I am tired: endless trivial tasks, unclear understanding of people’s hearts, heavy responsibilities on my shoulders, increasing pressure, and I often feel like I can’t breathe.
I am tired: my living habits are messy, I feel overwhelmed all day long, I am lazy and have no sense of direction, and I feel confused, anxious and empty about the future.
I felt wronged: going against the huge crowd, I seemed to pass by everyone. The tears were real, and the sadness was real. Others were watching, and I was particularly embarrassed.
Chai Jing said in " sees ": "Behind every relaxed smile is a soul that once gritted its teeth."
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has traveled all over the country in the past few years, and has quietly reached his thirties. I stumbled and fell all the way and was covered in ashes, and drank one glass after another of strong alcohol. I understand: life is tiring, but there is no way out.
A friend said: "I have been working overtime for a month continuously, overloaded, and have no energy to do anything. Life has exhausted me, and I feel weak.
I don't want to find a girlfriend anymore, and I don't have the energy to read anymore. I don't even have the time to chat with my friends. At this time, I realize that life is not easy.
But I am an only child and my parents are getting older. In order to give them a happy old age, I have to do everything hard. Fight it off.
If I continue to be "bad", and the hospital suddenly sends me a critical illness notice, then I will have no way to escape. This is the reality. "
Time passes, life is not easy, and the normal state of life is always sweet and bitter. , no one's life will be easier than others. In the final analysis, human growth is the process of learning to endure pain while learning to be strong.
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A colleague said that there was a woman in his neighborhood who was planning to commit suicide. I looked at my colleague with a look of curiosity.
A colleague told me: The woman lost control of her emotions because her husband disliked the fried eggs. She ran back to the room and threatened to commit suicide. It must be the accumulated emotions.
Yes, endless reports, lipstick bags that I can’t afford, endless clothes to wash, endless sweeps, endless housework (can be called a life sentence), and never enough time and money.
Everything makes things worse for you. You collapse on the bed after a busy day, but when you think about it, it’s not what you did today.
Life is not easy. Sometimes we try our best, but we can only survive.
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In the adult world, it seems that even the freedom of tears is restricted.
had been revising the planning document for two hours. He accidentally bumped into the corner of the table and spilled the takeaway on the table. Suddenly he couldn't help but shed tears.
picked up the mobile phone in his hand and threw it to the ground. He hesitated and threw it on the bed? Still doesn't work, it will break if it bounces to the ground.
Adults lose control and even the cost of venting is controlled within 0.1 seconds. This is the cruel reality.
I am tired, tired, and wronged. There are fragments of sadness and collapse everywhere. I don’t want to pick up those fragments, I just want to escape.
Although life is very tiring, there is no way out, and there is no way to escape. I can only let the chilling wind blow in my face, and my nose will be bruised and swollen from the cold, but I will move forward slowly and unyieldingly, biting my lip, gentle and stubborn diligence.
Come on, young people! Living is very tiring, but this is the meaning of life. Always struggling and always passionate is the best life.
