Strange Debater Liu Kele
Bipolar Disorder (Bipolar Disorder, BD), also known as "bipolar Disorder", is one of the six types of serious mental disorders.
It is said that many celebrities have this disease, including painter Van Gogh , Beethoven, Marilyn Monroe, British Prime Minister Churchill, poet Haizi, writer Hemingway , Sanmao , Nietzsche , Napoleon , Newton , etc., as well as online writer Nanpai Sanshu , Yan Geling, "Gentle Translator" Jin Xiaoyu of Hangzhou.
"Crow" Translated by Jin Xiaoyu
June 20, 2013, according to the Los Angeles Times, a Chinese Canadian girl named Lan Keer died of "accidental drowning", and she also suffered from "bipolar disorder".
2013 at the 11th concert, Eason Chan said: "I am becoming more and more afraid of seeing many people. This is not a joke. I have a group phobia. It's so strange. I have a little bipolar disorder."
Eason Chan concert
Hong Kong Film Awards Movie "One Thought of Ignorance" Shawn Yue, Eric Tsang
The 36th Hong Kong Film Awards Movie "One Thought of Ignorance" Shawn Yue, Eric Tsang
Zhang Huimei Paranoid Concert
Bi Depression Heart
It was not when I woke up one day and suddenly realized that I was crazy. It would be great if life was really that simple. Instead, I gradually began to realize that my life and mind seemed to be running faster and faster until the summer when I accepted the college appointments, they finally lost control frantically. But I want to admit that the entire acceleration process from quick thinking to chaos is slow and full of wonderful temptation.
"Bi Depression Heart: 30 Years of Me and Bi Depression (Part 1)"
[US] by Kay Redfield Jamison, translated by Nie Jing
March 30 of each year is "World Bipolar Day".
html There will be unexpected situations in 0 days, and people will have good fortune and good fortune every day. If you are not careful, the author personally visited the 3A mental hospital. It is bitter, spicy, sweet and sour, and free in the hearts of the people. You can experience the taste."Truth" of the Sanjia Mental Hospital in the City
There are 15 rooms on the west side of the third floor of this ward, 10 in the south corridor and 5 in the north. Originally, there were four-person rooms, each ward added seven or eight beds, and there was also a large ward in the middle. Some of the patients lived in the corridor. It is said that when they came for examination, they moved to the house, and there were at least 150 patients in total. On the east side of the third floor is a compulsory medical ward for detaining criminal patients, and the prison guards stand guard.
The eye-catching "Inpatient Instructions" on the wall of the ward: It is prohibited to bring mobile phones and other equipment, and it is prohibited to send messages to patients.
This is a ward for treating severe mental disorders. It is said to be asylum . The most powerful thing about "crazy" is nothing more than talking to yourself when you are sick, crying in bed and hysteria. Of course, there are also some people who break their ribs when fighting.
There is a big brother who stood next to the nurse station after lunch, "Now start announcing: Chief Nurse Wang..." The general idea is to say the name of the nurse doctor, but I can't figure out what he announced?
There was a man running around with bare buttocks, who was in his twenties. His father went to take care of him for a few days, and then he was discharged from the hospital.
There are no dangerous items here, the iron door is locked, only medical staff and cleaning have keys, and even the ward balcony door is locked. Sometimes there are fights over trivial matters, but it is not serious.
There is a Korean buddy. It is said that he lit his own house with a fire and was sent here by his sister. He lived here for a year or two. His conversations and communication were normal, but like others, he didn't speak much and was very quiet.
19-year-old college student, when he first came in, he really looked abnormal and ran to you at all times and said: You are useless too! It may be a manic symptom, and it returned to normal in just two days.
has a symptom called " auditory hallucination , vision", which is an hallucination, which means hearing and seeing sounds and pictures that do not exist in reality. There is a camera description in the movie " Alien Space " by Leslie Cheung and Lin Jiaxin. I didn't understand it when I was a child. It turns out that those horrible shots and plots are mental illnesses, which often occur in schizophrenia .
A young man said that he heard a voice saying he ordered himself to smash the window, and he smashed it, and then his family sent him to the hospital again. However, healthy and normal people can also have short-term auditory hallucinations.
The causes of hospitalization here are varied. An old man heard that it was because of Alzheimer's disease , and he always steals other people's things.
A man in his 30s fell down from the roof and had a craniotomy. He became stupid. He didn't talk or hit people every day. He was not allowed to eat or sleep, but he walked around the corridor every day. He walked very quickly and might be exercising, but he often stepped on shit under his feet to bring it out.
Once a person gets sick, loses life, loses freedom, and has desires, he will lose his dignity. Smoking is prohibited in
Ward, but some people sell high-priced cigarettes, just like the plot in "The Shawshank Redemption".
Shawshank Redemption
There is a scene that will be unforgettable for life.
When someone smokes cigarettes, when there is still a cigarette butt left, throw it to the ground, and someone will immediately pick it up next to you and smoke it again! It happens anywhere, including toilets, trash cans, etc.
