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Huang Yi When she was young, she was often pointed at by children and laughed at her as a child without a father or mother. She was so angry that she rushed up and twitched with the other party. This kind of confrontation was common for Huang Yi.
Huang Yi was born in an old alley in Shanghai and lived with her grandparents since she was a child. The age gap between
has caused pitifully few conversations between the two generations. Huang Yi’s communication with his grandfather stopped at: Grandpa, can you help me complete my English homework?
She is always worried that they will leave her. Every time she wakes up in the middle of the night, she will subconsciously touch her grandparents' noses and make sure they are still breathing before she can sleep with peace of mind.
After she remembered, she first met her mother when she was in the second grade of elementary school.
That day, grandma pointed at the woman beside her and said to her, this is your mother. Huang Yi looked up at the man and said a word with a timid voice, oh.
Mom took her to the park and bought her two balloons. She also took many photos of her mother. This short reunion did not make Huang Yi feel warm, but was a stranger.
Later she learned from her grandmother that her mother was going back this time to divorce her father.
Dad was Huang Yi's childhood idol. Every time my father comes back from a business trip from Beijing, it is Huang Yi’s happiest time. Dad would ride a bicycle to take her to buy candy and stir-fried chestnuts and buy her sweaters on Nanjing Road. This bicycle carries her only joy.
But most of the time, my father is very strict with her education and always picks out all kinds of problems, and sometimes even has a bit mean language. The father and daughter have the same bad temper. Often, the problem starts to quarrel without being solved. In the end, either Huang Yi slams the door or she is beaten by her father.
Huang Yi's childhood was lonely and insecure. She cut her hair short and dressed herself up like a boy.
In order to play with her classmates, she climbed up the bamboo rack outside the building for more than 20 floors, just to prove to them that she is not that spoiled and can be as bold as them. As long as she can bring her with her, she can do anything.
Grandpa and grandma’s life is very simple. In order to save electricity, the headlights cannot be turned on in the old villa every day. Huang Yi sat under a 25-watt desk lamp practicing piano every night. When she accidentally saw the darkness, her heart couldn't help but tremble.
Looking at the lights of thousands of houses outside the window and listening to the lively speeches between the neighbors, especially the sounds of parents playing with their children, she missed her parents very much.
The child’s tenth birthday is considered a big birthday. On Huang Yi’s tenth birthday, he especially wanted to celebrate with his parents and receive their gifts and blessings.
But that night was still only grandpa, grandma and her. Looking at the candlelight, Huang Yi made a wish: I will grow up quickly and go out to make a fortune.
Because here, there is no feeling of home.
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When Huang Yi was in junior high school, his grandparents were already in their eighties. They hoped that Huang Yi could go to Beijing to study. So she moved into her father's house in Beijing.
suddenly changed the environment, and Huang Yi was particularly uncomfortable. For her, the teachers who eat, use, and go to school in Beijing even speak Mandarin different from those in Shanghai.
Of course, the most difficult thing is to get along with your father. Once, Huang Yi hid more than 20 pairs of dirty socks in the drawer. When his father found out, he only said, "You are just cheating on me." Then there was a beating.
Huang Yi felt wronged and felt that his father was so unreasonable. The feeling of helplessness aroused a lot of resentment in her heart. Grandpa and grandparents threw themselves to Beijing like this. She felt like a ball, being kicked around.
In addition to this, her father's endless criticism also made her feel that she was a bad boy. She began to give up on herself and finally failed six subjects in the final exam.
Huang Yi didn't dare to go home after getting the transcript. She wandered around the street over and over again, but didn't know where she could go. In the end, she could only call her home with shamelessness.
When she learned that her father was crying because she couldn't find her, Huang Yi wanted to run to the house in the next second. She thought to herself that even if she was beaten up, it would be worth it.
In fact, what she wants is very simple.
This holiday, my father accompanied her every day, helped her review her homework, and made fried noodles for her. Huang Yi felt like she had fallen into a honeypot. Although she had only been happy for more than twenty days, it was a separate time for the father and daughter.
She did not embarrass her father, and she passed all the make-up exams this time.
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When Huang Yi returned to Shanghai due to household registration problems, her heart became helpless again. She told herself that whether you are good or bad, you have to rely on yourself.
On a day, 16-year-old Huang Yi went to a bar with his friend to play. He accidentally discovered that a man had been staring at him, his eyes not moving away for a moment.
The next day, Huang Yi and his friend were shopping, but unexpectedly the man walked straight towards her, with someone following him.
Seeing this, Huang Yi pulled his friend away quickly until he was forced to the corner and Huang Yi, who had no way to retreat, was stopped.
"I am a teacher at Shanghai Theatre Academy. This is my work certificate. We have an advertisement now. Do you want to try it?"
In this way, Huang Yi entered the door of the modeling industry.
After Shanlana's advertisement was broadcast, Huang Yi kept inviting invitations, and there were more than a dozen advertisements in just one month, and the rewards for each one ranged from thousands to ten thousand. This is undoubtedly a considerable income for a student aged 16 or 17.
Once, Procter & Gamble asked her to take an advertisement and asked her to cut her long hair, but the price code was free. Huang Yi thought about it and asked for 150,000 yuan. Unexpectedly, the other party agreed immediately.
Huang Yi's life afterwards is like having a cheat. As an actress who is not a professional, she has enviable resources.
