I really don’t have the courage to write it down, it feels like the sky is falling

2021/09/0722:26:12 emotion 1734

I dare not think about the future here, until the day I can't hold on. Even less dare to think about the past, thinking about the past bit by bit is to let the extreme heartache accompanied by tears to recall the father's laboring life.

Although no longer unfamiliar with life, for the kind and cowardly father who has just begun to enjoy life, he was ruthlessly knocked down on the hospital bed by this life. You have just retired for less than ten years! In the past few years, I have been working at home to supplement my family, and I am not even willing to eat an egg. I know what you like most is going out to see the scenery, and then looking for someone to chat and watch TV news. TV news is okay, chatting and walking around outside are basically not realized. The desire to chat was only seen from the communication with other patients in the ward... Think about it in the past few years, we have had too little and too little communication, even to the point where we don’t even know how to communicate. Even though there are a lot of things in our hearts that I want to say, I want to discuss, but I find that it’s hard to go back to the past.

Thinking of this, the chest pain that lasted for three or four days became more obvious. Today, I am as troublesome as my father now, mainly because I trouble others, suppressing many of my feelings, and have been burdened with too much unspeakable tiredness and pain for a long time...

How can I pay my son now?

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