Preface: A person has to go through many ups and downs in his life. Looking back, there are always some people and things that are worthy of our nostalgia and memory. The educated youth of those days entered old age without realizing it. Some of them are no longer in the world, but the past that remains in our memory is still so vivid and unforgettable. Love is an eternal theme, and how much do you know about the love stories of educated youth?
It is a small village with beautiful mountains and rivers. When we first arrived there, we felt that it was the fairyland we yearn for. However, after going to the ground to work with the villagers, we could no longer feel it, just feel tired, feels tired .
We were arranged to live in an old house to the east of the village, surrounded by a yard in front of the door. I heard that it was a landlord's house in the past. It was confiscated when the land was divided and belonged to the collective. Compared with the houses where the villagers live, the place where we live is undoubtedly much better. There are two pomelo trees in the yard, which is quite quiet.
On the left hand side of our residence is a tiled adobe house, where an elderly couple lives, and they rarely hear them speak on weekdays. There is also an adobe house on the right, but the wall below is built with blue bricks and more than one meter high.
There is a 16-year-old girl on the right side of the house. She only studied for two years and worked with her parents at home. Everyone calls her Xiaohua.
When we met us young men in the city, Xiaohua was very shy and it was okay if she didn't talk to her. When she said hello to her, her face turned red. However, her father, Uncle Jin, likes to communicate with us.
Because few adults in the village have read books, they say Mandarin has a strong dialect, and they can't understand it at first. Later, we stayed for a long time and learned dialect from them, which made it much easier to communicate.
"Young man in the city, do you like to eat goose meat?" That day, Uncle Jin asked me through the wall of the yard.
"If you like to eat, you like to eat, where can I eat goose meat?" I stretched my neck and answered in half-baked dialect.
"I'll ask you guys, wait a minute, I'll ask my daughter to send it here." Uncle Jin left after saying that.
Not long after, Xiaohua brought a bowl of goose meat into our yard with a blue-edged bowl.
Needless to say, we went to see that bowl of goose meat. Even if we smelled that fragrance, we would drool. However, if we wanted to eat it, we had to deliberately shirk responsibility, otherwise it would appear that our city people were greedy and had no grace.
"Xiaohua, why are you here to bring this? "I pretended not to understand.
Xiaohua lowered her head, her face turned red again, and she said, "My dad asked me to bring it to you for food."
"Thank you, Uncle Jin, thank you Xiaohua!" I couldn't wait to take the bowl from Xiaohua's hand and enter the house, put it on the table and grabbed a piece of goose meat with my hands and chewed it.
Everyone's stomachs had long been gone. When they saw me, they put their hands into the bowl.
At this time, I suddenly remembered something and ran out the door. When Xiaohua saw that she had walked to the gate of the yard, she shouted loudly, "Xiaohua, don't leave!"
Xiaohua didn't know what was wrong, so she stood at the gate of the yard waiting for me. I ran into the house, took out a pen from my canvas schoolbag, and said to other educated youth, "You can't eat other people's things for nothing, and give Xiaohua a pen to practice calligraphy."
Xiaohua saw that I wanted to give her a pen, but refused to accept it, saying that she couldn't use it. I said she had been studying for two years and could not return all the things she learned to the teacher. She had to practice writing in daily life. However, she still refused to accept it.
"You don't want my pen, we don't want that bowl of goose meat, you can take it back." I was angry.
Hearing me say this, she still refused to accept my pen, so I really ran into the house and brought the blue-edged bowl out to her. However, there were only two or three pieces of goose meat left in the bowl, all of which were soup. Of course, I just used this method to ask her to accept my pen, so I didn't feel very embarrassed.
"Hehe, I've finished eating, I'll give it to me." Xiaohua burst out laughing, laughing so sweetly.
"Xiaohua, Xiaohua, I've been sending bowls of vegetables for so long, go and beat pig grass." At this time, Uncle Jin came over and learned that I was going to give his daughter a pen and said, "You people in the city are just polite. Xiaohua, please accept it, but they are not happy if they don't."Xiaohua then accepted the pen I gave her.
After that contact, I thought Xiaohua was actually quite cute. Her round face was flushed and she smiled like a flower.
At that time, it was not allowed to get an accident if the villagers got too close to the female educated youth, for fear of accidents. The male educated youth talked to the girls in the village and would not attract everyone's attention, because everyone felt that the young men in the city could not look down on the girls in the countryside.
To be honest, from the bottom of my heart, I don't like girls like Xiaohua, because although she looks so beautiful, she just does housework, shed cattle, and beats pig grass all day long, without any taste.
