◆ Meiyong
has been back from the small town for more than 20 days and has basically never eaten at home. It is even late at night when I go back, and most of the time is left to the office.
"Why are you so busy?" Many people around me asked me this. My wife said, you were always very busy in the past, but at least you were not that busy, and you could cook at home every now and then. My friend said, you know that your tasks are urgent and difficult, but you can always come out to have a party on a stable day...
Actually, this is a question that I can't answer. First of all, you have to look for the reason from yourself, basically you are not capable enough. On the one hand, in the face of complicated matters, insufficient coordination is caused by insufficient balance in time allocation. On the other hand, many tasks are temporary and assaulty, and the work efficiency is not high, so I have to stay up late.
Secondly, the safety situation this year is indeed too abnormal. The drought is not expected in history, and the summer, autumn and winter are rare. The work of drought relief continues to be strengthened. The provincial government insists on regular and intensive dispatch; the frequent occurrence of forest fires has not reversed, and the pressure to prevent and extinguish fires is still very high; production safety accidents occur from time to time, which inevitably lead to casualties. Based on this, materials for production safety and disaster prevention, mitigation and relief are naturally indispensable.
There is also the frequency of emergency duty increases. At night, you can stay until early in the morning. Even if you lie down on the sofa, you will not dare to slackew. The next day, my body will inevitably be tired, and I will inevitably be unable to take advantage of my efficiency. In order to ensure the quality of my work, I can only slow down the pace.
Furthermore, the development of a series of theme activities of the "Twenty Top 20" and the grassroots emergency management system and capacity building in special tasks such as the report of the Provincial Party Committee's Deep Reform Commission, have also involved a lot of energy, and have survived all night and survived the weekend.
To sum up, there is a reason to be busy, but not everyone can understand it.
For example, a brother called me several times and said he had something to ask me for, but he said he had no time. He said he could not decide the time himself, and he must have thought he was rude. An old friend told me that several writers and poets gathered together. At first, I agreed, but I couldn't leave. I guess he would think I went to another situation...
During this period, I always wanted to write some words to give my family and friends, which is also an explanation. It's not that I don't want to accompany you or know you.
Although I don’t know what I’ve been busy with, what results have been achieved, or what results have been achieved, I’m really busy every day.
But I really feel a little guilty about my family. My lover is still supporting the fight against the epidemic in other places, and he has less care and warmth for her; his daughter is still young and lacks the company of her father; especially the mother who works hard with two little guys alone, which is really not easy, and she cannot share the burden for her and relieves her of housework.
I remembered a sentence, the highest level of emergency is that there is no emergency to respond. Although my work is not "emergency response" every day, the "emergency response" has indeed paid a lot, and the bright lights in the office building are enough to prove it.
Just as we most hope in our hearts, I wish forever peace, people's safety, and society peace. Only in this way can we truly be less busy, have more time, and let go of our hearts to spend time with our family and meet old friends!
was written on the evening of November 11, 2022
