When people are physically ill, they may feel more attached or bored with interpersonal relationships than usual. And I'm obviously the latter. Maybe many of them have been accumulated for a long time, or maybe they are new ideas.

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When people are physically ill, they will have more prominent attachment or boredom in interpersonal relationships than usual. And I'm obviously the latter.

I will uncontrollably feel disgusted with the world. To all non-targeted people or things. Maybe many of them have been accumulated for a long time, or maybe they are new ideas.

I don't know. I don't have the energy to think.

Every cup of hot water you drink is like the poison of the world. I let them flow into me and out of me. I was just put through boiling water, like a boiled belly soaked in red soup.

I heard laughter and curses, and saw faces of different shapes in the mist. I can't hear, I can't see. I am a dead thing. It was before the pot was put in the pot, and it was still the same after the pot was put in the pot. I was bound among the same dead things, soaked in an airtight life, and became a delicious conversation piece for others.

I don't want anyone near me. I'm afraid of sudden kindness and enthusiasm, and endless concern and hospitality. I can't respond to the false politeness, and I can't repay the sincere condolences. I can't accept the good things this world has given me with peace of mind. I always think that those warm embraces have already secretly marked a price, and I can't afford it.

I didn't think about taking anything away. I'm afraid of being in debt. Even if I have nothing.

take me. All I have left is me. Tear my body and soul apart, throw them away or carve them up.

I hope there is no sound in this world and everything is white. I couldn't get out, and no one could get in. Loneliness is soft, like a ball of cotton stuffed in a broken hole in the heart. It doesn't relieve the pain and isn't warm enough, but it can make me feel much better, even if it makes the remaining warmth dissipate slower.

"The night I died, the world was bustling with activity."

When people are physically ill, they may feel more attached or bored with interpersonal relationships than usual. And I'm obviously the latter. Maybe many of them have been accumulated for a long time, or maybe they are new ideas. - DayDayNews

When people are physically ill, they may feel more attached or bored with interpersonal relationships than usual. And I'm obviously the latter. Maybe many of them have been accumulated for a long time, or maybe they are new ideas. - DayDayNews

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