"What are you doing?"
"Something?"
"I'm your girlfriend, I can't find you if I'm fine."
"I'm in class, don't talk about it."
"Huh?"
My boyfriend and I are high school classmates, and he is the grassroots of our school. In order to catch him, I tried my best to lose weight, learn how to make-up and how to wear it. I transformed from a little black fat man into a beautiful woman who could be worthy of him.
The hard work pays off, he really became my boyfriend.
During the holiday when we graduated from the third year of high school, our feelings quickly warmed up. I am ignorant, I gave him the first time.
To be honest, it was important to girls for the first time. Since then, I have become more dependent on him.
"I will be responsible for you baby, we will get married when we graduate from university."
We have passed the university entrance examination in different cities, but fortunately we are in the same province, usually in different places, we are tired of vacations, and I don’t feel anything. not good.
It’s just that I didn’t expect that the promise of my youth would not last for even four years of college.
"I took time off from the counselor and told me that there was something urgent at home. But I told my mother that I was going to live in your house, 宣萱, my mother asked you if you didn't miss it."
"You How do you lie to your mother? Where are you going?"
"He has become more and more indifferent to me recently. I think it may be the reason why he has been away for a long time. I'm going to see him at his school."
I Pulling the suitcase, boarded the train bound for his city.
He was surprised at my arrival, but in a flash, he recovered his joy.
I live in a hotel off campus. He came to me when he had no class. We went shopping together. We were tired of staying in the hotel at night, as if we were back when we first fell in love.
After enjoying the sweet love, I happily went back to school, thinking that with my efforts,Our feelings are as enthusiastic as usual, but we didn’t think about it, but we received his break-up WeChat...
"Sorry, it's divided."
I don't know what went wrong, hurry up Asked him what was going on, but the news could no longer be sent, and I was blocked.
The same is true for the phone and Weibo. I tried all the contact methods I could think of, and we completely disconnected.
We were so tired of being together a few days ago, why suddenly become like this?
My best friend in high school sent me a screenshot of WeChat. It was a photo of him with other girls. The two behaved intimately and smiled brightly.
Picture caption: "The love of his life."
"Why did he announce it to other officials? When did you share it?"
The love of his life? What am I?
I am angry, I resent, I hate, I am unwilling. Did he cheat?
Who said he got married after graduation, why did he turn around and tell other girls the love of his life?
Why did I pretend that nothing happened and sleep next to me when I went to look for him?
I was so sad that I didn't eat or drink. My roommate couldn't see it and forced me to drink some millet porridge. My mother probably discovered the clues too. She lived around the school and brought me food every day. She only left with confidence when she watched me eat. She didn't ask me anything, she looked at me tenderly like that...
Three months later, in order to be able to forget him, I got together with the younger brother who had been chasing me.
He treats me very well, as long as it is what I want, he can buy it for me.
But I still can't let go of my ex-boyfriend, the one who took me the first time.
The sudden ringing of the phone frightened me. On the other side of the phone, it was the familiar sound that echoed in my head all the time.
"Are you in love? You are my woman,What kind of love do you have with others?
All of my grievances were gushing out through the tear glands.
"Didn't you break up?" Didn't you block me? Isn't there a new love? Do you say it makes sense now? "
"I... I'm lost in my heart for a while, who can have my baby?"
"Don't call me, disgusting." You have a new girlfriend in school, and fall asleep with me outside of school, how amazing you are.
"Baby, I said that I would marry you after graduation. I'm serious, and I will be responsible for you."
Throughout the afternoon, he has been apologizing and confessing to me. He said that it was a different place that made him feel lonely. It was the girl who seduced him. He did not withstand the temptation. He said that because of this, he discovered that no one is better than me. Well, I am the one who suits him best...
I have lost it, and I have this feeling. Under his sweet words, I even feel that we are each other's right relationship, going around and around, we will still be together.
"Baby , Break with him, let's start again.
But the younger brother is really nice to me, I don't know how to speak to him.
"Baby, you are so shy, let me come. I will help you tell him.
He logged in to my WeChat, and I don’t know what he said. When I log back in to the account, my younger brother is no longer in my WeChat list.
That’s it. I think I have to let him know that I am the woman who loves him the most and treats him the best, and no one can replace it.
But two months later, he completely dumped me again.
Still the same There is no sign, it is still known through others that he has a new love.
was thrown away by him for the first time, and I was full of my mind that I gave it to him for the first time, what should I do?
was by him for the second time Throw it away, I just sigh, he pretended to be so good.
He just has a strong possessiveness towards me, but he doesn't love me.
For a moment, I remembered when I was crying in front of my roommate.
" I'm so good to him, why should he treat me so well?
"Because he doesn't love you,So he has the heart to hurt you. "
is so simple, and I only saw it clearly after falling twice in the same place.
In the days to come, I will love myself very much.
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