She copied down the text projected by the teacher on the whiteboard.
Teacher said that this text applies to before National Day -
"In autumn, the water is as cool as the blue sky.
There are slightly white clouds in the sky, and there are slightly wrinkles on the water.
days water is all clear and bright. The warm air has a little fragrance of osmanthus."
She seems to be able to smell what Lao She said, "The warm air has a little fragrance of osmanthus."
She picked up her pen and continued to copy Bai Juyi's poem . The teacher said that this passage is suitable for describing after National Day. Although the cold wave has arrived, everyone can still maintain a heart-warming alert outside of "lost" -
"The cool breeze moves, and the cold dew is silence. The orchid is fading and the flowers are white, and the lotus is broken and the leaves are still green. The cranes live independently, and the water flies shine on fireflies. If they are in a lonely state, they are still waiting for the first time."
She had been sick for a long time. She knew that for such a period of time, the words have healed themselves.
Her disease, the disease that she had been immersed in for a long time, except for her, the pen in her hand and the waste paper she had pinched into a ball of thrown away after she wrote her mood. No one else knew about it.
My parents divorced, she understood. She even likes two single middle-aged and newly married, having children, and having fun. She likes her one child, and now she is the sister of three children.
She sometimes likes to be her sister, but she knows in her heart that this sister is not a role model for her parents.
If she is a role model, what she does secretly in her bones is a bad role model.
Isn't it true that junior high school is not. At that time, she wanted to study and use her own strength to take the best schools and best classes in the district as soon as possible. She wanted to prove that she would show her to her deskmate. The parents of the deskmate did not divorce, and the parents of the deskmate appeared at the school gate every day and happily picked up the deskmate home. She is not as lucky as her deskmate, and her parents have never appeared at the same time. She wanted to get into the legendary class, but she told her parents that you all had to show up on time that day when you got the notification.
She did pass the exam, but her parents had something to do temporarily and did not appear at the "scene of events" as she imagined. Later, they all gave many explanations, giving money, buying gifts, and treating meals.
She also comforted herself that these are small things, and they still care about themselves very much. They have their lives, and she has hers. Her life is not in this small city. One day she will say goodbye to her parents, and then everyone will miss each other occasionally and be well.
But after high school, she found that she was finished in about three months. I was distracted in class, couldn't do my homework after class, and I had insomnia from time to time at night, and I was afraid that when I saw the cleaning lady staring at me, I would tremble in secret.
The class teacher would often mention various universities and majors. For her, it was either out of reach or it was just that. She lost the clear goal when she was in junior high school. It was obviously not smog weather, but she could always feel the road ahead.
Subject teachers are always cheering them up, skipping the said simple chapters and test questions at any time, and assigning them more difficult test papers. The teachers said that if you understand these questions, you will have no problem in your life.
She can't get rid of those test papers, she will be hungry even if she understands them. Those paper test questions cannot replace real life. She has seen it online that even if she graduated from , Peking University, and , some people are discouraged and become monks. Even if they return from studying abroad, some people are sad about not finding a suitable job.
No one knew she was escaping. She hated the inner and outer rolls in class. She only rolled with herself. She knew she needed to cheer up, but she could no longer roll the increasingly frustrated self.
She has no friends, her friends are countless stagnant waters in the small lake of the school. They reflect the sunset and the shadow of the moon, and also hers, her shadow is dimming than the sunset and the moon.
"Suffering has pushed me to the edge of the cliff, let me sit down on the edge of the cliff, and take a look at the flowing mist under the cliff, and sing songs for you.
"The meaning of life lies in the fact that you can create the beauty and excitement of this process, and the value of life lies in the fact that you can calmly and excitedly appreciate the beauty and tragic of this process. "
Her misfortune lies in her inexplicable way. Her luck lies in her pathological. Not long after, she met an intern teacher who liked Shi Tiesheng and Tara Wester. The above passage comes from Shi Tiesheng who talks about whether the intern teacher wants it.
The intern teacher is not much taller than her, and her silhouette looks a bit like her. After the Chinese class representative discovered this, she told her, and she also discovered "another self".
intern teacher's mouth There is no college entrance examination and no scores. When she comes into contact with everyone in private, what she likes to mention is "meaning". Life is meaningless, you need to give it meaning, life is meaningless, and after giving it meaning, you deserve the nobleness of human beings.
intern teachers like to communicate and read with them. Read books, read movies, and read life. It is not just reading, it is to record in the process of reading, it is to think in the process of recording, so I am here, tomorrow's me should be different from today's myself...
intern teachers solicit sports meeting entrance slogans according to the request of the instructor, and every Everyone wrote, some people wrote, "Study hard and exercise every day", and some people wrote, "Be strong in body and mind, outstanding"... The intern teacher finally chose what she wrote, "Work to search for light, creativity and keep to the integrity; youthfulness is magnificent, go to the future." The intern teacher said that the class name of "cultural and creative" was embedded in this slogan, and she liked words such as "seeking light" and "going".
Later, she cared more about "seeking light" and "going" than when writing slogans. The intern teacher talked about the novel unit, asking everyone to recommend a few novels, and the teacher himself gave them to them. I have recommended several works, including Tara Wester's " You Should Fly to Your Mountains Like a Bird ".
Use her spare time to read this book intermittently and write down her own experience. When I handed it in a week, the intern teacher outlined many sentences in her notebook. For example, the teacher also wrote later, "At the beginning, I was moved by this paragraph and used it to practice my own destiny" -
"The author has taught himself a truth in his life: 'The most powerful factor that determines who you are comes from your heart'. There is no such statement in the world as who is who is Satan, who is who is who is who is who is who is who is who is who is. When you break through the shackles and see a wider world, you are not just who you were yesterday. The guilt comes from a person's ignorance of his own destiny and fear of misfortune. It has nothing to do with others. As long as a person is willing, she or him may end a bad day at any time. Like Tara in the book, she is calm, dignified and elegant, flying to his own mountain and flying over his own "illness". "
The intern teacher finally left. She gave her a thermos cup. She was happy to "replace" the intern teacher. She also asked for her circle of friends and email. She wanted to contact her from time to time and tell her some of her recent situation.
Until today, she did not know whether she had recovered. Even if she was still a little sick, it did not affect her studies and future. She just left such a passage today under the WeChat message of the Nobel Prize winner of the intern teacher forwarded by the intern teacher -
"The most admirable thing about Anne Eno is that she describes the dilemma of human beings who cannot see who she is. I checked the information and found out that the movie " is happening in ", which is adapted from his original work, won the Golden Lion Award at the Venice Film Festival last year. ”
