1.
Before meeting Huang Jian, Chunmei never thought that she would become a despised mistress.
She was born in a small mountain village with simple folk customs. Her parents are honest farmers. The education she received since childhood was also like "girls focus on their studies and don't interact with people who are not irrelevant."
Because the education of parents' words of life is too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, she was a good girl in the eyes of her parents since she was a child, and went to school and work in accordance with the rules. The only time I had a disagreement with my parents was when I was looking for a job after graduation. My parents wanted her to go back to her hometown to take the exam, find a stable job, and then get married and have children.
But after seeing the prosperity of the city, she said she was unwilling to go back to her hometown to develop, and the job she was looking for was not bad at that time. Her parents saw that she really liked to stay in the city, so they didn't say anything in the end.
Because he was warned by his parents since childhood that he could not fall in love during his studies, Chunmei never even had a relationship before graduating from college.
Later, she graduated from college and was able to fall in love, but meeting a partner she was moved by was more difficult than finding a needle in a haystack. In addition, she has just graduated and still has a lot of new knowledge to learn at work, so she has no time to take into account the relationship.
A few years have passed in a flash, and she is 26 years old. In the countryside, she is not married at the age of 26. She is a "older leftover woman". My parents were really anxious and even regretted stopping her from falling in love in college, so they urged her to have a very tight grudge against her marriage.
may be a smooth work and a person who lives a very free life. Chunmei is not very enthusiastic about marriage. She has seen too many friends entangled in the quagmire of marriage and lost themselves. Naturally, she wants to find someone she likes to spend the rest of her life. If she can't, she would rather be alone.
2.
Chunmei met Huang Jian when she was urged to get married the most.
Huang Jian's friend Brother Li is an old customer of Chunmei Company. She gets along like a brother and often eats and drinks together. Therefore, with Brother Li's help, she met Huang Jian. After
, she and Huang Jian had several business dealings, but not much, and the relationship was only for a joke or two when they were having dinner together.
What made their relationship change subtly was at a dinner organized by Brother Li. Those two days were her menstrual period and her stomach hurt so much, so she looked depressed and unconsciously put her hands on her stomach to caress her. During the meal, Brother Li toasted her as usual. She didn't want to drink, and was afraid of disturbing Brother Li's good mood. When she was in a dilemma, Huang Jian suddenly raised the wine glass to Brother Li and said, "Just order your own meals at will. We are not drinking with customers, and we are also doing toast." After that, he picked up the wine glass and drank it all.
Because of Huang Jian's words, Brother Li did not make things difficult for Chunmei anymore, but he still joked about Huang Jian in public and asked if he was interested in other girls. Huang Jian was not annoyed, but when he swept through the spring plum with his eyes, he had a light like stars in his eyes.
Chunmei pretended not to care, but she felt a strange feeling in her heart.
Because of work, she has developed a versatile heart and always looks like a smile to anyone. As long as the requests made by others are not scored, she will try her best to satisfy them. As time goes by, everyone treats her like a man, and forgets that she is also a girl who needs love.
only Huang Jianshi still remembers she is a girl.
3.
After the dinner, she was waiting for the car at the intersection. Huang Jian took the initiative to stop when he drove by: "It's too late, take my car back."
Chunmei felt uncomfortable, so she didn't refuse.
The lights outside were dim, and only the car music was playing quietly in the car. She felt inexplicably relieved when she was tired. She said to Huang Jian, "Thank you just now."
"What are you grateful for? If you really thank me, I'll treat me to dinner next time." He said jokingly.
The invisible barrier between them is self-defeating, and an indescribable feeling spreads between them.After
, Chunmei invited Huang Jian to dinner alone. He invited him back, and after a while, his feelings also heated up and boiled in their frequent meetings, becoming scattered.
About half a year later, Chunmei became Huang Jian's lover.
Later, she recalled this experience and found that Huang Jian had never done anything earth-shaking to her to win her heart. He didn't even give her a precious gift. It was his silent attention to things that made her even more touched. For example, he remembered what clothes she wore when the two met for the first time.
