Hello everyone, I am Liao Shaobin. I have persisted for almost a month. I am very tired every day. I really want to go back. I really don’t want to work anymore. It is too difficult. I originally wanted to ask for leave tomorrow, but after thinking about it, I decided not to do it because I have 8 hours tomorrow and more than 100 yuan, and I’m a bit reluctant to part with it, so I just went out and packed a portion of fried rice noodles and a bottle of soapy water. I’m really happy, it’s a reward for myself! I haven’t eaten fried rice noodles for a long time. During this time, I have been going to and from get off work, and then I went back to the rental house to sleep, and I didn’t go out to play. I don’t have many friends in this strange city. I am basically alone, so sometimes it’s really hard. I am lonely. I will leave in one month. I really don’t want to do it anymore. I hope everyone can understand! No matter what I decide, I hope you can support me, because it is difficult for people like me to accomplish something. I know that I don’t have the patience, confidence, and determination. When I encounter unfair treatment or setbacks, I just want to Give up, I don’t want to persist anymore, sometimes I feel really tired, but I can’t help it. If I don’t make money, I can only wait for death. No one cares about my life and death. Now that I understand myself, the reality seems to be even more tiring. What do you think? ! I'm going to rest now. I'm so sleepy.
