No matter how good the emotional bond is, once separates, we will become alienated. This is true for people and everything!
This is the fact, all estrangement has a reason, all silence is closely related to estrangement
I personally ruined my life.
Married naked at the age of 24, with no house, no car, no bride price, and no wedding.
Today, ten years later, I slapped myself hard several times.
During this epidemic, my husband secretly took out a loan of more than 100,000 yuan and made a total loss in the stock market without telling me.
This is a huge sum of money for a home like this.
It was only after the incident that things got out of hand that I found out a few things. But with the other party’s hesitant attitude, I didn’t know how many things had been hidden.
My family was originally poor, and I had to work part-time in order to pay off the debt. I had to bear those miserable days.
Looking at everything in front of me, living in a house with only four walls, and having to endure the deception and concealment from the person next to me, my heart felt as cold as freezing point.
Looking back on these days, one thing that has not changed after so many years is that the hard days are getting harder and harder day by day.
Can you imagine the despair of a mother with two children, no income, no savings, and unable to work for a year? Moreover, he never took a penny from his so-called husband.
In those days, I had to save money when buying salt, and I could only cook more porridge when buying rice. I didn’t dare to prescribe medicine for my children’s colds and fevers, and I endured my own illness...
The irony is that I am obviously a married woman, but I have to suffer all the difficult time alone.
Suddenly I thought of a song, which affected all my past thoughts:
"How come a smart person like me still used a relationship to exchange for scars..."
Who can I trust in this world?
I once believed in someone so much and treated that person with all my heart, but in the end I was deceived, and suddenly I felt really ridiculous.
After ten years together and one year apart, I have changed.
I didn't want to separate from the beginning, and then I felt that if we meet again, I don't know what to talk about.
Later on, my heart became very light, and I didn’t know how to treat each other. I'm not looking forward to the other person's coming back, and I can't even imagine getting together in close proximity...
In short, everything is strange.
The most fearful combination of falling in love is:
One does not ask, the other does not tell, drifts away...
One is ignorant, the other thinks too much, and is too tired to move forward...
One cherishes at the risk of his life, while the other bullies his life, and hurts his heart beyond recognition...
One overestimates relationships, and the other overestimates people's hearts, and they will never interact with each other until they die.
Do you still dare to trust a person with all your heart and soul? I tried
and it failed miserably.