A man shows resistance to all women, but he pays special attention to her, which is more lethal than saying a bunch of sweet words.
She still remembers the first time between the two. When Huang Jian saw her awkwardness and the redness on the bed, the surprise appeared on his face. Afterwards, he hugged her tightly and said gently, "Xiaomei, what you gave me is so precious, I can't repay you."
She was moved by his cherishing, but she pretended to be careless and said that it was nothing.
He was like a guide, filling the blank area of her feelings bit by bit, allowing her to understand what love is.
During those days, she lived a sweet and painful life. She was a girl who had experienced the world and had a deep guilt about this relationship, but she was as fascinated and deeply trapped in it.
4.
In order to relieve the moral shackles on your body, Chunmei proved with her actions that they were together because of love, not because of money.
Every time he celebrates various festivals, he transfers red envelopes to her. Although she feels sweet, she complains about him spending money indiscriminately. She will definitely return him a gift of a comparable price for every gift he gives her.
She loves him with all her heart and does not ask for any material rewards.
Huang Jian sighed more than once: "It would be great if you were my wife. You are self-reliant and motivated. When we live together, we will definitely be harmonious. Unfortunately, life is not perfect, so we must cherish every day we are together."
He also said that she is much more understanding than his wife. He has a nanny at home, and his wife is at home full-time, but she can't even manage a child. She only knows how to buy. He is really tired when he comes home from get off work every day and has to tutor his children's homework. "I don't even want to talk to her now, let alone sleep together. The only connection between us is left with children."
It was precisely because of this sentence that Chunmei ignited the courage to wait. She thought that as long as she performed well enough, he would divorce and marry her, and then they would be legitimate.
5.
Her sensibility, consideration and inaction make Huang Jian relieved. From the beginning, he was only obsessed with her body, but later he became a little dependent on her. He treated her as Jie Yuhua and said nothing to her.
When he was drunk late at night, he would cry and tell her about the difficulties of his company. He said that although he was called "Mr. Huang" outside, he was very arrogant, but the company has never made much money. He was under great pressure, and his wife did not understand his suffering at all, and she also quarreled with him for various trivial matters.
Chunmei couldn't help feeling heartbroken when she looked at this man who was eight years older than her, who was kind and gentle and elegant in front of others, showing such a fragile side. She even swears in her heart that she will be kind to him for the rest of her life.
Yi, when his love first came, his factory was so worried that he was worried because of the broken capital chain. He and Chunmei complained: "The husband and wife are the same forest birds, and they fly away when the disaster is coming. This is true. When the company is in trouble, I want to mortgage a house and ask my wife to sign. Her first reaction was to divorce me and divide the property, because she was afraid that my business would fail and affect her and her son's lives."
"No matter how I explain, she will not drag her down." He smiled mockingly.
Chunmei felt sorry for him and asked how much funds were? He said a number that was beyond her range, and she couldn't help, but she still transferred all her savings of 150,000 to him, and wanted to use a credit card to help him through the difficulties, thinking that she could help a little.
The moment he received the transfer, he asked her angrily what it meant. Then he gently said that it was good that she had this kind of heart. He already owe her a lot and must not spend her money anymore.
6.
Later, he didn't know what method he used, so he persuaded his wife to mortgage the house, but the price was that his wife took her son away from the house and separated from him.
He loved his son as much as his life and didn't care too much about it. He was afraid that he would go home and see things and think of others, because there were a lot of things waiting for him to deal with in business. Later, he simply moved directly into Chunmei's apartment.
Huang Jian, who was so thin that he was disfigured, made Chunmei feel indescribable and she decided to help him overcome the difficulties.
Huang Jian's factory mainly produces children's clothing. The quality itself is qualified, but because of its high cost, it is not a well-known brand, and offline sales lack advantages.
