hasn’t written an article about personal feelings for a long time. Today I want to share my infection experience with everyone. I want to say: The difficulty that is more difficult to overcome than the physical is psychological.
In fact, I didn’t “suffer” from this infection. People around me said that I had a high-quality strain. Apart from pain all over my body, a little diarrhea, and a fever for two days (the temperature was not high), I basically recovered. I am very glad that the virus did not target me this time. From the first day when the notice was released, I could no longer buy medicines. I still had two tablets of ibuprofen sustained-release capsules at home (which I bought when I had a toothache last month), 4 bags of Lotus Qingwen granules that were about to expire, and a mercury thermometer (ps: it seems to be broken). Compared to people who have no reserves, I seem to be doing okay.
With the "yearning" for infection, I insisted on going to work and working hard until the department head informed us that the company was about to launch a rotation system to cope with the next peak period of infection. The person in charge first told us, "This is just based on the company's care for everyone. If you are willing to continue to work, you will be paid a cent of your salary. If you choose to take turns, you will have one week off from work. "Actually, I did not expect that all my colleagues except me would choose to continue working. I thought it was just a formality to ask, but who knew that it became a compulsory off-duty period and only half of the salary (salary + performance) was paid.
The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and there is still a lot of money to spend at the end of the year, which caught me off guard. Moreover, this decision seems to last until February, which means that only one month's salary will be paid for December and January combined. The company did not make any announcements or announcements about this decision. Even the notification was carefully communicated to you by phone. I don’t know if it was to avoid responsibility. Our company does not have any benefits other than salary, and I have never fantasized about other benefits. I am now a small supervisor in the company, and my salary has not been raised yet. I am waiting for a salary increase with the salary of the original employee. It has been half a year and I am still asked to wait. I don’t know when I will wait?
Colleagues are saying that they have seen a company clearly during the epidemic, and I think I have seen it clearly too. I have been laughing at myself that the company was fine when HF was not liberalized, but I never expected that the company would not be fine after liberalization. In fact, the company is okay, but he is not willing to pay for his employees anymore. I hope I can still meet my colleagues above all those years ago and find a company where I can truly express myself next year. I wish you all a happy new year.
Only when you let go psychologically can you truly let go! Going back to the beginning of the story, the company's incident was just a small episode. The epidemic has now been released and I have passed the sun. However, I am still worried about whether there will be a "recovery of the sun" and whether " will be reinfected with ". These are all unknown. People posted their symptoms online, told everyone how to prevent it, and shared tips on how to recover, but what they got in return was ridicule and disgust. In the past two days, a woman in Hangzhou gave a cold medicine to her male neighbor. She delayed for a while because of dizziness, but was kicked in by her neighbor and insulted. The whole thing, started by neighbors helping each other out, turned into a farce. I don’t know how many more things like this happen. I just want to say something. Even if you feed a stray dog, it will wag its tail. Why can’t it work with such a person?
As we say goodbye to 2022, we must ask ourselves: Do we have any hesitation in our hearts? Have we ever disliked a neighbor who had a fever? Do you feel disgusted with people who are unwilling to scan QR codes? Only by seriously engaging in this kind of reflection can we psychologically "get out of the epidemic." I hope everyone will be well in 2023 and go back to the time when there was no epidemic in 2019 and everything can start again!