Many people choose this under a sip of cigarettes. There is the middle-aged village cadre who came to quit drinking, the 25-year-old man who has been in the hospital for schizophrenia for many years but cannot be discharged from the hospital. He comes from a single-parent family.
"Puppy!" The person who was watching TV shouted to the big man beside him. The big man had 185 yuan and immediately subconsciously picked up the cigarette and smoked it.
These people who look completely normal and watch TV and smoke, don’t see them taking medicine. Usually, they are responsible for maintaining order, helping nurses, and have privileges. Sometimes they will beat people. They are said to have a background and have been jailed.
Many people here are not married and have no children.
Lao Jiao, an art teacher, had an unmarried childbirth. He had a fight because of a conflict with his relatives. He was told that he was mentally ill by his relatives and was sent to the hospital. He stayed there for three years! He said that he was just a problem of thought, not a paranoid mental illness, and he often refused to take medicine. The author communicated with him and gave him advice, thinking that he was not so paranoid and was completely persuaded.
If his words are true, then a relative may not accept him out of the hospital out of selfishness, which is like being sentenced to death.
Prisoner
All kinds of "heroes" gathered together
The first person I took the initiative to chat with was an old man, under seventy years old, with his eyes full of spirit, standing in front of the iron window, with a song on the small speaker.
"Uncle! I see that you are in good condition, what are you doing?"
"I'm not sick! I was deceived by the child! There are conflicts!" - The uncle said so.
post-reporter learned that the old man is a retired police officer.
The first bed in the main entrance of the ward, the old man was surnamed Liu, in his sixties, kind-hearted and quiet. When he asked, he was still a fellow villager, but he went out to study a long time ago. I heard that he was a doctor of nuclear physics and worked in the national institution of nuclear physics in Lanzhou. He was a true academic master.
This aroused the author's interest. I went to ask for advice. The old man said it very well.
"Uncle, what is the reason for your condition? "
" Uh~ Star Wars..." Uncle answered.
The plot of the movie includes those people walking around in mental hospitals and being crazy, and there are also them here, but they are not crazy!
Every night, there are five or six of them, lined up in a row, walking back and forth in the corridor, talking as they walked, talking about history, politics, news, and encyclopedia, and sometimes there were disputes. One of them, a 58-year-old uncle, has lived here for 30 years. He has recovered from his illness and his old house in his hometown has been demolished. His sister said he has no place to live and will not pick him up. He said: The ancestor of the family was of the Qing Dynasty .
There is a water pump factory owner who has sequelae of cerebral thrombosis and is disabled, but he said he was not sick and was forced to be hospitalized here due to family conflicts. He has not picked him up for a year.
After looking around, there are only a few people carrying mobile phones here. It is said that they are hospital doctors and are allowed!
There is a man with a mobile phone with a good appearance, dressed properly, and looked like an official. He didn't answer when asked. Later, he heard that this was a mayor!
Some people come to quit drinking and treat their inability to sleep! Alcohol dependence and sleep disorder
Alcohol dependence
There is a hero who is funny and well-known, knowledgeable, always speaks one by one, and is very friendly and can help others. He is a civil servant, has participated in peacekeeping troops and published books.
There is an uncle who is 58 years old and a former hotel chef. He lived for six years. He was addicted to alcohol and had epilepsy, but he stopped doing it for several years. His child was in his 20s and never met him. He didn't call him. His sister said that when the new building was built, he would pick him up home.
70-year-old man with sleep disorders, he takes a lot of medicine every time. After living there for a year, his child didn't pick him up.
20-year-old man went to the clinic because of stomachache, but was "introduced" by the doctor to a psychiatric hospital. He has been in the third place. This time I stayed for eight months, and the doctor refused to let him be discharged from the hospital, so my family listened to the doctor.
asked him if he had ever been depressed? The answer seems to be a bit. Have you hit someone? Answer: Just two times, one kicked his dad and the other smashed the air conditioner. A person who speaks and communicates normally, but I don’t understand what symptoms he had in the past? He himself didn't know, nor did his parents, only the doctor who diagnosed it!
"some" warmth
A post-70s living in the corridor is the kind of severe symptoms.
Sometimes he would talk to himself and take off his clothes. That time he heard him shouting in the bed: Dad, come and save me!
He does not hit or scold people, does not talk to others, does not move, and is alone.
However, he could call my name every time, greet me with a smile, and then stopped talking~
Three times, he took the fruit and asked me: Do you eat it? I won't eat it anymore...
"X is strong, you eat it, eating fruit is good for you!"
The author slept with his clothes on the first night he lived here. Several people were chatting with him. There were patients and nurses. Some of them talked a lot, and they were talking all the time. During the shallow sleep, I heard the elder brother say to me: Brother, your glasses are easily stolen. I'll give you an empty cup with a lid. You can put it in it? A stranger will take the initiative to consider and hope to help you. Such things are rarely seen in a normal environment. My elder brother suffered from bipolar disorder. When he was depressed, he didn't feel sleepy for several months. He couldn't hold on at home that time and stabbed his carotid artery with a knife. He was sent to the hospital and rescued. Since then, he has been hospitalized frequently. He treats people sincerely and politely. If he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it, and he is very proactive when he talks.
