(pictured by Feng Shouyi)
"The child's mother passed away this year, and she was too late to close her eyes. I know she is the son who is worried about our illness, and the wife's most regrettable thing is that she didn't hear it until she died. Looking forward to that mother for 11 years. My son Xinxin is 11 years old this year and still can’t speak. I know that my son and I will still have thorny roads in the future, but for the sake of my wife’s last wish and my only blood, no matter how hard it is. I will keep walking down the trouble. My child, you bless us in heaven." Speaking of his dead wife and son, the 60-year-old Feng Shouyi burst into tears and burst into tears. As the eldest son, Feng Shouyi dropped out of school early to help his parents to support the family. Feng Shouyi, who was about to get married, had never married a daughter-in-law because the family was relatively poor.
(The picture shows Feng Shou cooking for his son)
Finally, when he was 49 years old, he met his current wife Wang Lijuan through the introduction of the villagers. On March 27, 2009, they got married. He cherished the hard-won marriage very much. After having a wife, Feng Shouyi's goal became clear, which is to work hard to make the family live a better life.
Good things are in pairs. Within a year, his wife Wang Lijuan is pregnant. Knowing that his wife is pregnant, Feng Shouyi is so happy. The 49-year-old Feng Shouyi never dreamed that he could still be a father in this life. On November 16, 2010, his son Feng Xinchao was born. Looking at this new little life, Feng Shouyi feels that this is the best gift God has given him. He is determined to work hard to earn money, and he is more enthusiastic about his future life. Due to the limited income from farming, in order to make the life at home better, Feng Shouyi had to go out to work, leaving his wife Wang Lijuan at home to take care of the children alone. But who would have thought that bad luck is slowly coming.
(The picture shows Feng Shouyi putting on shoes for his son)
After returning home from the hospital, time passed day by day, Xinxin's condition did not improve, he still could not speak, and he also showed symptoms of unresponsiveness. Mother Wang Lijuan’s feeling of anxiety is getting stronger. Because Feng Shouyi has been working outside,So even though she had never traveled far away and her education was not high, she decided to take Xinxin to the Chifeng hospital alone for treatment. However, it was the result of this time that completely changed the fate of her family.
After being discharged from the hospital and returning home, day by day, Xinxin's condition did not improve, he still couldn't speak, and he also showed symptoms of unresponsiveness. Mother Wang Lijuan’s feeling of anxiety became stronger. As Feng Shouyi has been working outside, she decided to take Xinxin to the hospital in Chifeng for treatment even though she had never traveled far away and was not well-educated. However, it was the result that completely changed this time. The fate of a family.
After a detailed examination at Chifeng Hospital, Xinxin was diagnosed with congenital language disorder and mental retardation. The doctor told Wang Lijuan that the child had missed the best treatment time congenitally, and it was possible that he would not be able to speak anymore, so he could only do rehabilitation training and still have a chance. The doctor's words completely broke Wang Lijuan's psychological defenses. She never thought that the child would get such a serious illness. Sitting on the hospital stairs and looking at the diagnosis report in her hand, Wang Lijuan couldn't help crying: "I should take my son to the big hospital earlier, because I killed my son for the rest of my life." The inner self-blame and guilt made Wang Lijuan desperate for life. (The picture shows Feng Xinchao's disability certificate)
However, rehabilitation training costs tens of thousands of yuan every month, and the poor family can't afford so much money at all. Over the years, Feng Shouyi has been working outside, but due to his lack of skills, low education, and age, he can barely make much money. He can barely maintain the food and clothing of his family. In desperation, Wang Lijuan could only hold her son home and find a way to raise money before returning for treatment. Feng Shouyi, who learned of his son's situation, spends all his time working part-time, and never gives up to return home more than once a year.
Time just passed day by day. Due to huge economic pressure, Xinxin has not been able to get formal treatment, so he can only rely on relatively cheaper Chinese medicine to maintain his condition. At the age of 8 years old, because of his mental retardation, there is no school willing to admit him. His mother Wang Lijuan can only take care of the children at home. Not reconciled that his son has been unable to speak,Wang Lijuan taught herself massage knowledge. She bought a lot of study cards and taught her son to speak word by word. Although Wang Lijuan tried many ways, but because of the lack of formal treatment, Xinxin's condition has not progressed, and she still can't speak.
The child is getting older. Due to his illness, his temper becomes more and more irritable, and he often throws things. It is especially troublesome to take care of. Under long-term fatigue and tremendous mental pressure, Wang Lijuan found that her body was not as good as before. First, her stomach was bloated, and then her stomach hurts, sometimes she couldn't stand up. Over the years, she has owed a lot of foreign debts for the treatment of her children. She is reluctant to spend money on examinations for herself, and she can't bear to tell her husband that she is afraid that her husband is worried and can only endure it when it hurts. (The picture shows the scar on Feng Xinchao's hand)
At the end of 2020, Feng Shouyi, who was working outside, suddenly received a call, but the content of the call made him regret it for a lifetime-the child's mother Wang Lijuan was dying. NS. He rushed to the hospital in a hurry, but he waited for his wife's critical illness notification. The doctor said: "The patient has advanced cirrhosis of the liver. It has been delayed for too long and has not been treated. Now it has deteriorated and there is no way." Feng Shouyi, who knew the truth, was heartbroken and kept pumping her mouth. , He hated his lack of patience for delaying his wife's treatment.
On February 3, 2021, the sixth day of the first month of the Chinese New Year, the child's mother Wang Lijuan passed away. Before his death, his wife grabbed Feng Shouyi's hand and said that she must take good care of Xinxin and raise him up. After the death of his wife, Feng Shouyi's heart was extremely sad. The only thing left in his mind was what his wife said to him before leaving, "Take good care of Xinxin and raise him up." While digesting the sad emotions, I was thinking about how to proceed in the future. In the latest examination, the doctor told Feng Shouyi that the child is getting older and must be treated immediately, otherwise there will be no chance at all.
"I am mainly worried about our child. I am 60 years old and the child is so young. Now I can still take care of him. What should I do when I can!" Thinking of the future of the child and the dead wife,Feng Shouyi's tears couldn't stop falling. Since the death of his wife, Feng Shouyi has been taking care of the children at home, and the only income in the family has been cut off. Faced with the high cost of treatment, there is no way. "My wife is gone, my son is all my hope, how can I save him?" Feng Shouyi's voice was full of despair.
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