. Sometimes I just write whatever I think of, and there is no completely fixed pattern.
At around 9 o'clock today, I cried for no reason. I was tired of crying and fell asleep. When I woke up, I looked at my phone and looked at my phone before 1 o'clock. I had a dream while I was sleeping. I forgot what I dreamed of, and cried for a while.
has been repeatedly collapsed during this period. It was obvious that there was nothing, but it made me look like a patient.
When chatting with others, I always try my best to control my emotions and prevent them from showing them. Anyway, it’s the feeling of being off topic while chatting, absent-minded, and always wanting to cry.
It may be because this state lasts too long and has become a habit. I am always trying to control myself, but it is really difficult, very difficult.
Before, I never believed that this state would happen to me, and I firmly believe that I could not become like this. In my opinion, these are all legendary existences and will not happen to me, but some things in reality are difficult to explain clearly.
can clearly see everything, but this thing can't be done.
It’s been three months since I don’t know why, I stopped for two days. I think about it and admire myself very much.
sometimes I can’t stand it anymore, so I just send some messages to myself or my brother, and it feels better.
