Time takes away not only youth, but also optimism and courage.
Ten years ago, I was young and didn’t know what it was like to be sad. Eight years ago, I was still boasting that I would never die from hunger. Five years ago, I was still running around with my suitcase. Two years ago, I began to envy the stability...
Various policies and the epidemic are like an unresolved issue. A chopping knife, I am the one who cuts it, I hope it does not fall, and everyone knows that it is set up.
Some people have the upper hand, some people avoid it in time, and some people are still where they are.
I am still where I am. I have been working for several years, and the company is still afraid of being huge. I have no network, no additional skills, and have never had any extra income. My savings are only five digits.
I think the root of anxiety is still instability, and even more so, poverty. If you have money, telling the truth will be much better, at least you won't be anxious about things that haven't happened.
There is only one reason for this situation - "never act, never try, don't know how to communicate", that is, fear, fear of the east, fear of the west, and denial of oneself.
has now developed into a situation where I don’t know how to deal with the chopping knife of unemployment. It seems like I will never come back when I was dragging my luggage to catch the train and drive to various places for interviews five years ago.
I stopped being optimistic and started to feel anxious. In fact, something called growth slowly spread in my body, and I gradually understood the meaning of preparing for a rainy day and being prepared for danger in times of peace. It's just that I haven't experienced big storms in this short life, so I think too much, and tend to be a little bit worrying.
Maybe it’s like what I said without shame when I was a teenager and I didn’t know the future, you have to believe in yourself, you will not die of hunger, you can do it, you can do it, that chopping knife is very sharp, but you must also believe that you can resist it before you put it down and find another one. Way out, go to the next level.
The passes are difficult, but the road ahead is long and bright.
