Hello everyone, I am Liao Shaobin, a depression patient . Today I was asked to count again. I remembered what happened yesterday. I was absent-minded. I still couldn’t sleep well at night. I felt that my road to working was over. , I am less and less in the mood to do things, and sometimes I don’t know what to do.
So I bought a string of Buddhist beads to carry with me, hoping that it would calm my mind and make me more concentrated. I don’t want to do something wrong every day, let alone Face the leader with self-blame in your heart!
So I want to calm down and work hard. I will resign in one month. I have nothing to say. After that, I plan to go out to find a job. If I can’t find one, I will wander. From now on, I will be home all over the world. Bar!
If it doesn’t work, I will go back. Anyway, the consumption is not too high. I am from Yongzhou, Hunan. I live in the county. There is no one in my hometown. My grandparents have also passed away. I can only live in my brother’s house. , for me, this is the easiest thing, let me feel a little safer.
When I come to work, I am either scolded or told. I have really had enough. I admit that I am slow in doing things, and I also admit that I cannot do well. , it’s me who can’t do it, so what’s the point of persisting? I’ll leave after another month. No matter what my mother says, I’m done with it and nothing will change. That’s it.
