He has drunk, his voice is vague, and his words are nothing but sharp.
The village committee is recruiting a position. Many people say it is a "fat man". My dad is no exception. He has never been pleased or proud of my current job. He always feels that I should have greater achievements, even in In the small county town, there is a civil servant or staff teacher, the so-called "decent job."
He sent WeChat the first time and asked me to read the registration announcement. It was a coincidence that my colleague also talked to me about this. The industry is sluggish. Both of them want to leave. I have had this too. idea.
"My relative asked me if I would go, if I don't go, I will find another one" the colleague said hesitantly
"Your relative is in charge?" Where’s her family’s field
"Well, if I don’t go, this position will be openly controversial." She couldn’t help but said with some regret, "Too far, running back and forth, tossing"
"Good fellow, If you agree, you will have to accompany everything else," the two of them joked.
I am a little surprised, because I may also be one of the escorts.
Sometimes, I really think these pickles are too damn dirty.
I wanted to give my dad a "vaccination", so I sent a voice request after work, and the first sound came from over there, I knew that I was drinking.
He is actually in poor health. The doctor said that he can’t smoke or drink, but he can’t control his mouth. He doesn’t know if he really can’t control it, or he didn’t want to control it. I only had it last year.命 "This idea, I have always stared at the whistle before, and if I tried to persuade me, I would wear out my mouth, and in the end, it would not change much.
I said, "Who told you to start recruiting in that position?"
He said, "The village committee member told me about it."
I didn't know what to say for a while, because I found that pickling things seemed to be involved. It's on me
"My colleague said that there are relatives in it"
"We have the strength, as long as your knowledge and strength are there, this position should be yours"
I frowned and took a long breath ,After so many years, why hasn't his thinking changed at all? Sometimes I really want to tell him that we are not actually a fart.
"You can't say that. Don't always think that you are a good one. You think you are amazing."
"Our education is here. If anyone is hired, if you are not hired, I will check him. When there is something tricky behind me, I will report him!" I was drunk, very drunk, and started to be king in my own world.
"Don't keep thinking about this or that, you can see if you can do it, you can see what we are!", I was a little angry, I really hate the appearance of a human eye that is inferior to the world.
"What is our strength! We..." The words are full of self-expansion and shallow eyelids.
I don't want to talk a little anymore. I don't think there is much to talk about with a drunk, and there is nothing to talk about with a person who doesn't know much about himself.
I'm still talking about it, I'm already an ant on a hot pot, and the more I hear it, the more outrageous it gets. It's quite a posture that I can't hire him and kick the door to reason.
I really couldn't help it.
"Stop talking, I won't sign up, don't toss, I don't want to share these things with you"
"Report! You report to me! I won't do bad things"
"Don't report, I won’t report anymore."
"They asked me to go to the town to get rid of it. It might be easier."
When I heard this, half of my body was cold. .
"What is dredging?" My tone sank suddenly.
"It is more likely to pass, and this position is more likely to be obtained." He said vaguely, but I heard it clearly.
"Why do I need to go to the town hall to get a job? What kind of dredging!" My tone began to be anxious, and I felt that my saliva did not dare to swallow, as if speaking slowly, my dad had already appeared in the town hall. , I'm still fragile, and I'm still incapable of accepting things I don't like.
"It’s more likely to succeed like this"
"What are you going to do to the town house! What do you want to say to others! Do you want to say how difficult your life is? Still want to say something!",Everything he said was like pouring gasoline on my forehead.
"We have the strength"
"Strength? What strength? What are you going to do? What are you good at? You, do you think you are a powerful thief, don't you think that others are inferior to you, what do you have? You! You drink two glasses of wine and you are the king! I'll ask you!", I started to talk without a word, but I am glad that I didn't say a word of foul language at this time, it was my dad.
He was a bit sharp by me, but he didn't change his mind. I knew that he didn't compromise with the slightest in his heart, so I worked harder.
"No report! I don't agree with your thoughts and practices. I think your psychology is wrong.
I think your thoughts are very stinky."
Your thoughts are very smelly. You come from a hard study of more than ten years. , The accusation of the father who has not been ravaged by society.
said so loudly, filled with righteous indignation, trembling and even shed tears.
"Dad is drinking, and I am not in a good mood now..." I was a little choked when I heard his voice, but I ignored it at the time. I felt that my dad and I must have a conceptual exchange.
"I'm not in a good mood right now, let me do this first"
Don't wait for me to open my mouth to express my thoughts
"Beep toot..."
He has hung up the phone.
I don't know what to do for a while.
A few minutes have passed, and my chest is still irritated
Ten minutes have passed, I started to calm down, and then I feel sad
Twenty minutes have passed, I changed from sad to tired, this The world makes me feel tired, this home makes me feel tired, my dad makes me feel tired
After half an hour, I have reached the stage of remembering the past. I think of my dad’s hard work, of his work, and of his Powerless, thinking of his bitterness.
After thinking about everything, I just sighed, people always can't grasp the best degree to make the problem have a perfect result, can't make no one feel sad, no one can do it Always keep your emotions at the best level,Always say something that can be better in retrospect.
I thought, why can't I be a perfect person? Why can't I be a perfect employee, or a perfect daughter?
may be because my thoughts are not particularly pure. Otherwise, why not be alone in the light of the house, but fall into the abyss and the gullies are hard to settle.
My thoughts are also stinky, too stinky to make everyone feel comfortable.
The story is fictitious, because the right of interpretation belongs to the author.
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