The new semester is about to begin, my Xixi is about to enter the first-grade classroom, and my anxiety is starting again. It wasn't that anxious at first, but today I went to a rehabilitation institution. It seemed that every parent was talking about the start of school. Those who hadn't attended school and talk about the beginning of school. The most discussed ones were the new graders, because this group of people were talking about the first graders. There are quite a lot of children in the first grade this year. Who is not here anymore, who has changed the course until after school, and who is preparing to change the courses institution has no suitable time. This atmosphere suddenly makes my originally relaxed heart anxious. , and I didn’t take the second exam yesterday, which made me feel at a loss today. Just like the stubborn leaves hanging on trees in autumn, they are shaking but just falling down.
Although Xixi's schooling has been agreed with the school and the school also agreed to accompany her, it is different from kindergarten. Children in primary school are not focused on playing but on learning. I don't know whether it is easy for children to get along with each other. The teacher is concerned about themselves Do children with autism have prejudice? Will parents have other ideas when they follow the teacher? At noon, these thoughts were like burning incense in a temple. This one was burned, and a pilgrim lit a new one, which did not dissipate at noon.
The new semester is not only a challenge for children, but also a challenge for me. Children do not understand our world, especially autistic children who want to cry and make trouble. Facing a new teacher, I want to Whatever you say and do, it is really a torment for me, a person who has social fear and low emotional intelligence. After writing so much, I finally calmed down a little. No matter whether anyone read this, it was a way for me to vent my emotions, otherwise I would really be crazy.