Chunmei targeted the hot direct bo market, registered an account, and helped him build an online sales platform, from marketing, planning, and after-sales service, everything was captured.
In fact, her plan was rejected by Huang Jian at the beginning. He believed that the boom has passed. If they enter the market again, they will have to spend a lot of money to promote, which is not something he can afford. However, Chunmei believes that the so-called boom is relative. Their products themselves are not bad. As long as the price is appropriate and the publicity is in place, there is no shortage of market.
During that time, domestic products happened to be very popular. She quickly seized the opportunity and took advantage of the product's advantages. She only used a small amount of publicity expenses to open up online sales.
7.
They spent nearly two years to make Huang Jian's company's profits relatively stable. At this time, four years have passed since Chunmei and Huang Jian were together, and she has also entered the age of 30. During the period of
, her parents had urged her to get married, but they were all excused by her boyfriend on the grounds that he was busy with work and had no time to go back to see his parents.
But she refused more often, and her parents also had opinions. Her mother said worriedly: "Chunmei, do you have no boyfriend, or you cannot meet others, otherwise why don't you bring it back for us to meet you?"
She wanted to explain that she has a boyfriend, but she felt that such an explanation was pale because her boyfriend was really shameful.
She recalled the little things about the two of them. They have been together for four years. Huang Jian only thought she was her sister in public and never promised to marry her. After
, she pretended to be joking and asked him: "I am not young anymore, and my parents are urging me to hurry. When will you go back to see the parents with me?"
He was silent for a long time before saying: "You know that my child is about to go to junior high school. At the critical moment of learning, for the sake of the child, I will be unable to divorce for the sake of the child."
She showed a disappointed and sad expression on her face.
He coaxed her again: "Isn't this kind of relationship good? I know the love for you. I can't give you anything except marriage, I can give you everything else. We agreed before, and you understand it too, why did you suddenly mention this?"
She really wanted to be as careless as before, but she is no longer the same as before. What's more, people are greedy. When they don't get it, they think it's good to have it. When they get it, they want to get more.
8.
Later, Chunmei actually learned from Brother Li that after Huang Jian's business improved, his relationship with his wife became as good as before. Her wife even wanted to have a second child and make a pair of good words.
When she heard this, she felt as if she was depressed. She remembered that he once told her that he especially wanted to have a daughter with her.
At that time, she felt very sweet. She loved someone and the happiest thing was to give birth to a monkey for the other party.
But now it seems that this is just something he said casually to coax her.
She had enough of being a sensible and well-behaved lover in his eyes, and could not even enjoy the most basic rights of her girlfriend.
She directly showed up with him, "I can't always be with you in such a unclear way. Do you choose her or me? I've made it clear and I'm giving up."
She knew Huang Jian's choice from his hesitant attitude.
She looked at him steadily. This man she had loved for four years was so selfish. He wanted to enjoy the benefits brought to him by his wife and children while his wife and children.
Who do he thinks he is? There is no such good thing in the world.
She said coldly: "So you don't plan to marry me? Well, let's get together and part. I made your online account with me, and I brought it with me. I can't take it away, but I ask for dividends."
She didn't want money before, not because she didn't love money, but she understood his difficulties and planned for him everywhere. But he shouldn't regard her as a fool.
When he heard her words, Huang Jian's face became ugly, but he knew that he was afraid of taking the opportunity and had to agree to her request.
Their relationship has gone from the hot summer to the cold winter, but it has been just a few days.
These few days are enough to make Chunmei grow. She used to think that as long as she was good enough to Huang Jian, he would think of her goodness, and they would eventually be together, and their relationship could withstand the test of time.
Whenever she thinks of this, she will feel that their love is extremely touching and great.
They met at an inappropriate time, and they were destined to have no result. No matter how good the lover did, Huang Jian could not divorce for her.
What’s ridiculous is that Huang Jian has long understood this truth, as long as she still lives in her fantasy and sings a one-man show.
The lie is broken, and her dream is time to wake up.
