I cheated. Before my wife found out, I decided to turn back the prodigal son.
I have been married to my wife for 5 or 6 years and have a daughter who is 3 and a half years old. She is a full-time housewife, every day at home, husband and child, every day home will have warm meals; every day there is dry and clean clothes; she always cleans the house in good order, we are also respectful. To be honest, I am very satisfied with this home and have no other thoughts.
was at least like this at the beginning...
Later, I always felt that there was something missing in my life, and I didn’t know exactly what it was, so I felt very empty in my heart. In the beginning, I was constantly shopping, buying, buying, buying for children, and buying for wives.
Especially on Valentine's Day, I bought a gold bracelet for my wife in order to follow the fashion, and it cost 30,000 to 40,000 yuan.
Go home and take it out to my wife. I thought she would be pleasantly surprised, but she frowned and said that I was spending money arbitrarily. She asked me to spend 30,000 or 40,000 and strongly demanded that I return it. She said that now the child is about to go to kindergarten, and it will cost money to apply for interest classes in the future. Buying such a thing and wearing it in your hand is afraid of losing it, and keeping it at home for fear of not being able to find it. It is better to get something more realistic. Things should be considered for children.
I know what she said is right and everything she said is reasonable, but I am disappointed. I also probably know what the lack of feeling is, that is, the occasional passion in love.
At first, I thought it was pretty good. Just save and save. Money will always be useful. But the company suddenly assigned me an assistant, which changed my whole life, and even turned it upside down.
I am opposed to the company giving me an assistant. I still know the culture of our company. If you say it is an assistant, it must be someone who has a relationship with someone who came in, and spent a year or two with a middle-level leader in the company. If the relationship is strong enough, it may be a high-level leader.
Like me, I have five ridges and six beasts every day. Isn't it a vase decoration with an assistant? But the situation is better than others, and I have no right to speak, so I can only accept it passively.
When I first met my assistant, I was shocked. I looked like a rich lady in terms of looks and dress, and she was different from what I thought. She seemed to be very experienced and was always able to do things in an orderly manner. It makes me very happy.
And she cared about me in every possible way. One day I didn't have a meal in the morning and my stomach was uncomfortable. She saw that my face was not good and asked me what was wrong.
She deliberately ran out and bought me a piece of porridge and a little irritating stomach medicine. She told me that because I don’t know what caused my stomach problem, this stomach medicine is less irritating. If it can’t be improved, I suggest you I went to the hospital and told me to cover up for me. I was moved and funny, but I still accepted her kindness.
Since then, my impression of her has improved and I can talk about things outside of work when I am idle. I probably also know her background.
Which shareholder she should have put in, in fact, she is a woman with outstanding ability and good looks, and she can fight well in any company by her own ability. It is possible that the family didn't want her to suffer outside so that she came to this company. At least it was her own chassis and would not endure hardship.
But it seems that she wants to do something with her years of study, rather than just wanting to eat and die by the relationship, and really be a vase.
We talked more and more widely, and later discovered that we are all interested in billiards, which surprised me. I think girls who can play billiards are very sexy, just like the queen of nine balls, exuding charming charm on the table. So we met to play billiards on the weekend.
She played very well, she definitely didn't do what she liked. I only said that I know I love to play billiards. Later, I thought about it too much. Her identity and status didn't need to please my little supervisor at all.
We played heartily, I tried my best to win a small game, and expressed my sincere praise and admiration to her.
Because I was still having fun, I asked her to have dinner again, and I was afraid that the restaurant was too small to get it, so I chose a western restaurant to eat. When she arrived at the store, she said that she had come back from studying abroad and had enough western food. I hope to switch to Chinese food. I said, what do you want to eat? She chose a Sichuan restaurant in the end, and a meal for two people is only two to three hundred kinds.
I found that she is not the same as the rich people I know. Although she is rich, she is very common people. She can eat for hundreds of dollars, and she is not picky about dozens of dollars. Looking at her clothes again, she is not the same as she usually goes to work. It is the kind of very casual jeans and t-shirts. The bag she carries is not a luxury item. When she throws it on the street, she can't see that there is anything other than her appearance. Miss Qian Renjia.
I asked her why she didn't carry a better bag? She replied that she had grown so many men to retreat, and if she bought some luxury goods on her body, she wouldn't be able to find a boyfriend.
I have spent so many words, just want to say that although she has beauty and money, she lives very real, not pretending to be fake.
