During the first three years after marriage, my husband worked out of town. I have to videotape for at least an hour every night, and he comes back every half month. It’s really hard to drive there and back. At that time, I clearly know that what I want is peace of mind! At the b

In the first three years after marriage, my husband worked out of town. I have to videotape for at least an hour every night, and he comes back every half month. It’s really hard to drive there and back. At that time, I clearly know that what I want is peace of mind! At the beginning of this year, he returned to our hometown to start a business. No matter how busy he was at work, he insisted on picking me up from get off work every day. But I started to feel confused. What else was I trying to do?

This half year was the longest half year we spent together, and also the half year we had the most frequent quarrels. Of course, the intensity of our quarrel was not high. At most, the tone was a bit harsh. The worst result was that we didn't talk for an hour. But this frequency is always very concerning, as both of us are relatively introverted and quiet people. When we are together, he is like a child; in front of him, I am also like a child. This may be the original intention when we were together! What else am I trying to figure out?

Due to the interruption of the epidemic, before we got married, our plan to take a one-week long-distance trip every year, no matter how wealthy we were, also came to nothing. The only consolation is that our child, who is under three years old, is just naughty enough. I told my husband that the best gift he gave me was this child. What else am I trying to figure out?

All my unhappiness, in fact, most of it has nothing to do with our small family, and they are all the result of comparison with others. Their three brothers neglected to take care of me during my pregnancy because their parents were busy. Now I sometimes feel that they didn't treat my son well enough. This has also become a pet peeve of mine, so I always feel resentful when talking about my husband’s family. When dealing with conflicts between my husband and I, my husband always stands by me. He said that what he fears most is that I will not be happy when he marries me, so what else do I want?

But on the other hand, he is also a filial son. He feels that he owes his parents from the bottom of his heart. Maybe I am too selfish. I want to kill his selfishness. I am afraid that one day he will contribute to his family behind my back. In the past three years, I have indeed dealt with things with this heart in mind. But I accidentally discovered that he made a will two days ago. He gave me everything. The last paragraph stung me. He said that if I am willing to help my parents-in-law, I can help them more. After all, He also has a younger brother who is not married.

I cried after reading it. Who would write a will in advance when he is in his 30s and is healthy? Look what I did to him. And I didn't notice the change in his mentality. What a shame! If the man is like this, what else should I want? I was thinking, what does he want from me? Be a good person!