I was in 1994. I used to rely on my parents. Later, my dad owed a lot of money for other stocks. It is not an exaggeration to say that my family instantly changed from worrying about food and clothing to frugal food and clothing.
I have a girlfriend who has been with me for four years. She learns to dance. We have met our parents. We also talked about marriage at the beginning of this year. I was planning to get married this year, but now because of the family’s affairs, it’s temporarily not possible to get married. It's possible.
At that time, the family had sold everything that could be sold and used it to repay the debt, but it was not enough. But to make matters worse, I had a head surgery in March this year. The operation cost more than 100,000 yuan to make up for the operation fee. My parents borrowed everything they could borrow to make up for the operation fee. Moonlight took medicine for more than 10,000. Because of my family situation, my girlfriend's parents also persuaded her to break up with me, but she disagreed, I love her very much and she loves me very much, and my girlfriend said to help me with me. The disease is cured.
Forgot to mention that her parents are from rural areas, her family conditions are very poor, and there is a younger brother who teaches dance, about 4,000 per month. Since May, she has called me more than 10,000 yuan per month. I asked her where she got so much money. She said that she took a few one-on-one dance training jobs. I said you should not be too tired and pay attention to your body. ! Then one day last week we were eating, and the phones were all on the dining table. I saw a pop-up voice called km displayed on her WeChat screen. I was very curious. It seemed that there was no such friend before. I knew all the passwords, so I picked up the phone and brought it over, but she was very anxious. She ran to me and grabbed the phone. I didn't give it, so she grabbed it back with brute force. Immediately there was another WeChat message sent over, and I intuitively felt that I was green...
I asked who it was, she said a friend, I said a man? She um, said it was the parent of a dancing child, I said that What are you doing so nervously? The first time she yelled at me, I knew I was right, but I didn’t say anything after eating, as before. I said I was sleepy and wanted to sleep... She just returned!
because I want to know what happened. After she left, I pretended to be on the stairs and watched her walk away. I went out from another gate of the community and stopped at the gate where she was waiting for the car; a few minutes later Seeing that she took a taxi and went into the car, I asked Didi to follow her car. The destination was a bar. After getting off the car, I saw her go in! After I checked out, I wandered in front of the bar for half a time. I didn't see her come out even when I was young, so I went in, ordered the cheapest set meal in the scattered platform and looked for her, but I didn't find her after looking around.
As I continued to search, I saw that her wearing seldom came out. She danced in the middle of the stage with the music. At that moment, I didn't know her... She danced in my impression. Very conservative, here, her dress and twisting look make me unfamiliar and make me sick!
several times I wanted to go up and pull her down, but I resisted it, I really couldn't stand it. I'm gone, I thought about a hundred ways she looked like when she made money, but never thought she was like this, making those dirty money here!! If I knew that the money for my medical treatment came from this way, I would rather If she died, she won’t ask for this money! She was watched by so many people like an animal, and this was only what I saw, and how many transactions I didn’t see behind the scenes. I didn't dare to think about it. After I went back, I sent her a WeChat. I said that the way you danced in the bar made me sick, break up!
She appeared at my door at noon the next day, she apologized to me, she Saying that I am suffering every day and want to share it for me. I didn't dare to ask her if she had anything to do with the people inside. I was afraid that I couldn't bear it. I knew I was not qualified. She did it for me, but I really couldn't bear it. I was very angry. The girl turns into a machine twister being watched in a bar. Now as long as I think of her seeing her, I think of her dancing in the bar. I can't get past this hurdle in my heart. It's like a mirror broken, and I can't go back...
Even if I get better in the future Now, for her, I have always had a knot in my heart, and this knot is getting worse every day, I don't know what to do.
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