16 years old, I had symptoms of bipolar disorder and had self-harm and self-S behavior. At that time, the interval between attacks was still longer. At the age of 40, manic behavior will develop in a few days, with the interval getting shorter and less and less controlled.
1. The situation during the attack
Manic state: the brain is in a state of chaos, the work and rest are chaotic, the day and night are upside down, the day and night are not energetic, unable to do things, and excited at night, unable to sleep. Once there is external stimulation, you will feel blood rushing to your head suddenly. If you want to rush out, you will easily lose your mind and yell loudly and hit things. If you can vent your emotions at this time, you will be better and you will gradually calm down.
If someone is stimulating or stopping it, it is like adding fuel to the fire, the resistance will rise, completely lose your mind, and you will be furious and hysterical. In severe cases, you will have extreme fantasies, thinking that others are harming themselves, and there will be hurtful behaviors, wanting to destroy yourself and everything.
Depression state: every time you have to exhaust all your energy before you can calm down. I began to enter a state of depression, I was weak all over, couldn't get up, couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, lying on the bed and thought about it, regretting and blaming myself, and becoming more and more desperate about myself and the future.
At this time, I don’t want to pay attention to any concerns about me, I just want to stay alone, and in the end I always want to leave the world and have a strong tendency to commit suicide.
After resting for a few days, after the body's energy recovered, it began to enter a manic state again. The interval between attacks became shorter and shorter, and I felt that my life energy was decreasing little by little. In the end, I could only lie on the bed, unable to get out of the bed, and I was determined to die.
I couldn't even lie down until later, and I could only lie there like a dog to take a breath. It was a hellish experience.
2. A positive heart makes me reborn
I was worried about my parents at that time. When I thought of my parents crying for me, I felt that I could not die now. At the same time, I deeply realized that I must be responsible for my life, no one can withstand all this for me, I must save myself and get better, and I never want to live my life like this again.
When I change my mind and no longer want to die, but want to get better, the wheel of fate begins to turn in the direction that can make people better. The biggest turning point in my life happened. I saw an article "My major depression and the road to recovery".
At that time, I was desperate. As long as there was a glimmer of hope that I could get better, I would hold on to it. After reading more than 100 articles by Teacher Li Jiaqi, there are many cases of recovery. Some of them are even worse than me and have been sick for longer than me. After studying with the teacher, they are all cured. If they can get better, then I will definitely get better too!
So I joined the Happy Life Academy without hesitation. By following the teacher’s continuous learning and practicing positive energy, my condition has improved and improved. In less than a month, I completely got rid of various psychological problems before and got rid of the trouble of bipolar disorder.
I am reborn, like a phoenix reborn in the ashes of fire!
3. After getting well, looking back at the past
Now I have recovered completely for more than two years. When I look back at my experience, I will know why before this, I took medicine and treated me, and used so many methods, but I couldn’t completely recover. At that time, I sent out a strong desire to get better, and I could attract messages that would make me better.
is because before that, I always thought that my pain was caused by others, by my original family, and by society, and I pushed all the responsibility to others. And I always look forward to changes in external people and things, and bring me happiness and happiness. Once I can’t get it, I will still feel resentment in my heart and think that others don’t value me. I’m so miserable.
Later, in extreme pain, I finally realized that no one breathes for me, no one suffers for me, no one does it, no one does it, no matter whether I want it or not, I must be responsible for my life.This understanding is actually to help me get back the dominance of my life.
also makes me no longer seeking out and dispersing my life energy outside, but return to my own heart. At this time, I have strength and dominance in my heart.
plus I sent out the idea that I would get better no matter what. This is releasing the positive energy frequency that can make people better, and I attract people and things that can make me better.
4. Reasons for the generation of biphases
Quantum mechanics has confirmed that everything in this world is composed of energy. Every thing has its own unique energy state, and everyone also has its own energy state. The energy state is constantly changing because the energy frequency is constantly changing, which is why there is a difference between people.
In this world of binary opposition , there are positive energy and negative energy. If there is more negative energy and less positive energy in the human body, the state will be bad, the spirit will be bad, and the body will be bad, and various problems will occur in life.
So, whether it is depression and anxiety or bipolar disorder, the fundamental reason for this is that there is too much negative energy in the human body. If you want to get better, you must increase the positive energy and improve the overall positive energy state.
5. Positive energy creates a better life
How can you improve your positive energy state? First of all, we need to understand what positive energy is. Here is a diagram of energy state to help everyone understand:
The horizontal axis is upward, which is positive energy that has a good impact on people. For example: courage, affirmation, trust, calmness, initiative, optimism, tolerance, acceptance, enlightenment, wisdom, benevolence, selflessness, joy, peace, bliss, enlightenment, and enlightenment.
You can also refer to the article "What is positive energy? Positive energy is the best medicine to heal depression and all psychological difficulties! 》
The biggest difference between people and other things is that people are wise living beings, and our consciousness determines our energy frequency. Human thoughts, , behavior, language, , are releasing energy frequencies outwards, and attracting energy frequencies of the same frequency.
Therefore, when we are always positive energy, firmly towards positive energy, and release positive energy, we will attract more positive energy, and we are in a positive energy state.
According to the law of conservation of energy, if there is more positive energy, there will be less negative energy, and if there is good condition, whether it is spirit or body, everything around you will develop in a better and better direction.
Bipolar disorder can be completely recovered. As long as you adjust to a positive energy state, these problems and symptoms will disappear and everything will return to normal.
I have recovered completely for more than two years, and I don’t need to take medicine and have no relapse. My overall condition is better than before I got sick, and my life has become simple and happy.
I have also witnessed hundreds of people who have completely gotten rid of various physical and mental problems through learning and practicing positive energy, and have achieved a healthy, happy and happy life.
I hope everyone can completely get rid of pain and be full of positive energy. I hope that there will be more and more positive energy in this world, and that everyone will live happily, health and happiness. I will stick to this goal to the end!
I suffered from bipolar disorder, which made me experience the pain like hell. Positive energy brought me back to the world, and I realized that in positive energy, the present is heaven.
