People say that a person has to meet three people in his life. The first is a person who loves you very much but doesn’t love you, the second is a person who loves you very much but doesn’t love you, and the third is a person who doesn’t love her (him), and he (she) doesn’t love you either. And the last one is often the person next to you!
The story starts two years ago!
This year is the third year since my husband and I separated. Since that incident three years ago, I have been living in my parents' home, and I haven't even gone back to see the children. That incident almost killed me. It was also from that incident that I completely gave up on men because I think all men in the world are the same and will only bully women.
By chance, I met a boy, and I met him in the game.
Because after separation, I always stayed at home and played games by myself, and an occasional opportunity made me meet him.
is also him, which made me re-reach a man. Not every man is a scumbag like my husband.
didn't know him for a long time, but it wasn't considered a sign of knowing him, because we usually play games with friends, until once, when I was boiling water at home, I accidentally burned my feet by water, so I stayed in bed and couldn't walk, so I was even more obsessed with games, and even my biological clock was turned upside down, staying up late at night and sleeping hard during the day.
That night, no one else's games were online, and he was the only one online, and the two of them played games together until very late.
To the end, his role in the game stopped moving. I thought he was disconnected. After about half an hour, I sent me a private message: I fell asleep just now, sorry!
I told him to go to bed when you are sleepy and don’t endure it.
At that time, he said: It's okay, I'll have nothing to do to rest tomorrow, I can spend more time with you tonight!
Because he knew my foot was burned, I was in a bad mood, and I felt a slight pain, so I diverted my attention by playing games! He was in a coma for several games after
. It was almost dawn that I said I was sleepy, so let's go to bed.
After he went offline, he sent me his WeChat ID and said that he was unhappy in the future and wanted to play games, so he asked him for it!
At that time, I just said that I had a hint of warmth in my heart and didn't care much.
It was not until the next day that I added him and looked at his circle of friends that I realized that he was going to attend class the next day and he was a teacher!
I only think this boy, who is seven years younger than me, is a good boy.
looked at his daily life by looking at his circle of friends. He is a clean boy, thin and tall, looking like a quiet and elegant boy, and an honest and honest boy.
I felt a throbbing for the first time in my heart!
Later, when I was playing the game, I heard him start talking to me with a microphone! The voice was really gentle, giving people a feeling of spring breeze. The most common sentence he said was: It's okay, I'm here! It really feels very safe.
At that time, I was already looking forward to how excellent this boy I had never met was in reality!
In the next few months, we have become much familiar with each other, and my feelings for him have gradually been revealed. This is an emotion that I can't suppress.
From his words, I can also hear that he has feelings for me!
Until one time I went out to play with my friend and accidentally posted a photo on my Moments, a photo of my best friend driving my car. After
, he asked me if that was my car? I said yes!
Since then, he has had a lot less conversations with me, and I feel that there is a gap between the two of them!
I don't understand what's wrong!
Until one day, I asked him what kind of girl he wanted to find.
He said: I want to find a girl I deserve, I don’t like rich ones!
Only then did I realize that it was all caused by that photo!
Later I explained to him, which also expressed my feelings, but he still didn't accept it. In his words, my family is good, but his family is bad, and I feel that I can't deserve me.
But I still insist! At that time, I had one idea, I wanted to be with him, and I didn’t want to care about all the consequences! Even some such things happened, some irreversible things!
During this period, he never asked me where I am, what I am doing, and how old I am!
Until I expressed my feelings to him, and again and again, our family would not mind, and that my parents also came from the countryside... He agreed that we would be together first!
However, at this time, something went wrong here.
Because I am already 32 this year, and he is only 25 years old!
I was afraid that he would not be with me when he knew I was really old, so I said panic, I was 23 years old this year!
But if you say it out loud, it often takes a lot of panic to complete it!
After being together, I felt very uneasy, so I wanted to end this relationship, but his love for me exceeded my expectations. A boy cried on the other end of the phone and begged me not to leave, and he had never met him before, but had just opened a video.
