The flowers bloom and fall, Zhao Shuhua felt aggrieved after the divorce, even though the divorce was proposed by herself.
As the former wife of the governor of , what did she experience to make her break a wine glass on her father's birthday and cry out loud.
Just because Shuhua was considerate before getting married, she was burdened with psychological burden from then on, and also added flaws to her supposedly perfect happiness.
people will eventually face their hearts.
Shuhua experienced ups and downs when she was young. In order to save her child with her boyfriend Shuigen, she was forced to leave her hometown. After unfortunately, Shuigen, who raised the hospitalization fee, did not return.
When he was desperate, an old lady who was accidentally rescued in the hospital kindly took Shuhua in and let her be a nanny in her own house.
The old lady's son Li Yongzhi has worked as a soldier and fought wars and holds important positions in the army. His wife Mengyue's life and death are unknown, leaving behind a boy named Jiefang. Although Shuhua stayed in the city and changed the environment, she still did not change the true nature of rural people. She worked hard and frugal, and she repaired the blue cloth clothes on her body and was always reluctant to throw them away. She is grateful and busy from morning to night. She takes care of Yongzhi's family and is considerate and thoughtful, and is deeply loved by Yongzhi and his son. Her maternal love nature was released from liberation. She protected liberation everywhere, and liberation even relied on Shuhua as her biological mother.
mengyue still has no news. Yongzhi's mother started to arrange a partner for her son, and soon found a girl with the same conditions. She has a decent work and is educated, but she has a bad temper. After just a few days of coming home, she regarded herself as the hostess and disliked Shuhua's rusticity. Shuhua understood her identity and silently endured her provocation.
Zhu Ping is getting more and more excessive, always looking for opportunities to humiliate Shuhua. One day, there were only two people at home, and Zhu Ping suppressed Shuhua again: Do you know what I am in this home in the future? I will definitely drive you out in the future.
could not bear it anymore, Shuhua finally responded: I am serving people, so I have to serve them willingly.
For self-esteem and to avoid causing trouble for Yongzhi's family, Shuhua quietly left. When I met a fellow villager Luo Yaoye on the way, I learned that Shuigen could not resist his mother and had already become a kin to another woman. Shuhua completely gave up on Shuigen.
Yongzhi returned home and heard that Shuhua ran away. He was worried and rode his bike to look for it in a hurry. He fell and injured in a hurry.
Learning that Yongzhi was injured, Shuhua found the hospital and offered to take care of Yongzhi himself. She promised Zhu Ping: I will leave immediately after Yongzhi's injury is healed. She took the stewed chicken soup and fed it to Yongzhi one spoonful after another.
Seeing this scene, Zhu Ping was furious and immediately asked Yongzhi to let Shuhua leave immediately. Yongzhi persuaded him kindly, but Zhu Ping refused to give up. After Yongzhi was discharged from the hospital, he thought about it again and completely broke off his relationship with Zhu Ping.
Shuhua stayed, Yongzhi helped her find a new job and arranged for her to go to work in the factory. While Shuhua was happy, she kindly reminded Yongzhi that she should seize the time to inquire about Mengyue's whereabouts. Unfortunately, Yongzhi wrote seven or eight letters, but he didn't get any news about Mengyue. Yongzhi saw the forbearance and considerateness of Shuhua and her care for liberation. With the persuasion of old friends, Mengyue was gone. On the Mid-Autumn Festival night, Yongzhi expressed his feelings to Shuhua, and Shuhua finally got a love that she dared not dream of.
shuhua wants to stay too much, she really doesn't want to go back to her hometown. There are many unbearable pasts in my hometown. Before liberation, she was forced to be the daughter-in-law of a landlord for two years. Although she suffered a lot of torture, in the eyes of others, this experience was still a stain on her.
It was her fault that she had no children for two years. She had a child with Shuigen, but she still couldn't get the recognition of Shuigen's mother. Shuigen's mother tried every means to abort her child. In order to save the little life in her belly, she fled from her hometown desperately. Unexpectedly, she still lost her child and never returned.
