A boy who approaches you actively does not mean that he is interesting to you.
replied with a little white rabbit. He has never been asked for WeChat. About the end of September and the beginning of October this year, a boy asked for WeChat in the library. I didn't have much communication with that boy, but once when sitting face to face, he took the initiative to borrow a pack of paper from me who had a cold. In the next few days, every time I didn't notice him, he greeted me actively.
didn't take the initiative to find him after adding WeChat, because I felt he was not the type I would like, because I subconsciously think that adding WeChat = interesting. But he was very proactive. He often talked to me and invited me to sit next to him in the library. I refused. Once I went to the library to study in the classroom with my roommate, and he said that I would be with you. I would see him in that classroom for several days and nights. Once downstairs, I walked in front, and he and his roommate were in the back, and I heard him say "She doesn't seem to care about me too much". I didn't feel like talking about myself at the time, but then he asked again on WeChat, "Are you not too concerned about me." At this time, I actually felt a little guilty, and then slowly started talking. After chatting with
, he took the initiative to sit next to me in the library. After getting to know him, he discovered that his "artistic man" is a type that I have never been in contact with a science girl, and he developed a good impression.
But his magical operation started.
once went back to the dormitory with self-study, he suddenly said, "I really like our instructor, I feel like she poke me too much." I was a little confused at the time. ?This,,, is it that I have always been passionate? ??? Then he told me the story of him and his guide. At that time, I was sour, self-deprecating, and doubtful...
Then a few days later, he suddenly sent me "I saw a plmm" on WeChat and I "?????", and then intermittently told me that he and The girl's progress, what she said was that she was very active, that girl totally took him to the point, and she invited him to dinner or something. Said that he has no resistance to thin and dehumanizing girls (the answer is a bit fleshy). It feels like a friend is sharing a good thing with me. How to say, I really don't feel very well in my heart, because I have some good feelings for him, it is really a bit uncomfortable, and even affects my daily mood. But at the time, I was still deceiving myself, feeling that my feelings were not like, we are friends, I shouldn't be like this, I was caught in a kind of entanglement and self denial.
then forgot to talk about anything. He said on WeChat that he was looking for me to help him watch the computer. He felt that I was different from other girls and he just wanted to be a brother with me. He also said (half joking?) I found that you like me a little bit. For your healthy growth, I decided to let you not like me, I just like learning.
, the mood at that time is hard to describe. I don't understand why. Is it because I'm too stupid. It's interesting to me to talk every night, be close to you in life, and praise you for your good-looking looks. Then I fell into it. I was really angry. The answerer was also chased by some people, and he also praised me for being beautiful several times. I really couldn't think of the reason why. After
, he still talked to me (most of whom talked about the girl), and I kept adjusting my mood, saying to myself that I would be a good friend when I was a good friend. Anyway, he was not my ideal type.
But I don't know why it is still uncomfortable, so I told him that you affected me a little bit. You said that your sister is unhappy. I think you have nothing important in the future, so I won't talk to me. Then he said, "Ask yourself why this is in your heart (dog head)." I felt a little humiliated at the time. I expressed that I wanted to adjust myself and you don't bother me anymore, and he agreed.
Not two days later, he talked to me again. When he opened his mouth, he talked about the girl again, but he said that he felt that the girl had influenced him too much. He unilaterally broke off with her. He had to study hard and asked if I wanted Sitting with him again, I split and refused decisively.
But once we went back and forth, we actually talked about it again, and I now feel like a fool. He said he wanted to go to the movies. I said you didn't ask me, but he said it was not. I just thought it was boring to go to see with boys. I was afraid of going to see with girls. I wanted to find a neutral person. At that time, I felt that I had let go, and I said I would go with you, but he refused again, and I split. Then in the evening he went with a girl in their class. He also asked me to go to the classroom to help him look at his schoolbag, I liveThen he scolded him and went to help him.
When he chatted in the evening, he felt that he was explaining that he and the girl were not so good, and that the girl had to take him there, saying that they probably had no contact after they finished the postgraduate entrance examination. I asked him why, what do you want to say. In the end, he looked a little angry, and finally said it was nothing, just tell a story. (But his behavior made me feel that he cares about how I feel.) Then he said that if a man and a woman are good friends, one of them must be interesting to the other.
I think this is too absolute. I refuted him, saying, "I am not interesting to you, come to the conclusion that you are interesting to me, just ask if you are a dog." Then he replied me with the phrase "found by you"
and he Saying that he will study for 20 minutes
This long 20 minutes, the uncontrollable romantic fantasy appeared in my mind, I think I should have misunderstood it rationally. After all, it was all the same before, but the corners of the mouth still cannot be controlled.
He said "I found it by you"
I said "What did I find out"
He said "I am interested in you"
I said "You are interested in me?"
He said "No"
Ha ha ha ha ha
He said "You have a sinew, I am convinced, I just demonstrate my theory, but you have a sinew"
...
There is nothing to describe my mood at the time
has a little quarrel and I don’t want to say anything, just I feel that a huge and heavy thing is pressing on my heart. I want to cry, I don't even know why, I feel weak in this relationship, and negative emotions surround me. After half an hour, he was permanently erased from my WeChat list.
is disgusting, but I don't know what it is. After all, people just want to be your friend, but I directed a big show myself.
11.25 Added
After deleting a friend, I thought I would meet again, thinking that I must treat him as a stranger, don't look at him. But the figure that I always saw on the first floor of the library never appeared again.