I know that I am not divorced, and I am seven years older than him. If he knew the truth, he would definitely leave me. But I couldn't bear to let it go. I thought he was just a joke to me, but I didn't expect his feelings for me would be like this!
I wanted to go to him desperately, so I told him that I wanted to go to him many times, but I never fulfilled it once, because the courage I mustered up every time, I remembered the consequences after meeting, but it was gone again.
However, he said again and again that he wanted to find him, but he still never left me, and he believed every reason I said.
Although I can't defeat the panic every time, he still remains the same as before!
Until one time, he said he was coming to find me, and I said, come on, I will take you home!
I thought he wouldn't come, but he came, and he came unexpectedly and didn't have time to prepare!
Since his appearance, I have always said that my parents knew about both of us. They all praised him as a sensible child and had the opportunity to come to home!
But my parents don’t know about this at all!
But, he has come. If I don’t go to find him, our life will end...
Then I went to find him with my parents on my back!
After seeing him at the train station, I felt that I was not worthy of him and felt very uncomfortable. I was a married woman with children, but I lied to him that I was still an unemployed young girl!
But I couldn't care about that much at that time!
stayed outside with him for two days!
He asked me: When will I go home!
I said my parents asked me to take you to play for two days before going back!
It was not until I went to the bathroom that he received a call from my mother...
didn't realize that I came out with them on my back!
This boy, who is seven years younger than me, taught me a lesson! He also said he wanted to go home with me to apologize. Because I told him that my dad wouldn't let me spend the night outside...
The next day, we separated and I said I gave it to you for the first time, can you still run away? Go back and wait for me obediently, I will come to find you soon!
When he said something, he didn't even believe it myself...
After returning home, my dad slapped me in the face as soon as he entered the door and confine me... From childhood to adulthood, from marriage to now, he has never hit me!
"You have thrown my face away!" Dad yelled at me!
I kept in touch with him at that time, and he told me that it was okay, he had been there all the time. If my parents still had the same attitude, I would sneak out to find him and he would support me!
originally thought it was just a joke.
Later he really bought me a plane ticket and asked me to go over and find him!
But something even more unfortunate happened!
When my parents were not at home, I ran out secretly. After I came back, I didn’t answer the call and sent WeChat messages.
They thought I was missing and abducted, so their parents contacted his uncle in that city.
My uncle went to the police station to report the case and said I was missing and trafficked.
I had no choice but to contact my parents.
is the matter that has passed.
However, something even more unfortunate happened again!
One night, I fell asleep. He used my account to play games. When I got married, my husband saw it and sent me a text message: You bitch, you have time to play games, but you don’t have time to go home, right? You can't even imagine any of two children!
After seeing this, he calmly woke me up...
I was panicked at that time and didn't know how to explain!
But he only said one sentence: Give me an explanation, I believe everything you say!
I told him the whole story! Of course there are some lying elements.
After he knew it, he was very calm!
"Go back and divorce, we will continue to be together! But you have to make sure you have nothing to hide from me!"
At that time, I still had a lot of things to hide from him, but I didn't have the courage to say that I was afraid...
Later, something happened at home, and grandma and medicine left!
My parents urged me to go home, and his house was far from the airport. He sent me out to catch the plane overnight. He drove very fast along the way. It usually took him three hours to get there in two hours...
But an accident happened again.
When looking for his ID card, he saw the birth and name on his ID card...
"Hmph, until now, you even make up your name, and you make up your age!"
You can see that he was very disappointed...
At that time, he left me alone at the airport and drove away!
But the plane didn't catch up at that time, and I didn't know where to go in this strange city!
However, after a while, he drove back. Take me to find a hotel to stay.
"I don't want you to hide things from me!"
I said it's gone, it's really gone!
He strongly asked, and I pushed my dad on WeChat to him. But my dad didn't add him, and only replied: Xiao Wang, I didn't want to interfere in your affairs with Xiao Xin, but don't you think about us when doing things?
I know that all this is my fault and has nothing to do with him, but he doesn’t know it!
