As an autistic girl with serious social fears, I am very grateful to the kind boys around me, because of them, I feel a lot of warmth.
1. Thank you for the encouragement of the senior I remember when I was in high school I was very shy, because my home was far away from school, and then I came to the new school and I was so unfamiliar with my place. The girls in the same junior high school as me are also in different classes, but that is the only person I am familiar with in that school. I think I'm too shy, so I plan to sign up for the club if I can't.
But in the end, I didn't join the club but entered the school league committee and managed the league members. Then I learned later that the Youth League Committee of our school is under the control of the school, and the students will be under the control of the students themselves.
As the two major schools, of course there must be discipline. One of the things that scares people like me is that they have to greet the senior brothers and sisters of the previous session, not only with the school league committee, but also with the seniors and sisters in the student union. Otherwise, it will be impolite, and people on both sides will pull pigtails.
It’s not that I don’t want to fight, but my voice is relatively small, and it’s easy to be ignored when the environment is noisy. I’m a little bit discouraged when I’m overlooked too much... and I especially care about the reaction of the brothers and sisters, if I also feel a little bit sad when they behave indifferently.
But there is a senior person who is very nice! He is so gentle and I like him so much! means that every time I greet him, he will respond to me with a smile, and his eyes affirm me, every time I greet him, I am very moved. And he seems to be vice chairman in the student union? I forgot, anyone in the student union respected him anyway.
2. Tell me about my beautiful minister is also a senior in high school. To be precise, it is my Minister. In fact, whenever I think of my experience at the Youth League Committee, I will buckle my toes in embarrassment.Because I really did a lot of stupid things at that time. But fortunately, when I think of this experience, I still have something to thank and remember.
The Youth League Committee is divided into departments. Our school is divided into three departments, the Propaganda Department, the Culture and Sports Department, and the Organization Department. Remember that new members who passed the interview when they first entered had to oppose the election of the minister. There are three ministers (all served by senior students), two girls and one boy. Because our minister was more Buddha (of course, it was not our minister at that time), it was often those two senior sisters who instructed us who are cute and new, and of course we got mixed up in front of the freshmen. Moreover, most of the new members are girls, and they may think that female ministers are easier to get along with, so the popularity of female ministers is the highest when the election is reversed.
It turned out to be our minister and it was embarrassing. No one was willing to choose him (minister hhh, you are so miserable). It was the last school sister with the highest voice to help canvass votes. Only a few people stood up. Elect the head of our culture and sports department. Of course, there was no me. I chose one of the senior sisters. This is definitely one of the things I regret most since joining the Youth League Committee. As a result, our minister perfectly received the ridicule from the elder sister. At that time, he was probably also very uncomfortable. This was the biggest time I saw him stare. Of course, his eyes are usually big too. So we laughed unceremoniously.
So when he was willing to accept me to his group, I was really touched , because when I joined the radio station, I was pushed around by a few senior sisters and no one wanted to choose me. , So I have a glass heart, I don’t like being picked on my face by others. I also thought I would be pushed around by these two seniors. Of course, it is also possible that he received my "hint" because he was not going to say hello to the seniors. The senior with the highest voice said that he was the minister when he introduced him. I thought I was going to call him minister. I was so stupid that I would greet him every time I saw him in the canteen or the dining hall, saying "good minister!" I didn't realize that I was called someone else's minister, and I didn't even realize that I just called him. Seniors are good...
Now think about it,It turns out that the surprised look in his eyes after I said hello turned out to be shocked by my "honesty".
Of course, it’s not this that moved me the most. He should have seen my cramps and restlessness at the beginning, so he was also taking care of me. When the department meeting was held, I would specifically ask me to talk more, but unfortunately I seemed to have let him down. I still don't know how to "talk more" to others.
The way he gets along with girls makes me feel very relaxed, without the feeling of special anxiety and tension.
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Thank you "uncle"
Because of family factors, I compare autism , but I don’t know who to talk to and I don’t know who to talk to in real life. So I set my sights on the Internet and remembered that QQ had a function that could make voice calls with strangers at that time. At that time I was in junior high school again, and I felt that my voice was so good that I could surely fascinate a wave of people with my voice. (I'm shameless, I will say it first)
But most of the conversations on the Internet are not serious people, but because I was young at that time and my voice was very young, I didn't meet people who were too abnormal, maybe they I feel that sao disturbs my conscience for a little girl.
But I didn't meet a person who could talk to me until I met someone who just graduated from university, it seems to be 24 or 26. He may also want to relieve his psychological pressure by chatting online. After all, he felt quite lost when I was talking to him (not because I was a little girl), and he felt a sense of vicissitudes and helplessness of being beaten up by life.
But why would he talk to me as a little girl——because I am shameless
At that time, I was just in junior high school and was not so self-closing. It was when I was young, he treated boys I'm curious, but in reality, only promises, and shameless thieves on the Internet.
And there is only one reason why I pester him,Because he has a nice voice! It's really the kind of thief who listens to the enchanting thief, maybe I am a voice control subconsciously (cover my face).
And I live in a small town with few college students. At that time, when I heard that he graduated from a 211 university, I admired it even more. I think he is amazing. And the other person is very nice, I call him "uncle" and he is not angry, and he is willing to continue chatting with me. I don't remember what we talked about. I only remember that I trust him very much, and that others are not bad, willing to reply to me and understand my naivety. During that time, we connected the wheat almost every day, every time for more than 30 minutes.
I seem to chase him and chat, but he is very patient every time.
Once I wanted to show off how good I was, and I told him about the fifth thing in my class. He said it was great, and I wanted him to praise me more, so I told him it’s worth it. It's far from enough. If I want to fight, I want to work hard, I'm actually already complacent, and I feel really awesome.
Actually, thinking about it now, he should have seen my careful thinking, and responded politely, without piercing me. I can feel it because he is a little cold.
became a netizen who talked about everything, because I could only go home to play on my mobile phone on weekends, so our relationship gradually faded. After a week of no chat, I deleted him. Then I deleted him a year after I suddenly thought of him, and I regretted it a little bit, but after deleting everything, I can't find it again.
I am very grateful to him for his tolerance for a little girl who is immature in thinking. I also hope that everyone can be gentle when they meet a little girl online, because she may not be rebellious, she just has curiosity and will do something about herself. Cool thing.
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