Actually feel really sorry.
The 179th unsent letter
The boy I used to like:
Hello.
If you still have a glimpse of the time we walked together.
Maybe you will remember that in those countless days we talked and talked, I told you that my favorite book was The Little Prince.
also told you one of the saddest passages of which Rose said when the little prince left.
She said, "Of course I love you, I didn't make you feel it, it was my fault." Not angry.
did not expect this to be our end.
" The years are long,
but has your youth The background colors are all colored.
But occasionally I would stop and look back at my youth and find that there is only one you.
A young and clean you in a loose school uniform, standing on the sunny playground, standing on the apex of my heart, and branded on my seventeen or eighteen years old.
Young favorite, refreshing like summer soda, pure like the bright moonlight, secret like the texture in the dark depths.
You only know that you like me, but you don't know that I also told my thoughts and diary.
The days of preparing for the college entrance examination are difficult. The happiest thing every day is the pink and purple sky in the evening, and you are looking at you from the railing.
often pretends to pass by the basketball court inadvertently, just to see if you are running.
occasionally met at the corner of the stairs, and at that moment the deer in my heart almost jumped out.
When I hear others talk about you, I listen more seriously than the chemistry teacher talks about various organic reactions.
A lot of my music lists are songs from your favorite bands...
I thought it was a long time, but it's just a click away.
"When the bell rings for the end of the last exam of ,
Our youth is over at last. corner of.
On the day I left the campus, I was on the balcony of our dormitory building, watching you hold your luggage with your left hand and your little sister with your right hand, and walked out of the campus step by step.
tears blurred my vision, you seem to look back at me, but it seems there is none.
actually feel really sorry.
failed to hand you a bottle of your favorite drink after you played basketball, failed to hold your dirty hand after you played basketball, and failed to bravely promise to listen to your best The live of the band of love.
I saw a passage shared by a friend in the circle of friends before - you should not read too amazing books when you are young, and you will have a hard time understanding.
In countless late nights of tossing and turning, I thought more than once.
If I didn't have that much concern at the time.
If I can be brave once in your brave moment.
If I nod and say even one "good" word when you confide.
Will our ending be different? Should we say goodnight to each other now?
has so many ifs, but unfortunately none.
" I can regret ,
but allow me to regret You are no longer with me . .
I saw a question on Zhihu before - will young people who like each other miss it?
The answer is - yes, just like us, the two are tentatively testing each other, each waiting for the other to be brave.
finally waited until one side was brave, but the other side retreated, so the miss happened.
is like a bird and a fish, the bird goes down and the small fish goes up, touching briefly on the sea level, exchanging thoughts, and returning to their respective lives.
"Later, I finally learned how to love, but unfortunately you have long gone and disappeared into the sea of people."
Time is easy to throw people away, red cherries and green bananas.
I heard that the girl I liked when I was young can be remembered for many years.
I don't know if it is true or not, but I still want to tell you sincerely" I'm sorry".
I know that you are a very affectionate person, so I am really sorry for accepting all your tenderness and love as a teenager.
But because of cowardice, I have never stood in front of you and said a word to you" You are the joy of my youth".
Gigi Leung sang in "Missing":
"Missing, we all have faults, in the corner of happiness, what more do we have to ask for, until one day, when regret blooms, everyone will understand Happiest ever. "
" I used to worry about and our parting ways ,
also wanted to close itself . "
But I think that a lifetime is so long, and there are as many regrets as the stars on a sunny evening in the summer. Let them fill my whole heart.
Maybe, some people can only be used to miss, some days should be collected.
It is difficult to get out of the shadow of regret, so when the next relationship comes.
Don't be afraid Afraid of feet, this may be the best gift this youthful love has given me.
Good luck