The next day, after I got home, I just reported my safety to him, and one of my uncles took it over and smashed it. He said that I was so angry that my grandma was so angry that I also said that I was taking drugs!
didn't contact him for a whole week, I don't know how he lived!
Later, I followed my brother back to my hometown and bought a new phone to contact me. I realized that this week he locked himself in the hotel and did not go out. He asked for my news every day and tried various ways to contact me!
After I knew it, my whole heart was in pain. Why was there such a stupid boy? I had lie to him again and again, but he still regarded me as a treasure!
After calling him, he was happy on the other end of the phone like a child!
Later, I secretly ran out to find him again!
At this time, my dad told me that he didn’t want to care about me anymore!
After passing, it was National Day and I was back. He repeatedly reminded me that after getting divorced, we will go home together!
But after I got home, I couldn’t get a divorce, so I said that my husband would not get a divorce, so I had to sue for divorce, and many things could not be handled.
He believed it!
has been waiting for me! I have said such excuses as
many times! There will be a quarrel every time, but he will still be willing to wait for me!
Slowly, a year has passed, and I haven't been able to divorce yet...
At this time, I received a text message:
Lichen, I have been together for so long, I love you. Although you have told me a lot of panic, I don't mind, because I know that as long as two people are together, these panics are not a problem. I also know that you are afraid that I will know the truth and leave you. I just want to say, no matter what, I accept you, because I love you, no matter how wrong you were before, it is something I can't control and it is something I can't decide. I originally thought that we could support each other on the road in the future, but there was no chance. You have your decision. Every lie you tell has your own difficulties. It's not that you don't love me, but that you have your last resort and your reasons. However, I can't accompany you anymore. I love you, but now I can only bury this love deeply in my heart!
At that time, I was completely collapsed and felt like a big piece was missing in my heart!
Quick call: Hello, the user you called is in the call!
sends WeChat: The message has been sent, but it was rejected by the other party! Watch the game on
: Friends are gone!
I cried, crying loudly, and my whole body was shaking...
For a whole week, I didn't go out, locked myself in the room!
My dad came to see me, but if I didn’t open the door, my mom told me not to open the door!
Dad only said one sentence: Daughter, remember, no one will wait for you all the time. Xiao Wang is a very good kid!
Until today, I got divorced, but I didn’t look for anyone else, and my parents didn’t care about me. They played games all day long, and they were crying from time to time! But I knew he was gone and would never come back!
So I'll say a few words here:
Life is a life of choice. No one can make mistakes at once, but we can't always make mistakes. When you meet someone you like, you must give yourself to him cleanly. Don't be like me, how many things and lies, ending the life that could have been happy. I regret it, but now it's too late to say anything. Now he has his family! In a person's life, don't leave regrets for yourself, don't be like me, lie all over, a boy who loves me is lost by me, and a good love is lost by me. Life cannot be repeated, and life has not been rehearsed. It may be because of your cowardice, your indecisiveness, and your mother-in-law and mother, hesitation, the person lying beside him or her will be someone else, you cannot eat the home-cooked dishes she (his) makes, you will not see him (her) when you wake up, and he (she) will withdraw from your world bit by bit, and in the end there is only one lonely you left. I don’t want more people to repeat my mistakes. I hope more lovers can finally get married. Marriage is not a bondage, marriage is happy, happy, and the destination of love for two people, not the grave of two people. Before getting married, you must consider it seriously and don’t get married if you are in a moment of temptation! As for people, unhappy marriages are not a small number, and many people choose to have a second marriage, so divorce is not shameful, nor is it a good person if you are divorced. Divorce is just for two people to have a better home. It’s just that you have children, you have to consider it, otherwise the suffering one will still be the children.The child is innocent, innocent!
Children from single-parent families often have a happy life without a family with a full range of parents!
However, whether it is a second marriage or a first marriage, you must remember: be honest! All you think is what you think. If you have something to say, the two people who love each other will not be separated because of these things. You just need to remember: what you love is just the person you, not the others!
Finally, I wish him a good life and I wish all lovers can finally get married!
@a big fish monster @what things in love @now dream #second marriage#
