Letting go of others is letting go of ourselves. ――
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01
Li Hua is my first love, we are college classmates.
During our relationship, we are all very sweet. I only have him in my eyes. Even if there are many suitors around, I will ignore it.
After graduation, I successfully entered a large company to work, but because his father suddenly became seriously ill, Li Hua returned to his hometown first, which delayed his job search.
More than half a year later, his father passed away. After taking care of the funeral, he came to my city.
In a personnel recruitment, I recommended Li Hua to the company. After a written test and an interview, he was hired to a department different from mine.
At that time, Liu Yan, the head of his department, was 5 years older than me.
She is a strong woman who devotes herself to work, she belongs to the older leftover women.
We found a special affinity after a party, and it was very easy to talk, and I became her one of the few best friends.
Li Hua entered her department after passing the interview. In order to allow him to spend the probation period, I privately asked Liu Yan to give him more performance opportunities.
I naively thought that as long as Li Hua has a firm foothold in the company like me, our love from campus to wedding dress will soon blossom and bear fruit.
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02
However, no matter how fast people run, they can't run the wind.
Liu Yan is indeed loyal and has given Li Hua a lot of help in his work, and he is going well.
Unexpectedly, with more and more contacts, Liu Yan, the iron tree that hasn't bloomed for thousands of years, would gradually become tempted by Li Hua.
The two are on a business trip,A relationship happened behind my back.
Afterwards, Li Hua didn't hide it from me. He confessed his relationship to me and broke up, saying that he was sorry for me and that he loved Liu Yan.
I don’t believe it, I don’t believe that they are only a few months away, they can be worth a few years!
In my spirit, I went to Liu Yan's office to make a big noise. This mess is known to everyone and has a very bad impact on the company.
The final result is that all three people have resigned.
Soon after leaving their jobs, they got married without hesitation!
That night I sat till dawn with tears, and took out all the letters and photos I had exchanged with Li Hua over the years, and then cut them out, and finally burned the flames.
My heart is ashamed, thinking about their bridal night, and desperately picking up the knife and pushing towards my wrist...
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03
When I woke up, I sat beside me. It's Yang Chao.
He is also my university classmate, one of my many suitors, just because of Li Hua, I have never seen him directly.
In fact, he has been behind me, keeping a close distance with me.
I told him countless times "I won't marry you, don't delay you".
And he smiled: "Let's talk until the day you get married."
After graduating from school, his family had good conditions and could enter his own company, but he would rather work for others in the same city as me.
He looked at me that day and said nothing, but silently wiped away my already crying tears with a tissue.
After the breakup, those dim days, he came with me.
Three years later, my heart gradually calmed down, and I asked him: "Should we get married?"
He nodded happily.
has nothing to do with love and hate, just want to marry yourself.
After we get married, we go back to my husband’s house,I started my own small company with the funding of my in-laws, and my business is booming.
It's just the scar in my heart, no one can touch it, it will bleed when touched.
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04
Now I heard Liu Yan kneeling in front of me telling me that I knew that their lives were not doing well.
After they got married, they went to another company and became pregnant soon after.
Unexpectedly, Li Hua fainted after drinking and was admitted to the hospital and was found to be seriously ill.
In order to take care of her husband wholeheartedly, Liu Yan killed the children and took Li Hua to go to major cities for medical treatment.
Several years of medical treatment have emptied their families and owed a lot of debts.
Until the recent advent of new special drugs, Li Hua's condition is expected to be controlled, but it is expensive.
For so many years, all those who should be asked have asked, and all the borrowed ones have been borrowed. Liu Yan brazenly walked the last way and came to me.
She murmured: "You can hate us, just beg you to save Li Hua's life, I can serve you as a cow, work for you, and advance all my future labor..."
She said: "I'm not rare, you get out of here!"
After Liu Yan left, Yang Chao walked out of the room.
He held my hand, looked into my eyes and said, "My wife, I know that you are not feeling well in your heart. Even if you are a stranger, you will not die without saving. Let's go and see him together. Ok?"
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05
It has been 6 years, and I saw my ex boyfriend again, and I almost couldn't recognize it.
They rented a small single room near the hospital. There was almost no decent furniture in it, not even a TV.
Li Hua lay quietly on the bed,He looked like a shriveled old man, and Liu Yan was feeding him traditional Chinese medicine. Every mouthful was blown over his lips, and then carefully sent into the mouth.
Li Hua stretched out her hand and gently gathered the hair from her forehead to the back of her head.
In the rudimentary rental house, this kind of picture is not against harmony at all.
I stood at the door, a little stunned, and a question popped up in my head: If the person who was feeding the medicine was me, could I be so careful and considerate and never give up?
I turned my head to look at my husband next to me, he was handing a wad of money to Liu Yan.
I suddenly had an epiphany. I was immersed in the hatred of a man for so many years. I didn't know that there was still my husband, a man, who had paid so much for me.
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06
On the way back, I didn't think of Li Hua and Liu Yan anymore. Instead, there were bits and pieces of my husband.
After I got married, I naturally enjoyed the tenderness my husband gave me, but ignored the concern for him. He knew that I was angry with my ex-boyfriend, and he has been tolerating me and using his tenderness to soothe my injured heart.
Now that I know I have a knot in my heart, he also offered to send them 200,000 yuan for help.
At that moment, I understood his good intentions. He did not want me to reconcile with them, but has been waiting for me to reconcile with myself.
After arriving home, my husband told me as always: "You take a bath first, the water temperature has been adjusted for you."
I hugged him uncharacteristically, and said "Thank you husband, sorry."
"Silly girl, I'm your husband, I'm sorry for anything." He patted my head dozingly.
After this time, I was grateful to Liu Yan: she taught me how to love and completely removed the thorn in my heart.
After more than half a year of treatment, Li Hua's condition has improved greatly and he is expected to return to normal life.
My husband discussed with me and gave them another 100,000 yuan for later rehabilitation.
On the day they returned to their hometown, my husband and I drove them to the station. Seeing them supporting the disappearing back, I couldn't help losing my eyes and hugged the husband beside me.
Destiny will always give people suffering, but it will give you a little sweetness after suffering.
As long as you are grateful and cherish the people around you, no matter how much suffering, you will be in the dark.
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