On the 12th day after the COVID-19 epidemic, I still came to the downstairs of her community. I didn’t have the courage to go up and knock on the door. I just wanted to get closer to her. If she opens the window, she might be able to see me standing downstairs, but I know she won't because she sleeps heavily at night. I don’t know if she felt that I was so close to her in her dream.
Everything in the world is unpredictable and uncertain.
Everyone can be cruel, as long as you know what letting down is.
I heard someone say
"There is a kind of wine called drunken life, dream and death, and
you can forget everything after drinking it."
I drank it for a long time, and
I also forgot a lot.
Life is like this.
But the more you want to forget, the clearer you remember it.
Just like the more you want to remember, the easier it is to forget.
I remember that the rain came very late that day, she was dancing and looking at the clouds, and I was drinking and looking at her. The beauty danced like a lotus flower, which no one in the world would have seen. For a long time, I didn't understand why the white clouds in the sky could be so clean.
"Many women think that this man is different.
It turns out that men are all the same.
Many men think that women are all the same.
But this woman is different."
At this moment, I wish it would last forever.
Everlasting is such a beautiful word, but we are destined to be unable to worship heaven and earth, so how can we keep it for a long time? Some people’s lives have already been written in their lives. For people like me, who have wind in their lives and mediocrity in their names, there is no way Stay in this place.
This place is actually very good, and it treats the people who stay very well. This place is also very bad, and it treats those who cannot stay very badly. The day I decided to leave, the wind outside was very strong, and I remembered that we lived so close, yet so far away, so far away that we had never hugged each other. In order to hug her, I hugged everyone, although I knew that this moment was not No closer to him than when I watched her dance that day. When I was leaving, there was a moment when I was thinking that after walking so many roads, it seemed that I was passing by. Some people say that the most important thing in life is passing by. Did I think that was the case? , but, I didn’t have the answer. In the days that followed, I started a new journey, and I walked all over this place.
Until one day, I saw a dog on the street. It walked forward step by step and looked back step by step. It didn't stay, but it didn't seem to let go. Look at that dog, it seemed to be alone." . (A tribute to the classic Journey to the West).
Maybe I haven’t seen peach blossoms for a long time. I went to that person’s peach blossom village in the spring, but there were no peach blossoms in the peach blossom village at all! Name.
Don’t look back when you are chasing the wind and the moon.
People spend three years learning to walk, but they spend a lifetime learning to stay.
