After becoming a mother, the biggest feeling I have is that I feel aggrieved, aggrieved by the title "Mom". Being out of shape or feeling bad are not the worst things. It feels like everyone around me is living the same life. Except for themselves, they can do whatever they want.

After becoming a mother, the biggest feeling I have is feeling aggrieved, aggrieved by the title "Mom". Being out of shape or feeling bad are not the worst things. It feels like everyone around me is living the same life. Except for themselves, they can do whatever they want. When they have something to do, they just walk away. When they are tired, they turn around and go to sleep. When they are tired, they pick up their mobile phones. It seems that raising children is just a countless part of their lives. A small part of it. But as a mother, even if her stomach hurts and cramps and she needs to go to the toilet, she has to endure it and go to the back, wait for the baby to finish feeding, and change the baby's diaper... The lack of freedom to go to the toilet is the biggest problem after becoming a mother. Feeling. On the day after confinement, I suddenly felt that I was dead, and the only survivor was Xiao Xingyu’s mother.

I often look at Xiao Xingyu, and I wonder when he will grow up quickly, be able to sleep alone, eat alone, be able to manage his emotions, and give me back. But in fact, I can't live without him. But I will be weaker than ever because I want the world to be more tolerant of my children.

But I am tougher than ever. Whether I seek compromise or peace by force, I do not want any harm to fall on my children. I will cherish my health more, because I am afraid of illness and even more afraid of death. Then I just try to become a better version of myself, because I have to keep up with the speed at which my baby is breaking money.

They say that even if you become a mother, you have to put yourself first. It is really difficult to be honest after becoming a mother. I often look at this little person in the middle of the night and feel extremely soft. I feel that it is so worth it. Sometimes I feel very emo. Except for myself, everyone around me seems to be living the same life, but I can't go back... Then I continue to watch this soft little person heal himself...

I seem to be happier than ever, and I am happier than ever. Being sensitive and strong at all times, very contradictory feelings... Growing and healing at the same time, being able to have both myself and these important roles in my life has become my biggest goal in the near future! ! !