anything of your father, and I dare not look at his photos. It's okay to see clearly now, which has reduced a lot of pain.
Godmother has experienced too much in her life. She and her godfather have experienced the War of Resistance against Japanese Aggression, Liberation War , Anti-US Aid Korea ,The relationship between the two people is very deep. The godmother's constant name for her godfather is: ‘the chief’.
I got out of the godmother’s compound and got into the car. I was holding the book "Hundred Battle Stars". On the cover is a picture of the handsome and mighty godfather when he was named a general. Looking at the godfather on the cover, I suddenly cried silently...
On June 8th, Lin Zi still called on time every day. As usual, he called one at the work unit and one at the end of work. This is a habit that I have never changed since I met him for five years. Lin Zi has left indelible marks in my life. Every bit in my life has penetrated his mark. In the past five years, his meticulous care and care has made me a habit of relying on him. In the evening, I talked with Linzi on the phone again, and we still talked for a long time as before. At this time, I was still blinded by the phone and mistakenly thought that Linzi was only on a business trip, and we didn't break up at all. Lin Zi repeatedly reminded me to pay attention to this and that, worrying about my trivial life as before. Putting down the phone, I covered my mouth, struggling hard in my heart: Since you still care about and still love me, why leave me again! Love! What is it...
The sleep of the past few days has been cut. I have been sleepy and awake from time to time. The pain in my heart cuts my sleep into pieces...I can no longer piece together a complete self.
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