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Author / Ganggu Mama
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After reading it, my heart was filled with lingering .
She is the first sweet girl to announce this decision when she is working as a self-media.
She did it earlier than me and her level was above me. Although she didn't contact each other often, she kept paying attention to each other. When she saw this suddenly, she felt a little sad from it and couldn't help but sigh.
stared at the screen for a long time, and a lot of things passed by my eyes, and I suddenly remembered a lot of things.
I really don’t know if I will use this statement in the future, but I still subconsciously collected it! My damn pessimistic mindset!
(Every word is known, the kind of emotion revealed is better!)
thought of the most famous speech - Martin Luther King 's speech "I have a dream". Yes, people who do self-media all have a dream. We are no exception.
At that time, we all thought that we could do it ourselves, because we have dreams, so we are not afraid of anything.
But the only difference is that we did not swear to the whole world like that. Perhaps this is the little bit of fear and fear in our hearts. We wrap ourselves up and we can get out of it.
But no one can say what the future will be.
And the only thing we can do seems to be to recognize the path we want to take, grasp the present, and that is the best growth.
I learned from my companions that she had switched to Xiaohongshu's oral broadcast, and suddenly she was happy for her. Fortunately, she didn't just sink into it, but just took a different approach and found her best combat field.
This may be her transition, and I don’t need to feel the spring and autumn here.
The days when she worked hard to write articles together and operated them intently was undoubtedly a path she found for herself in confusion. Now she has realized that she is not suitable for herself, so she stopped losing in time.
I don’t know if she has experienced such a journey and will regret the detour she has taken in a long journey. I didn't ask her, nor did I want to ask.
I want to make this decision and I must have tried my best to do her. Any decision will be extremely difficult at the moment of making it.
Because choice means facing risks, you may also face regret and loss. There are even many people who choose to be like a turtle, not making decisions, or let others make decisions for themselves.
She is brave and is the tomboy I admire in my heart. I sincerely wish her a smooth journey on the track she chose and a better self.
If anything happens, the authorities may be trapped in it and cannot extricate themselves; or make a quick decision and set off again,
will always make us outside the story ask ourselves, are we also trapped in such a dilemma and confusion without knowing it!
Authentic, many times, when you can't write an article, yes. Seeing the clock streaking through all my skin bit by bit, I still couldn't help but get crazy with the unclear thoughts in my mind.
haste will not reach it. Several voices in my heart are telling myself, but why don’t I know it? The emotions that are about to come out of my heart and have nowhere to rest will linger on the top, lingering, I just hope to find a small path that can be extended down.
I want to learn to change, and like many people, I decided to present my own article every day. The requirements are not high, guaranteed to be 800 words.
The first few days were delayed until the early morning of that day before they were posted. The writing made me very dissatisfied, but the pleasure after writing was no less than the pleasure of not finding the toilet for a long time, and finally going to the toilet.
No matter what, I finished it as promised. In the few days after
, some of them were easily completed, and some were unable to find the topic they wanted to write. The mood after writing was really frustrated, as if they were difficult to give birth.
But slowly, it felt quite pleasant, as if I was already a master and could whisper at will, but the further I went back, I was wandering between where the meaning of writing like this was.
Repeated setbacks, hesitation, and entanglement are intertwined in my heart, including at this moment, before writing the article, I was still looking around indifferently.
This is the process. Someone wants to ask: "What does it bring to you so painful?"
I want to say the support and care of the backend readers, the sudden rise of data, the peace of mind, and the controllable meaning of writing.
It means that no matter what the state is today, as long as I want to write it in the end, I will definitely be able to write one.
There is a saying that I always have to know, when I come to this world, what can I do?
I think at this moment, using words to appeal to the pen and scatter on the screen is what I can do now.
Maybe I will make such a decision like a friend, but even if the final result may not be satisfactory, it is this journey that I understand the other side that I can reach and what the meaning of life is.
Just like Zhang Ailing wrote in "The Detour of Must Take":
At the intersection of youth, there was once a small road looming, calling me,
Mother stopped me and said, "I can't walk that road, I don't believe it."
After I got on the road, I found that my mother was not lying to me. It was indeed a detour.
I hit a wall, fell, and sometimes I got my head out of blood.
But I kept walking and finally came over.
This road always has to walk, and it will end up in the end.
only knows whether it is heaven or hitting a wall, falling down, and bleeding from the head,
But at that moment we at least don’t regret it.
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