"Thirty million, I'll buy you ten years of youth. I'm tired of playing, so get out of here."
"This is a deposit."
Mr. Cheng threw 800,000 yuan under my feet and watched me lean down and pick it up in a pile.
He suddenly stroked my neck like a wild wolf and kissed my mouth hard: "Xu Nian, I hate myself so much, why do you still love you like this until today? I love you like this."
In Mr. Cheng's eyes, I am the most unbearable woman in the world.
When you meet a poor person, trample on him, and when you meet a rich person, you kneel down and lick him.
He said, I deserve to die at the simplest eighteen years old.
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0 When the girl confessed to Mr. Cheng, she was wet in the rain and held the flowers.
She was eighteen years old, at the age of bud, and she said she wanted nothing but to stay by Mr. Cheng's side and accompany him on a journey.
Mr. Cheng said nothing.
But I know he was moved.
Mr. Cheng and I met him when we wore open-crotch pants. After decades of ups and downs, no one knows him better than me.
The girl is a college student sponsored by Mr. Cheng. She got from a poor place. She has both good character and academic performance. She has a light ponytail. She is very open-minded when facing the coffee I invited, and does not have that sharp vulgarity.
The girl said that she really liked him and hoped that I would give in.
The girl said, Mr. Cheng is so big, I can’t give birth to a child for him.
The girl said that Mr. Cheng is a person who values love and friendship, and he will never treat me badly even if he divorces.
When I walked out of the cafe, I looked up and saw that the moon was very round and there were no stars around me.
The road to home is so long, I walked it alone.
Every step you take is like a ten years older.
When I got home, Mr. Cheng played games in the study. The keyboard was crackling. He was so happy and smiled like a child. I closed the door, my movements were slow, and I felt that I was about to stop.
When I was in love more than ten years ago, Mr. Cheng liked to play games, but he has not changed it yet.
At that time, I always made a fuss with him like a shrew, smashed his keyboard, pointed at his nose, roared, saying that he was useless, and saying that he had no consideration for our future at all.
He stood there, blushing and helpless, like a child who made a mistake.
I scolded him with the most vicious words I could think of in my life, but I never thought that his business was hard, and the game was the only indulgence and comfort of the little boy deep in his heart. He has not changed the problem of playing games until now. I finally understand that what I complained about back then was not the games, but the way he made me unable to see hope for.
is mediocre.
It's because I didn't treat him well.
Today, the 18-year-old girl who was about to bloom in bud should have starry eyes and admired her very much when she looked at him.
is really good.
Mr. Cheng is becoming more willful now.
He doesn't do anything he doesn't want to do. The table is full of grape skin . I bent down to clean it, and then cleaned the grape juice on the floor bit by bit - Mr. Cheng has always said over the years that the sweeping robots and mops can't be cleaned.
I sat in the living room for a while watching TV. Mr. Cheng opened the door and asked me to get him a coke. The light in the room shone from behind him. His figure was dark and so thin.
I felt a little distressed and planned to add another plate of meat to the dining table tomorrow.
Mr. Cheng is actually quite pitiful. He lost his parents when he was young, grew up eating , Hundred Family Meals, and it is not easy to struggle in society.
When I was a child, I went to school. He collected some broken copper and iron at the garbage station and saved it to sell it in the recycling station.
I was thin and small at that time. I was caught by a senior, and I was robbed of money. He took an iron bar and slapped it on the railing. After attracting attention, he spat on the ground: "Damn it, what's the ability to bully girls?"
The people approached, and Mr. Cheng picked up a bottle of wine and smashed it on his head. He held the iron bar in his hand and rushed forward to fight with people. He looked like a mad dog, and his eyes were so scary.
Those people read it, a little timid.
I felt him shaking my hand a little, and I knew he was afraid too.
He just pretends to be cruel and scares people.
Later I asked, Brother Cheng, why are you afraid, you have to stand up? If you have a little money, at worst, I told my parents that I had bought snacks and planned to get a ball.
Mr. Cheng showed his teeth and smiled, saying, Xu Nian, every time I go back to your house to have a meal, you will pick me up a spoonful of thick ones from the bottom of the pot.
Now I think that Mr. Cheng is also a person who values affection and righteousness. He will repay kindness with kindness and revenge with revenge.
I just don’t know how much protection he has left in his heart for me.
Nowadays, money is hard to make and shit is hard to eat.
Mr. Cheng grew from an orphan to the leading entrepreneur in Shanzhou City today, and there is no need to say what he feels and feels. He lived a hard life when he was young, and no girl could love him like this girl today, regardless of the worldly eyes, and she was desperate and flew into the flames.
I don't have either.
Mr. Cheng said that my love for him is conditional, whether it is the past or the present.
He said that if he had no money, I wouldn't love him.
Maybe.
I took Coke from the refrigerator to Mr. Cheng and told him that he was old, don’t drink these all the time, as it would be easy to be calcium deficient.
Mr. Cheng lifted his eyelids and looked at me. After looking at me for half a minute, he smiled and said, "Xu Nian, you are old. 18 years old. If you die at the simplest 18 years old, you may also be the bright moon in my mind."
Mr. Cheng raised my chin and said, "Xu Nian, look at how well you look now. It's better for women to be more obedient."