Such a situation is enough to touch her, not to mention that she is a woman who is grateful and extremely intelligent.
In this family, although Yongzhi's mother is not as good as her biological mother, she loves her quite well.Yongzhi is handsome, open-minded and knowledgeable, caring about her like a brother, without any intention of underestimating her.
She wants to stay too much. I really want to stay in this home that makes her feel warm. In Shuhua's heart, she had already secretly fallen in love with Yongzhi, but her status was very different, so she didn't dare to think about it in this way.
Now she got it, and her heart was as happy as if it had flown to heaven.
The whole family began to organize the wedding, and Shuhua was immersed in dreamy happiness. At this moment, she suddenly received a letter. Although she was illiterate, Shuhua also had a premonition that the letter would change her destiny. She burned a corner of the letter, rescued it again, and finally hid it.
After marriage, Shuhua became a mother. She went to work every day and served her mother-in-law, husband and children without any complaints. During the Cultural Revolution, she was implicated by her husband and went to the countryside to farm, lived in an abandoned warehouse, and did heavy farm work every day. Ke Shuhua has no complaints and is still thinking about Yongzhi all the time.
The Cultural Revolution ended, and the family should have been reunited. I didn’t expect my mother-in-law to accidentally discover Shuhua’s divorce complaint written by her during the Cultural Revolution. She did not accept the explanation that she wanted to divorce was for Zhuangzhuang, and accused Shuhua of being unfaithful to Yongzhi and forced her to divorce.
She agreed to divorce, and the only condition was that she hoped that her mother-in-law would not tell Yongzhi about her divorce complaint and not make him sad.
Yongzhi of course did not agree to the divorce, thinking that Shuhua wanted to divorce was caused by the discord between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. He mediated left and right, but didn't understand why she was like this. Until he learned about the divorce complaint, Yongzhi began to have an opinion on Shuhua. When Shuhua complained that her mother-in-law should not interfere between them, Yongzhi blurted out: What does it mean to be appropriate? It is obviously because you don’t know yourself.
This is so heartbreaking! But Shuhua, who was numb and forbearing, was not angry. Or, if she agrees with Yongzhi, she feels that she is really inferior to others in this family?
Yongzhi later learned that Mengyue was not dead, and had been silently helping herself in the dark, and learned about the letter from Shuhua. Yongzhi's feelings were completely inclined to Mengyue and agreed to divorce Shuhua.
Before the divorce, Shuhua asked her son Zhuangzhuang: What do you think about divorce?
Zhuang Zhuang, who was once reckless and causing trouble everywhere, is now sensible. He said calmly: Children should not participate in adult affairs, you can decide for yourself!
Shuhua was obviously relieved. Even if it was a divorce, she didn't care about herself, but other people's feelings. And everything she has given for this family over the years seems to have been forgotten by everyone.
After the divorce, Shuhua returned to her parents' home and happened to her father's birthday. She drank to drown her sorrow: I served their family, I gave birth to a strong son-in-law for the Zhao family. I listened to my father's words and found a decent son-in-law for the Zhao family, but ended up like this. The family was still happy yesterday, but now they are divided into two families, I can’t figure it out!
Shuhua broke her wine glass and lay on the table and cried bitterly.
Shuhua, who has been numb to bear everything, poured out a long-depressed grievance and reluctance in front of her father.
His father comforted her: There must always be someone in the world who is willing to suffer losses! I also had the responsibility to leave home. When you were in trouble, your mother-in-law took you in. Yongzhi and his son were kind to you. Now that this is the case, what can I say?
The father's words expressed more about helplessness. He felt sorry for his daughter, but he was unable to change anything.
The happier you were at the beginning, the more painful you are now.
If Shuhua had not hidden the letter at that time, maybe she would have lost the opportunity to marry Yongzhi and would not have obtained the title of governor's wife, but would have lived another ordinary life. But at least, she doesn't have to spend most of her precious life with guilt.
Her desire for happiness is understandable, but she took the wrong step in the end.
After all, the most important thing is that one’s life is empty and not against one’s conscience under any circumstances, so that one can live a peaceful and peaceful life.
