Hunan falls into autumn overnight. The day before yesterday was forty degrees, and yesterday the cold wind was blowing. I only rode a motorcycle in the wind, and I had a headache when I woke up today.
The first thing I do when I wake up is to be aware.
Since my husband passed away, I always ask myself: How to love? How to say goodbye?
Too many people think they can live another five hundred years, and think that misfortune will never happen to them.
Last night, my colleague posted a video of a primary school student nearby, who was only nine years old, died of a motorcycle battery explosion.
Then several colleagues chased and asked: How did they die? Did you fall asleep in the middle of the night? Or...
There is no need to ask how stupid people die.
Yesterday, Sister Liu Fang went to see Chen Qi's parents. An old gossiped woman insisted on waiting for her to finish the car and asked her: Are you still here? How long have you been divorced? What a great young man, Chen Qi, left like this, it's a pity...
is endless.
Yes, we all will leave in the end, I don’t know when.
One night, Sister Liu Fang and I sat on the bench in the community and talked about saying goodbye. She said she wanted to make a will so that her relatives would not be confused.
It seems that it is not too late to talk about this issue in another twenty years, but we are not sure that there are twenty years left.
Liu'er listened to our conversation and started scolding us, it was unlucky, and she said such words so early.
Is it early? My husband is the kind of man who still has women looking back, and he left.
Chen Qi is a man who intends to extend the mortgage until 2033, and he is gone.
The nine-year-old boy last night, he left.
…
I have no grief. I just plan to love bravely and say goodbye. If I leave, I am a grown-up wise should know what to do. She knows all my passwords, knows all my friends, and knows who can ask for help. This is what I have been teaching her for two years.
I have to repeat every winter and summer meeting. If she is impatient, I will be harsh and scold her until she cries.
However, at other times, I only love her, love life, and love the world. I said to Sister Liu Fang again last night: Well, I have the joy and peace of mind every moment, I don’t think it’s better...
She is also such a person. We have always been in the same frequency, can say everything and never laugh at each other.
may have other happenings, and there may be new encounters. But the settled heart never looks forward to it.
The so-called soberness in the world is the fearlessness and worries of every moment.
