Tonight, I couldn't help but pick up the wine glass again, one glass after another. The wine now is like boiled water to me, with no taste. It's just that after drinking, I miss you very much. Do you know? If you have telepathy, you may be able to sense my deep longing for you.
I don’t regret meeting you, but what I regret is that I fell in love with you, or the heart-breaking love. Loving you is really difficult, missing you is so hard, waiting for you, I can’t wait, forgetting you, and I can’t forget you. I spend every day in torment. I can really bear not to contact you anymore, but my heart can't help but miss you again.
I really don’t know how much I owed you in my previous life to make me suffer so much in this life. I can't tell you how many times I wanted to give up, but my heart still couldn't do it.
It's really a pity. I obviously don't want to lose it, but I can't do anything about it. I really don't like this feeling. The sudden encounter, the unexpected joy, and finally the unexpected goodbye without reservation.
This is the end of love. I actually know everything, but I just don’t want to be unable to get out. I am at an age where I am overwhelmed, love is unsatisfactory, tired, disappointed, depressed, and heartbroken. This is who I am now
You are the only person I have loved deeply in this life. I have tried my best in this relationship. From now on, my love for you will only be buried deep in my heart.
Now I just want to tell you that I love you more than you think. Now, I am reminding myself every day not to bother you again. I'm sorry. I have bothered you for so long. I won't do it anymore. Let you go and let myself go. I am everything to me. I deeply apologize for showing up at an inappropriate time and liking you at an inappropriate time. I have disturbed you before and I will never do it again.
I really feel very sorry, but the period of not contacting you did not make me relieved. Instead, my obsession became deeper and deeper. I still miss you, but it is not a big problem and I can control it. I have the ability to love you heartbreakingly, and I have the ability to suppress you in the deepest part of my heart. To be honest, it’s really unbearable! But I don’t have the courage to pester you anymore.
I finally understand that the way to love you is to stop disturbing you. I know that self-transcendence is a super ability and people are a pattern, but the only thing I can't overcome is myself.
I admit that I will never forget you in my life, and I even want to be with you in my dreams. However, fate only allows me to secretly like you, but does not allow me to have you.
In fact, in the final analysis, only those who have truly loved deeply will understand how the person who has fallen in love can let go as soon as he wants, how can he forget as soon as he wants, he always says he doesn't care at all, but in his heart he is thinking about him desperately. I don’t know how God can make me forget you, the one I love so much.
I only know that I love you more than I love myself. I only know that I loved you with joy, cried and cried, and was so heartbroken that I could not control myself. But you have your choice, and you also have your life. Although I am not your unwavering choice, are you sorry? I can't become your exception and preference. I blame God for playing tricks on people and allowing the you I shouldn't have met to briefly appear in my world. It may take a long time to forget you. Maybe I am very sad to forget you. Maybe time will heal all heartache!
You are the most beautiful and beloved firmness that I do even though I know it is impossible. You can continue your wonderful life for the rest of your life, and I will continue to miss mine. When everything is over, I will start over. If I can't get over it, I will keep waiting there, but I am not waiting for you anymore, I am waiting for me to give up completely.
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