That day, Xiaohua came to me with a piece of paper: "I wrote a few words, please help me see what was written wrong. "
When I saw it, I wanted to laugh, but I held it in my arms. I saw a crooked and written on the paper: "I love my hometown. My hometown is very beautiful and I am a good person. "She wrote the word "love" into the word "shou", and the word "beauty" was missing. I helped him correct it, and her face turned red again.
The person who is very caring said behind his back that Uncle Jin is not very upright and deliberately gets close to us educated youth, just to let his daughter get in touch with us, hoping to get along with one of us, and then he can marry into the city to live a good life. How is this possible? Even if Uncle Jin really has this idea, we will not agree. In the end, there is a world of difference between the city and the countryside, and even the household registration is a big problem.
Uncle Jin doesn't care about him, Xiaohua has become liked to talk to us since then, and it seems that she still Especially good to me.
Winter is here, and farm work is not nervous. Everyone is sitting together and joking when they have time. When Xiaohua soaked some rags on her door with rice soup, her friends laughed at me and said that Xiaohua was about to put insoles for me and would definitely embroider a pair of mandarin ducks. I smiled and didn't answer this. The more you defend yourself, the worse it would be. It would be better to remain silent.
Really, not long after, Xiaohua gave me two pairs of embroidered insoles . There was no mandarin ducks on it, but the one embroidered was lotus. At that time, there was no one around. I was afraid that she would be sad if she didn't accept it. But I wrapped it in old newspaper and hid it in the bag. I never dared to take it out to plaster shoes, for fear of my partner We found out that we were laughing at me again.
Later, Xiaohua knitted a scarf for me, knitted it with black and white wool. The wool was very rough and it was uncomfortable to surround my neck. I really didn't want it, but I still accepted it. The reason was that it would be sad if I didn't accept her.
I have never worn the scarf for me, and it was hidden in my schoolbag like insoles. However, I didn't expect someone to sneak through my schoolbag and everything was exposed, which made me extremely embarrassed.
At this point, does Xiaohua really like me? I don't know. Am I really not moved by her at all? I know, there is that What a little bit, just a little bit. There are too many reality in front of me. Even if I really like her, I can't get along with her.
When I returned to the city, I didn't say a thoughtful thing to Xiaohua. I don't think I can say it. Not only is it useless to say it, it may also harm her and myself.
Before leaving, I heard that Xiaohua was crying in the house. What's going on?
To my surprise, Uncle Jin actually walked up to me and said in a low voice: "Xiaohan, you have caused Xiaohua to suffer when you leave! "At that moment, I didn't know what it felt, but I didn't know where I harmed her.
"Uncle, where did I harm Xiaohua? "I must ask this matter clearly. I don't want to go back to the city with such a big crime.
" I won't say it anymore, you know it best. "Uncle Jin shook his head.
Originally, I wanted to take the things that Xiaohua gave me back to the city. Now Uncle Jin blamed me like this. I felt that no matter how thick-skinned she was, I couldn't ask for her things. So, I took out the insoles and scarf wrapped in newspapers from my bag and stuffed them to Uncle Jin, and said disappointedly: "Uncle, these are all given to me by Xiaohua. At that time, I was afraid that she would be sad and did not refuse to accept them. Now I'm leaving, please pass it over to her and say I'm grateful for my kindness."
"You, aren't you sprinkling salt on her wound? "Uncle Jin held the insoles and scarves in his hand, and immediately regretted saying those words to me, saying, "Xiaohan, just know it's her intention. If you are leaving, you have to return it to her, will her heart be hurt? Uncle, I am not educated and can’t speak. Don’t bother with me. You should take away the things, I’ll beg you! "
Uncle Jin loves his daughter with a sincere heart, Uncle Jin's words are sincere and humble. In an instant, my heart softened, my nose sores, and tears fall.
"Child, don't be sad, I know you can't succeed, maybe it's just a misunderstanding. Uncle doesn't blame you, just take it back as a souvenir. "He stuffed the bag into my hands again.
"Uncle..." I have to accept it no matter what. This is not only Xiaohua's wish, but also Uncle Jin's wish.
After returning to the city, many educated youth will return to the original place to visit the villagers. I have never been there before, and my heart will go back every day, and the mountains and rivers there are still clearly imprinted in my mind. Please don't say that I can't be a human being, I don't Courage, because there is a simple and innocent little flower in the village, I can't face her, I can't face Uncle Jin, and that village.
Maybe, I really hurt Xiaohua inadvertently. Here, I say to her: Sorry! In fact, I always have you in my heart. Thinking of your kindness and goodness, I will cry. Are you doing well now? Thank you sincerely! I sincerely wish you a good person a safe life!
