I, born in 1999, come from a deep mountain in Guangxi, where the land is barren. The sun is always blocked by the mountains. Although I can grow some food, I can only barely ensure enough food and clothing. My family has been farming for generations, and I haven't had a college student for three generations. For this, I worked hard to study the right medicine. Although it is not a clinical major, it feels worth it. After going to university, I discovered that the outside world is very different, and I also deeply understand how difficult it is to escape the shackles of the class. I am conceited that I am ambitious, and I despise everything for profit. But with the increase of knowledge, I feel more and more that only money can make my life better. Even the seniors who went ashore for the postgraduate entrance examinations feel that the purpose of their postgraduate entrance examinations is to improve their competitiveness. Later, I discovered that there are two kinds of people who preach that money is something outside of the body, one is a kind of master who has no concerns, and the other is a wealthy and wealthy businessman. Life was wasted for more than 20 years without any achievements. My classmates around me-one by one outstanding, one by one giving birth to babies, and I dare not even look at the faces of girls.
At this age, I deeply feel the melancholy of being talented and ambitious, and I have also imagined countless times of "flying yellow and rising, one day I will raise my eyebrows, I will no longer be troubled by poverty, and be friends with the rich." , I know everything from right to left, but I am quickly slapped by reality. I can’t see the suffering in the world, I don’t know that I am also in such suffering and cannot save myself. What is gold will always shine, but the thickness of sand is not what you and I do. As you can imagine, it's all luck. The children in the village start at a much lower starting point than the children in the city, and even if you run hard and find out that you try your best, you can barely keep up, and the villagers often have bad roots. It appeared to be a corner of peace, self-satisfaction, reluctance to make progress, self-willingness and depravity, and stop advancing after getting a little achievement. This world is big and there is not much time for me to know it, but I am always at a loss and at a loss, I I don’t know what I want, I don’t know where the future is. Do you know my netizen, show me the way!
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