In 2000, the movie "Marrying the Right Man in the Wrong Seal" pushed Huang Yi into the public eye. Her true character starring Li Yuhu was deeply loved by the audience.
Then, she replaced Zhao Wei as the starring of Xiaoyanzi in " Return of the Condor Heroes 3", which is well known to everyone.
Her luck is far more than that. After moving to the big screen, the movies Huang Yi participated in are directed by Johnnie To , Mai Zhaohui , Liu Zhenwei , Er Dongsheng, Wang Jing and others.
The ones who play with her are also first-line actors such as Daniel Wu , Liu Qingyun , Zhang Jiahui , Karen Mok, Zhou Xun , Huang Bo, etc.
She was even selected by Andy Lau as the heroine of "Brothers' Life and Death Alliance", partnering with "Wireless Four Tigers". It is worth mentioning that Huang Yi is the only heroine in the film.
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She should have had a bright future, but her career has dropped to a freezing point because of her failed marriage.
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In fact, before the two marriages, Huang Yi had a relationship that he was very optimistic about.
This love affair happened when she was most helpless. The successive deaths of her grandparents had a huge impact on Huang Yi's heart. She was very scared and helpless. She could not stay alone for a time, let alone sleep alone.
She even felt that happiness was getting further and further away from herself. She longs for a home and wants a long-lasting company.
and Yang Yi is the man who makes her feel safe.
The appearance of love in Huang Yi’s heart is the fifth prince and the little swallow, you are the wind and I am the sand.
She believes that no relationship can be preserved after exposure, so she hides this relationship without missing a trace. I even said that I will try my best to hide it and not be photographed by you.
At that time, Huang Yi's face was filled with happiness. She felt that life is perfect and her biggest wish was to marry herself out.
But she forgot that things go against their wishes are the norm in life. Her five-year relationship with Yang Yi came to an abrupt end because of a certain actress's interference.
When people are fragile, they always lose their judgment. She said to herself, "I don't want to fall in love anymore. I want to find someone who can live with me."
At a charity party, Huang Yi met her first husband Jiang Kai. Jiang Kai's optimistic and cheerful personality left a deep impression on Huang Yi.
As the two of them dating in depth, Huang Yi found that he could always be infected by Jiang Kai's happiness. He was like a magician, dissolving all his unhappiness.
Jiang Kai's warmth made Huang Yi feel that God opened a window for him. After 41 days of acquaintance, the two entered the palace of marriage.
Make life after marriage made Huang Yi realize that there are great differences in cognition and values between the two.
The ice is not cold for a day. Jiang Kai's behavior of putting wedding photos online touched Huang Yi's bottom line.
This marriage lasted for less than a year and it hurriedly ended.
If Huang Yi's first marriage was for marriage, then her second marriage was for children.
When she was young, Huang Yi had a pituitary tumor in her brain. Because she had high prolactin, she had to use medicine to control it, but the side effect of taking medicine was that it was difficult to conceive a child.
After unexpected pregnancy, Huang Yi was particularly happy. She wanted to keep this child and give the child a complete home.
But this idea has been opposed by most people:
"You are so old, why are you still so willful in your work? You have such a good career now, you have made so many works by big directors, and there are still many movies waiting for you later. Why do you have to do your own thing?"
has a high-energy warning ahead, and nightmare is coming soon. If Huang Yi could predict the future, she would definitely accept advice with humility. Domestic violence, private photos were exposed, and online verbal wars that lasted for a year... Huang Yi, who was entangled in negative news, suffered a Waterloo in his career.
The frequent "shock news" on the Internet at that time made the producers feel unsure. They asked Huang Yi to sign a compensation agreement: If the film cannot be released in the future, you will have to make up for the loss of 90 million.
In desperation, Huang Yi had to give up acting.
Blessings come unparalleled, but misfortunes never come in singular ways. While her acting career and film contracts were in a stagnant state, she was also asked for compensation from advertisers and became heavily in debt for a while.
At that time, Huang Yi became the target of public criticism. He once did not even dare to go out and was afraid to see people.
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Today, Huang Yi has taken firm steps and returned to the public's vision.
likes her words in "Speech of Starry Sky" very much:
"In fact, the Huang Yi you see, good, bad, and online, is not me, it is just Huang Yi in the past. We cannot control what kind of cards we get in our lives. After all, our life is not a deck of cards, but even if we have experienced a dark time, we must still believe in the light of the next moment."
The daughter is the light in her life, awakening the armor of her starting again.
Huang Yi stood on the stage of "Actors Please Take Place 2", accepting the public's praise and accepting the directors' doubts about acting skills.
She hopes that she is an actor and can be seen by her daughter. She hopes that she is an amazing mother in her daughter's heart, and she hopes that she can become a role model for her daughter.
Once, my daughter shared her dream in class. To Huang Yi's surprise, her daughter's dream was actually to be a mother.
When Huang Yi heard this, she smiled. She was very pleased that her fate was slowly changing, and the trauma of 's original family did not continue on her daughter.
For Huang Yi, because of his daughter, life has the opportunity to start over and repair it again.
She began to try the role of Icebreaker:
She wrote to her father to express her understanding and love; she took the initiative to accompany her, care for her mother, and gave her surprises; she devoted more time to her daughter and paid attention to her daughter's growth.
Want a warm home, Huang Yi did this initial dream.
References:
1, "Kefan Listening"
2, "Very Quiet Distance"
3, "Starry Sky Speech"