I always feel that I still have something to say, I want to swear, I want to beat him up, I want to accuse him of the fact that I am me, but in the end I can only draw a small satirical cartoon (especially ugly, forget to leave Photo).
I know that his roommate has a fixed position. I took the cartoon and a meat muffin (for his roommate). I hope his roommate can help me pass it on, so I can completely end this inexplicable emotion. .
His roommate didn't say anything and accepted it. On the contrary, I seemed a little cautious. After
sent the things out, I felt better for a while. But since then, his roommate is no longer in that position.
, I regretted it a little bit. I said something impulsively and deleted my friend directly without waiting for his reply. Now I will never know his thoughts, and maybe there will be no intersection in life afterwards. Unexpectedly, I was so unable to let go, such a tangled person.
has been really depressed in recent days. Sometimes I think it’s good to get rid of that emotional restraint, and sometimes I think I’m missing something (good friend?). Thinking back to the story with him, I felt as if it had happened a century ago, so far away.
has also been under great pressure for postgraduate entrance examinations recently, and there are still a lot of students who have not studied, and coupled with this matter, the world has become a gray area. I don't know what happened to me. I feel that I have never been a ruthless person, and the other party has been too much, but I still have to make excuses for others, and then make myself more and more uncomfortable.
can only bite the bullet and move forward now! You can't just lie in place and follow the flow. I feel that I still need to grow up. After this period of time, I must enrich my life and become a better person.
11.25 night
cried with my roommate at night and went crazy in the dorm After a while, I finally eased my mood and decided to go to morning exercise tomorrow to stay in a good mood.
unexpectedly received an application from his friend while lying on the dormitory bed.
The reason for his application was written: I did not raise fish, I have taken it, I said clearly, why I raised fish
I really can’t laugh or cry
is it really my own play??
but I’m really at peace
passed the application
and he said:
"I feel uncomfortable, I feel like being caught, all right"
"Stop talking"
passedIn two or three minutes
he replied to
, "I'm all right, I'm sorry you"
, "Please tell me what you have in the future"
I will return to him
"Yes, study hard"
"I wish you a successful landing"
............
Okay, just treat it as my own play
, but he’s still the same
I’m no longer the me before
, give up my punctual sleep, talk to him until midnight
, now I, and he says "I I’m going to do morning exercises tomorrow, and I’m going to rest. "The me before
, share my story with him
Now I just want to live my own life
Before me, my emotions are controlled by him, and most of my emotions are affected by his words
But now I, chat?? Chat with your sister! ! !
11.30
things are over.
After he adds me, he sometimes sends messages, but as soon as he sends a message, I want to scold him (civilization complaint).
He showed that he meant that it was all my fault, put on an innocent posture, saying that I did nothing but would be scolded by you. You have to apologize to me and compensate me.
But in fact, every time he talks about my dog inexplicably, I fight back. Most of the time I have reason and evidence, but he only has one or two words.
In the process, I have felt extremely boring. It is a fantasy to discuss right and wrong with him, to let him know the wrong, and to give a sincere apology.
communicating with him always gives me a feeling of floating in the void. I don’t know if what he said is true or not. I even feel that he also hates me (really inexplicable)
today he said he was on the first floor of the library. To make me dissatisfied, go to him for theory, I went.
wanted to curse something, but when he approached him aggressively, the soles of his feet slipped and almost fell. It was stunned at once, and the momentum was gone, and he was speechless.
He laughed at me and said why you are so funny, every time he asks me to reason, but every time he can't tell me.
just said something and I forgot
later I said that I had a good impression of him because I was helpless when he appeared, and it was silly to share my sad things with him at night.
He said, "I forgot all the sad things. Should I remember?"
I said "Forget it" and I doubt whether he has amnesia.
He said, "I just want you to help I look at the computer, originally we are quite normal, all of this is because you are too yy, I blame you for gluttonous my body "
" I feel things are not developing right, tell you I like others, dispel your thoughts, am I wrong I’m really wronged, and I’m still being scolded by you, so I actually don’t like that sister "
" "That sister is a real dog, she is raising fish, but I can see it"
said, his eyes turned to the other side I took a look, I also turned my head to look, and I didn’t know which of his sister
was. I said, “I think your opinion of your sister is the same as my opinion of you. You approached me at first, and then returned the appointment. I studied on my own, and finally said that I wanted to be a brother with me. You said that a girl treats you this way, you don’t think it is too much."
He said, "When will I be close to you, it is you who want to use my paper"
??? I took it. Is he living in his own imagination? How could there be such a distorted perception? Is he joking or serious? I was really shocked at the time, and I really gained insight.
"And that younger sister is too much than me. She even invites me to eat, all kinds of coquettish, the most important thing is that I like her." I..., didn't he find his own words inconsistent??
me "Okay, I don't care, I forgive you, and I won't scold you anymore. If you can be a friend, you can be a friend, and you can't be a friend. Just be happy." It’s so tired, and I found that I really don’t swear. If you encounter this kind of person in the future, stay away as soon as possible. It’s good if you feel comfortable in your heart. Don’t try to understand their thoughts, and don’t try to let them understand your feelings.
Ah, I don’t forgive you"
me "What? You don’t forgive me? What do you mean?"
he chuckled, and finally said "Ah, I don’t care,"
What he revealed during this communication Arrogant, don't care, don't care, sometimes smile, sometimes sternly ignore people, sometimes turn your head to accuse me. Make me feel likeIn essence, he is an indifferent lunatic. I will never understand his thinking, and I don't want to understand it now. I just think it's bad luck to meet him.