I didn't say anything.
I went to the bathroom to take a shower.
The lamp on the dressing table was slightly dim, like the old man's gray eyes fell.
The moment the dim light illuminated me, I saw a pair of eyes that suddenly burst into tears in the mirror.
I also saw a moth locked in a lamp, fluttering, thrusting... dying.
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Before that girl appeared, Mr. Cheng had many women. The frequency of
is also fast, and the longest time is only three months away.
is the restlessness and freshness in a man’s bones.
Except for the 18-year-old girl who recently asked me to give way, the one who impressed me the most was another female college student, who was the first woman Mr. Cheng wanted after me.
on our wedding night.
Mr. Cheng spent 20,000 yuan to ask for another woman in the next room of the hotel.
That woman had similar eyebrows when I was young, and she came out to help me, the first time.
is probably like me. Mr. Cheng couldn't help but say a lot to her that night.
are all heart-wrenching, and I heard that I still shed tears.
The woman gently hugged him, stroked his back, saying that she understood, she understood everything, understood the loneliness and depression deep in his heart for so many years, and understood all the hardships and hardships he had encountered.
Mr. Cheng later mentioned this in front of me. At that time, he was sitting on a rattan chair with his feet crossed his feet and lit a cigarette. He said miserably, Xu Nian, how ridiculous. What I wanted in you back then, understanding, comfort and tolerance, could be bought for 20,000 yuan.
He waved to me, "Xu Nian, I'm so tired, come and help me press my shoulders."
I went over to help him press my shoulders, gently and softly.
"So good," Mr. Cheng said with his eyes closed, "comfortable." As he said that, he reached out to touch my face and neck again, "Xu Nian, you are so good now, like a cat, is it because of money?"
"Xu Nian, did you have any sincerity when you were with me back then?"
I lowered my eyes and said word by word: "Brother Cheng, I treat you every minute and every second, it is sincere."
A touch of mockery floated on his face, as if he stabbed me hard in my heart, making me bent down.
Mr. Cheng raised my chin and said, "Xu Nian, where is your love? Take it out and ask me to see it. In the past, when my business failed, you treated me so harshly. I didn't go as far as you want. You didn't like anything at all. Now I am rich, famous and have a status. I have joined another woman, and you endured it. I am very gentle. Tell me, what is your love?"
I, I have nothing to say.
To be fair, if I hadn't followed Mr. Cheng since I was a child, I would have been quite ordinary, and I would have caught a lot of women like me.With my appearance and ability, I will never expect to encounter a man of Mr. Cheng's level in my eight lives.
I have not been in good health over the years. I can't even go with him many things he does and plays many games.
It is also good to have a woman by your side.
I am not a career-oriented woman. I have limited abilities and can’t make much money. I’m thankful that Mr. Cheng is generous to me and said that if I want to work, I will hold an administrative position in his company. If I don’t want to work, I will watch Douyin at home.
Mr. Cheng gave me a lot of face outside. He would be very cruel to anyone who dared to make trouble in front of me.
His brothers also respect me very much and often joke that Mr. Cheng and me are Zhu Yuanzhang and Empress Ma .
Only I know not.
Mr. Cheng hates me.
also often humiliates me.
Because I once abandoned him and followed others when he was in a low point, and returned when he was full of glory.
He keeps me by my side, and it is silent show-off and silent humiliation.
What a good trophy I am.
When proposing, Mr. Cheng threw the diamond ring of 800,000 to the ground. Seeing me squat down and pick it up, he stroked my chin and smiled, saying, Xu Nian, you are so cheap.
He said, Xu Nian, you are young and have been with me for so many years, and I have some thoughts on you after all.
He raised three fingers: "Thirty million, I bought you ten years of youth. I'm tired of playing, so get out of here."
I stared into his eyes deeply and nodded and said, OK.
At that time, we agreed to divorce ten years later.
ten years.
I walked to the wall to flip through the calendar.
ten years.
is so long, but so short.
Now, we will be here in five months.
The 18-year-old beautiful girl wanted to go with him without hesitation. I think he would not renew her appointment with Mr. Cheng.
I haven't done anything in the past ten years.
Most of them help Mr. Cheng handle some housework, wiping the floor, bottles, jars, etc., and they also want to go out to make money, but with my ability, the little money I earn is really a drop in the bucket.
I am very interested in Suxi . Now that I have time, I often stay to embroider some flower shapes by myself.
From a small piece of ginkgo leaves embroidered to the peace and happiness in Mr. Cheng’s car and bag, to the "Eight Horses Picture" hanging in his office.
I think I am also useful. Mr. Cheng had a politician who wanted to make friends with. He found many ways but was not favored. I spent more than half a year embroidering a pair of "A Thousand Miles of Rivers and Mountains" and sent it to him. When he sent it to him, his eyes shone out and called Mr. Cheng to chat for two days and two nights, and became a confidant. Later, Mr. Cheng's business was so big, thanks to his support.
I remember it very clearly. When Mr. Cheng came back, he hugged me and kissed me hard on the forehead. I was shocked, a little happy, and a little sad. I was happy that I was a person who was still a little useful. I was sad, and this was the only thing I could do.
