The best feeling is the heartbeat when we first meet, the appreciation when we get to know each other, the acceptance after getting acquainted, and the staying together after the dullness.
Comparing the summary and description of beautiful love in the previous sentence, you will find that there is always a little difference between Zhu He and Yu Xiao in the book "The Redemption of the Secret Lover". what does it mean? Let me chat for a while, and thank you for your compliments:
. The enthusiasm of "leftover women" for falling in love at first sight
The reason why "leftover women" are "left behind" has both subjective reasons and objective social influences. But from Yu Xiao's body, she became the reason why she was not able to marry herself over the age of 30. It was more of her own problem...
On the surface, Yu Xiao had no feelings for the person she was dating, couldn't be emotionally invested, and had no feelings for the two. Dating between individuals is like completing a task assigned to parents. Therefore, in response to Ouyang Qi's sudden proposal, Yu Xiao, besides desperately escaping, couldn't bear to entrust himself to a man he didn't love.
In addition to the two superficial reasons of "not loving" and "not feeling", Yu Xiao also has a secret buried deep in his heart... The experience of being sexually assaulted in high school has become a curse that will accompany Yu Xiao throughout his life - unspeakable , The secret that cannot be shared - Yu Xiao is worried about whether he can remove the obstacle to the most intimate contact that naturally occurs in the relationship between the sexes?
While Yu Xiao was always hiding from Ouyang Qi and escaping from reality, Yu Xiao met Zhu He, the prince charming, whom she fell in love with at first sight and fell deeply in love with.
But Zhu He is Yu Xiao’s business rival. The biggest test after Yu Xiao changes his job is whether he can successfully get the elevator order from Zhu He Company. In Zhu He’s first impression, the strength of Yu Xiao Company is completely different. Meet the conditions to participate in the bidding - the implication is that it makes Yu laugh to death.
Yu Xiao, who was madly in love with Zhu He, couldn't control herself and moved closer to Zhu He... No matter what method she used, no matter how the other party didn't care about her deliberate efforts to please him.
Yu Xiao felt that such a secret love meant that she had to use her previous thirty years of experience to wait for Zhu He to appear. In her lifetime, he finally appeared in front of her, and she was so happy that she went crazy!
As a result, Yu Xiao subconsciously and actively ignored the possibility that Zhu He might appear at the scene of a sensitive murder case... He perjured himself for the person he had a crush on. This is a heavy burden that Yu Xiao will bear in the future. Mental baggage.
. The superior and perfect husband
rejected Yu Xiao’s company’s bidding plan for the first time, and then indirectly rejected Yu Xiao’s excuse to approach. After accidentally learning that Yu Xiao was the only witness to the murder, the extremely smart Zhu He decided to make good use of Yu Xiao's feelings for him and hold up a protective umbrella for him.
For his own safety and future convenience, Zhu He decided to play the role of a successful professional manager with the cooperation of Yu Xiao. Yu Xiao was responsible for playing the role of a perfect housewife who could work in the hall and in the kitchen to cooperate with Zhu He. Attend various commercial venues to provide evidence of alibi for Zhu He.
Although Yu Xiao is 120% devoted to the role of Mr. Zhu’s wife and loves the perfect husband she was lucky enough to get without any regard for reward, she will still inevitably be disappointed... Two emotionally unequal couples, But they are different bedfellows - Zhu He is the most familiar stranger beside Yu Xiao.
The relationship between the two couples is seemingly inseparable. If it weren't for the hidden sinful desires in Zhu He's heart that are always ready to stir up and cannot be suppressed, and are always thinking of ways to satisfy the evil thoughts in his heart, Yu Xiao would still swallow his head and accept his fate and accept this person who doesn't love him but is an outsider. But in his eyes, Zhu He is the perfect husband.
Even when Zhu He lost control of his mood and uttered harsh words, Yu Xiao still had no regrets - he chose his husband by himself, and this husband gave Yu Xiao a sense of satisfaction that his parents had never enjoyed, both materially and spiritually. She couldn't bear to let her parents go back to her original form because of her incident. The reason why Yu Xiao ignored the reality of high consumption and pretended to be a person from a good family background was actually the influence of her original family. He is so ambitious and wants to save face and suffer the consequences.
. It’s hard to love again after falling in love
Yu Xiao loves Zhu He, but Zhu He only loves himself besides his parents. In order to fulfill the desire of the murderous demon in his heart, Zhu He’s remaining kind nature cannot be controlled at all. own evil thoughts.
But once upon a time, Zhu He was also an enviable young man with excellent morals, academics, and good looks. Only because he fell in love with an equally outstanding female classmate when he was in love, it turned out that the female classmate turned out to be a superficial person. , with an extremely ugly heart - knowing that Zhu He had a crush on her, she waited for the moment when Zhu He confessed, and gathered several other female classmates to give Zhu He a slap in the face, humiliating Zhu He in public, and causing the young Zhu He to suffer psychological trauma for life.
Zhu He, who had hidden psychological wounds, ostensibly walked out of the psychological swamp after struggling with himself for a period of time. In fact, his twisted mind gave birth to a devil who specializes in destroying flowers. This devil specializes in assassinating beautiful young girls in cities with unfamiliar connections, as various tutors. By killing these young girls, they gain a high degree of pleasure...
When the veil of such a terrifying Zhu He was unveiled, the police encountered many obstacles. The strongest force of this resistance comes from Zhu He's wife, Yu Xiao. As long as Yu Xiao can't get out of the first part where she testifies against her husband and kills her relatives out of righteousness, Zhu He will always have alibi to cover up his identity.
Fortunately, the kind-hearted Yu Xiao bravely testified against Zhu He after a psychological redemption like rebirth from the ashes - the man she once loved humbly and to her core, the man who once satisfied all her imagination of men.
The reason why Yu Xiao bravely redeemed herself was because of her wrong testimony, which led to a strange and familiar man who had been secretly in love with Yu Xiao for a long time - Yu Xiao's promise to protect a boy in childhood turned into a character with low self-esteem and cowardice. Wang Dayu's White Moonlight.
A young man who came out of an ignorant age and became Yu Xiao’s high school classmate still secretly protected Yu Xiao. Unfortunately, Wang Dayu was not born a strong man. After punishing the middle-aged scumbag who hurt the girl Yu Xiao, , he was also sent to prison.
After being released from prison, Wang Dayu still secretly protected Yu Xiao. When Yu Xiao subconsciously identified Wang Dayu at the scene as the murderer in order to protect Zhu He, Wang Dayu knew that the murderer was the husband of Yu Xiao, the only witness. Worried that the murderer would hurt Yu Xiao as a means of self-protection. Therefore, he changed his confession and admitted that he was the murderer. Yu Xiao's perjury caused Wang Dayu, who had a crush on him and had been secretly protecting him, to die in vain...
This is a book that is full of twists and turns, tear-jerking, with too many coincidences and too much evidence, leading to many doubts. A suspense novel that can't find a breakthrough.
4. In the finale,
, Yu Xiao, who was determined to kill relatives, won, but she also lost. The winner is that she has succeeded in self-salvation, and she no longer has to suffer psychological torture and conscience condemnation; the loser is that she fell in love with the wrong beast. On the way to admit and correct her mistakes, she took many detours and paid the price of physical and mental damage.
Yu Xiao plays a "Secret Lover's Redemption", hoping that she can regain a quiet life for the rest of her life - live freely and no longer lose herself: when you love someone, you should have equal status and you don't need her. Go down into the dust. #I am engaged in creation in Toutiao##Toutiaopinshutuan##小北的书List## Ziyan novel reading club#