A patient was hospitalized for the third anniversary. He asked someone to buy a cake and share it with eight people in the ward. In fact, the rest of the ward were very quiet, taciturn, and had little communication, and were mostly elderly people.
songs seem to love this world. Depression
The author did not expect that in addition to him, there were several people I didn’t know who took the initiative to chat with me and called out my name clearly. They would ask me why I came here and talk about my situation. During the 56 days of contact, I found that they were the same as normal people. An old man lived here for ten years and had problems with his legs and joints. The child did not pick him up and the hospital refused to let anyone go. He said that when he was not hospitalized, he would drink two kilograms of wine a day.
can't see any intrigue here. Many people are quiet, talk little, and don't communicate, and they are at a glance every day.
There are few conflicts here, and some beat people, and I heard that they are normal people who have been caught in.
claiming that they are not sick, but because they are difficult to communicate with the outside world, they can only wait slowly and find a way out;
Except for the singing of a few people's small speakers and radios, there are few louder voices;
In this closed, quiet, isolated space, you can feel the rare cold and warmth in the world. Here, people no longer fight for interests, there are only two ways to live, one is to live quietly, and the other is to talk to others and cheer each other up, cleaning up the world's nothingness and noise.
Weird management
There is a patient in his 60s. His hometown is Shanghai. Someone wanted to grab his fried dough sticks during breakfast. He protected him and ate it even more. I saw this. After a while, someone gave him a burnt . After eating, he walked out of the restaurant for more than ten steps and fell head-on. The nurse's rescue ended up not working. I heard that he choked to death.
Then, in order to prevent choking, the ward thought of a solution. In the past, each person gave an egg, which was changed to a nurse peeling it and putting it in a basin, and then distributing it one by one at lunch. However, when it was distributed, the nurse personally crushed the eggs and put them in the lunch box. Older ones pinch more, younger ones pinch less, anyway, they have to pinch eggs. Isn’t it easy to choke if the egg yolk is broken or not?
So, some patients no longer take it, although the nurse is wearing disposable gloves.
Three-piece hospitalization treatment set: taking medicine, injection, and over-electricity.
"I've taken the medicine! Report the name room number, open your mouth to see after you finish taking it!" The nurse and the patient who helped shouted a command. The nurse and several patients stood on the side to supervise. After eating, they opened their mouths and left~
Get an injection and tied up: during the acute attack period, or when the patient does not cooperate.
"If you are not honest, you will be overpowered. If you have a sick person, you will vent your corridor lights and wires, and you will be overpowered! Take an apple and eat it, and it will be powered!
is charged once for power-over, and it costs several hundred yuan.
6:10:10 Breakfast 7:00 Take medicine
7:30 "Go to the big room" Drive the patient to the big room, that is, the restaurant activity, lock the door, sit and watch TV, morning exercise
10:30 Disband, the nurse station distributes food from family 11:10 Lunch 12:00 Take anti-diabetic medicine, lunch break
13:30 Drive people to the restaurant 15:30 Disband, the convenience store sells 16:10 Dinner
20:00 Take medicine at night 21~23, rest
magnetic field stimulator 16:10 Dinner
20:00 Take medicine at night 21~23, rest
magnetic field stimulator 16:10 Dinner
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Over-electric
The food cost is 20 yuan a day. There are a total of ten dishes to rotate in winter, including fried cauliflower meat, potatoes and celery, cucumber, green pepper, white radish, tomato egg soup, rapeseed egg soup, mushroom egg soup, cabbage tofu soup, eggplant tofu soup .
Each meal is two dishes, one dish and one soup, but choose one, that is, only one dish per person!
Disaster is the basis of good fortune, and good fortune is the basis of bad fortune.
Mental hospital is like a city. People outside are curious, and people inside are thinking about going out day and night.
Some people moved in because they were sick, and some people were framed.
This is also a prison, and it is not easy to get out when you come in. When you can't find the guardian, the guardian will not pick you up, and the hospital will not let you go. On May 1, 2013, the " Mental Health Law of the People's Republic of China" has been in effect for 9 years. Legally, patients who do not harm themselves or endanger social characteristics can refuse to be hospitalized and enjoy personal freedom. However, the fact is that some hospitals are still continuing the old practices. They take the opinions of the guardians as the basis and do not consider the statutory rights of the hospitalized person.
Doctors are kind-hearted. Doctors are not gods, but they cannot have fallen souls.
The doctor’s duty is to cure diseases and save lives. He cannot treat practice and surgery as a pure transaction, which is affected by the smell of capital.
Liu Xiangfeng's case sounded the alarm for the world, no one can leave the hospital in this life!
my country has 2844 county-level administrative units , and a district and county standard configuration is: district hospitals, district traditional Chinese medicine hospitals, maternal and child health hospitals, mental health centers, etc. On average, each hospital has a case of "disease-free treatment" every year, and more than 10,000 families suffer every year!
Medical, education, and civil servants should all have pure beliefs, bottom-line thinking and upright character.
Otherwise, you will be abandoned by the kindness of the world sooner or later.
Jin Xiaoyu and his father
