It has been 10 days since I found out I was pregnant. Two weeks ago I was sleepy, unable to wake up, more tired, and now there is more confusion.
mainly faces two challenges, one is physical, the other is psychological, and more is psychological.
Physiologically, you have to accept the fact that you are pregnant, and then you will experience various physical discomforts, such as abdominal pain, nasal congestion, frequent sneezing, and more importantly, your physical strength is not as good as before.
Relatively speaking, it is really more painful psychologically.
On the one hand, I worry about whether the baby is unhealthy, whether there will be a miscarriage, etc., I worry about whether my poor health will affect the baby's development, whether the progesterone is too low.
On the other hand, I have just been transferred to another position at work, and there are a lot of things that I need to relearn, and I have to deal with new problems and new interpersonal relationships, and these are problems I have never dealt with before.
Also, I found out I was pregnant just after I became a full-time employee, and I felt guilty. No.
22 was still skipping rope in and . Later, I found that my physical strength could not keep up and I felt more and more tired. I changed to gentler exercises and continued to exercise until the 25th. No.
27 tested it with test paper. It was unbelievable and something impossible happened. After all, I was not preparing for pregnancy, and I had always felt that I had an infertile constitution. Plus I had anemia or something, and I felt that I was not in good health, so it was unlikely that I would be able to get pregnant.
When I first saw the results, I couldn't believe it, and then I thought about going to the hospital to confirm. During this week, I still didn't want to believe that I was pregnant.
I went for a blood draw over the weekend. The doctor was not feeling well and stopped seeing me, so I read the report myself. I saw that the progesterone was very low. I searched various questions about progesterone on Baidu, and most of the time, Xiaohongshu always recommended some negative information. Causing myself to be very anxious.
I was busy in a meeting yesterday morning. Maybe because of the lack of water in my body, I felt very uncomfortable. My lower abdomen kept hurting. In the afternoon, I was busy filming videos, standing the whole time. I was tired and dehydrated, and my lower abdomen hurt like never before. My husband wanted to take me to see a doctor, but I didn't want to ask for leave. He told me a lot of truth, but I still kidnapped myself from the moral high ground.
I don’t want to ask for leave, I don’t want to check in during working days, I don’t want to cause trouble to others, I just insist on persisting if I can!
Actually, it is normal for people to ask for leave, but it is very difficult for me! In the past few years of my career, I rarely asked for leave. I only asked for leave once in my memory. It was because my ID card was stolen. I had to go home for three days on Friday and the weekend to get a new ID card. I have never asked for leave.
My husband said that the worst thing to do is quit. In fact, a rational person should put personal interests first, but I always think from the perspective of others. To a certain extent, I am asking for trouble.
My husband started to become more diligent. He had never put away clothes before, but he actually started to take the initiative to put them away. I will try my best to make food that is good for me, and I will take the trouble to prepare several kinds.
After a night's rest, I feel much refreshed and my mentality has improved. Today's state is that I am not afraid of anything, as long as the baby is well.
no longer watch those negative short videos. Believe in the tenacity of life and believe that your baby will grow up healthily! I also believe in my ability to balance the relationship between pregnancy and work.