I don’t know how we got together, maybe I showed some willingness to go further with her? Or does she take the initiative to have a good impression of me? Maybe I can't remember it when I get older.
I only remember that one time when we were shopping, she took the initiative to take my arm, and our relationship seemed to be no longer simple.
At that time, I seemed to be possessed by a demon. Every day I thought about something delicious and fun. Even before, I hated business trips, and now I take the initiative to take her out to talk about work, and set aside two or three days to browse the great rivers and mountains of the motherland.
Even if we are not going out, we will listen to symphony, or listen to cross talk. She is most powerful in the appreciation of elegance and vulgarity. She can cry because of a symphony tune, and she will laugh because of a vulgar ethics.
I am very happy with her,I was so happy that I forgot that I still have a home and a daughter.
But we just went out to play, more like spiritual partners, did not do anything extraordinary, I did not take the initiative to take her hand, never kiss her. Not to mention other things, I just think that it’s enough for two people to be together, it’s very comfortable, and there is no need to let lust fill the emotions between us.
But I still overestimate my qualitativeness. I often walk by the river. How can I not get wet shoes? When we were on a business trip, we kissed each other in love, and finally we crossed the bottom line.
Later, we became more intimate. I didn't feel the warmth at home even when I came home. My wife is no longer as beautiful as before, and my daughter is a bit noisy.
I feel that what I return home is an empty shell, and the whole heart and soul are with her and accompany her around.
This continued for more than two years, and she became anxious. She hopes that I can marry her.
She said that she can not only give birth to me, but also make my career go further. Let us have more time to visit famous mountains and rivers and eat world-famous delicacies.
If it weren't for my daughter's illness, I'm afraid I would not be able to withstand the temptation to live the life she described with her. When I wanted to go home and have a showdown with my wife, I realized that no one was at home.
I called my wife to find out that they are now in the hospital, and the child was diagnosed with suspected leukemia and is undergoing further examination in the hospital.
I felt like a bolt from the blue sky, to be honest, my legs were a little soft at the time. I hurried to the hospital and saw my wife pacing anxiously at the entrance of the hospital.
Her face is unkempt, her face still has tears, and her veins are violent when she holds her hands together. The moment she saw me, she seemed to have found a pillar and happily ran up to me and took my hand.
Seeing her like this, I unconsciously recalled how we met, knew, and loved each other in my mind, just like revolving lantern , constantly flashing through my mind.
remembering how I desperately pursued her back then,She stood out among countless competitors; when she saw us getting married, she said that I was honest and hardworking as a person worthy of trust; when she saw our first child was born, she gave her the name of the two of us. It means that she is the crystallization of our love; I think of countless nights, when I feel uncomfortable, she is waiting by my side, waiting for me to fall asleep and rest.
I really want to slap myself twice. How can I live up to a person who loves me so much and who loves me so much? Just to pursue the excitement, but forget the love that has been flowing in our bones.
I took my wife into my arms. I gave her too little. Apart from money, I didn't do anything for this family. I comforted her and said that no matter what the disease is, we will treat it, and it will be okay to go bankrupt.
My wife started crying again, wondering if it was because she was too wronged to keep the vacant room alone, or because she was under too much pressure and finally someone shared it.
She is too tired, leave the rest to me.
Fortunately, the test result is not leukemia, but some anemia and fever. The previous nosebleeds were also normal because of the weaker blood vessels of the child. The two of us finally breathed a sigh of relief. In order to celebrate the safety of our daughter, we deliberately spent a lot of money to eat at a high-end restaurant. The wife rarely stopped.
The next day I invited my assistant to the coffee shop and solemnly talked about yesterday's situation. Because of yesterday’s events, I discovered that the importance of family to me is something that no one else can give. Although she gave me romance and poetry, I am willing to sacrifice for my family because my wife has sacrificed enough.
I feel guilty to her and hope to be forgiven by her.
She just cried for a while and calmed down. She said she can only blame herself for not knowing me earlier, otherwise the one who accompanies me for the rest of my life will definitely be me. I didn't spit it out quickly, but I was afraid of spitting it out, and the situation became anxious again. I could only make myself look more ruthless.
wish each other happiness,And promised to seal this beautiful dust in memory.
She left and didn't say hello to me. The next day when I wanted to face her, I was notified that she went to study abroad and said she didn't plan to come back.
I was very disappointed. I didn't see her for the last time. I picked up the phone and wanted to post something, but I held back. I can't feel sorry for my family anymore.
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