I don’t know where I became silent, no longer talkative, and I don’t care about the people and things around me. Walking alone on the street, it seems that the whole city is still me. I began to lose my temper and didn't like to talk to others at work. I just wanted to cook after get off work and clean it alone.
Experienced too many unpleasant lives. The beauty of the past has turned into a sad song. I no longer believe in love, no longer talk about my girlfriend, and I don’t have many friends around me. I basically don’t contact me. I always go to bed after 12 o’clock in the evening. When I wake up so early in the morning, my only hobby is singing and editing.
Every time I edit a video, I feel like it is a kind of enjoyment, and I am willing to think about it. I spend time editing. I look at the works I posted and someone likes and comments. I feel like I am still there. When I am fine, I sing in National Ka Song , post videos on Xigua Video, write articles on today's headlines, and micro-headlines, which feels like a kind of enjoyment.
The epidemic has been lifted now, as if it has returned to the fireworks of the world, but there are still anxiety, and I feel that it is not safe anywhere. You must wear a mask when you go out, wash your hands first when you come back, and then disinfect alcohol to ensure your own safety.
may actually be really depressed, or it may be that I have become mature, and after seeing through life, everything seems so indifferent. Don’t fight or rob, do what you like to do, don’t know what will happen in the future, just do the present.
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