I am a person with a temper. To be precise, I used to be a person with a temper, but now I dare not, dare not have a "temper". Who has never been young and reckless, who has never thought of walking around the world with his sword, and who has never contempt for "bending his back for five dou of rice". However, the older he is, the more restrained and low-key he becomes, or "admits his conscience".
At home, my wife is the eldest, and she once quarreled in a mess and refused to give in to each other. If it weren't for having children, she might have been separated long ago. It’s meaningless now. There was a confrontation before, because there was a different perspective. It was because there was a need to be run-in with different views. Now it has been more than ten years. Those who should be run-in have already been run-in, and those who cannot be run-in will never be run-in again, so there is no need to fight again. It is difficult to get away with children. Besides, there seems to be no need, and it may be the same if you live with anyone.
In the unit, the leader is the most important. He has fought with several leaders before and is young and energetic. Of course, I have never regretted it until today. I have to argue if I should. Some things do not have to compromise because they are young. Can you call them young if you are young? Now, my thirties have passed, and my forties is not far away. I can hold back some things even if I don’t like them, and the enthusiasm for holding on to the wrongdoing is gone. If a leader who doesn't like me, I will agree to whatever he says, and I will do whatever he asks me to do, I will tolerate many people and many things in my heart. I will no longer declare that I am upright, but just keep my own duties.
At the beginning, my parents urged me to not cause trouble when I went out, listen to my leaders, take advantage of others' jobs, and be more down-to-earth; later, my wife gave me some advice, don't quarrel with my leaders at the unit, don't be stubborn, learn to get in touch with my leaders, and walk around more; later, the leaders instructed me to abide by the rules in doing things, not feel good about myself, and if I have some ability, I can't find a leader, and I can't contradict the leader.
Gradually, I couldn't grasp the persistence in my heart, a little confused and a little discouraged, and compromised if I should compromise. Maybe this is a common problem after most men stand up. Life requires faith, shine ahead like a lighthouse, leading us forward! However, the original intention is easy to obtain, but it is always difficult to keep!
