The story begins again, and it is still the same as before. It starts with heart-warming, but I thought I would finally be old.
The pain of the original family made the poor Ye Qing give up that innocent relationship. In his campus era, he once stubbornly believed that love is a luxury and the poor do not deserve it.
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html When he was 119 years old, Ye Zi was in his sophomore year. Because of his love of writing, Ye Zi joined the school's literary club because of the boy named Ye Qing.Ye Qing is a member of the school’s basketball team. Ye Zi often sees him on the basketball court. His handsome dunk fascinates many little girls. Ye Zi knew that Ye Qing started with his talent. At that time, at campus broadcast at 12:30 noon every day, he always broadcasted poems written by Ye Qing from time to time. Ye Zi was curious about how a boy in science and engineering, a boy who deals with cold instruments all day long could write such moving poems.
So, Ye Zi wanted to know him.
One glance at ten thousand years
The first time I saw Ye Qing, it was Ye Zi who quietly went to the basketball court to see him. On the basketball court, he was white T-shirt, blue jeans, white sneakers, and Ye Zi saw Ye Qing at first sight, so clean like the male protagonist in a youth drama. Although she was sweating profusely, she was filled with a strong youthful atmosphere.
One glance at it for thousands of years.
Ye Zi joined the literary club where Ye Qing is located without hesitation. After close contact, Ye Zi found that Ye Qing, who was usually on weekdays, was very different from the sunny big boy on the basketball court. He always had a faint melancholy temperament.
Love is a luxury
When I heard my roommate talk about Ye Qing’s family, Ye Zi realized that the melancholy Ye Qing came from a remote countryside, and her family has been farming for generations, and her economic situation is worrying. For his and his sister, the elder brother, who had excellent grades, gave up the opportunity to go to college a few years ago and went to work in a foreign land to support the two of them to study. Ye Qing has always been unable to let go of this matter.
Ye Qing bears the pressure and responsibility he should not have at this age. Ye Zi gradually understood him and finally understood why so many girls like him, but he always chose to be single.
Everyone says love is a luxury. For Ye Qing, the poor family makes him afraid to touch love easily.
Give up or be together?
Long-term contact has made two hearts approach, and two excellent people appreciate each other. But Ye Zi sometimes feels that Ye Qing is close to him.
At the end of the semester of the sophomore year, Ye Zi finally couldn't help but send a message to Ye Qing to confess her love. However, after the message was sent, she did not wait for any reply.
The next day, Ye Zi kept sending messages to inquire, and Ye Qing was no longer silent but asked Ye Zi to come out. On the small playground of the school, Ye Qing talked to Ye Zi about his hometown for the first time, about the small mountain village that Ye Zi had never been to, and his poor home. Ye Zi listened quietly and felt Ye Qing's rejection vaguely. Sure enough, after saying all this, Ye Qing said with relief: "I can't give you happiness."
Maybe Ye Zi should have given up at that time. But Ye Zi stubbornly believed that there must be a destined fate between her and Ye Qing. Doesn’t the similarity of the names of the two people just mean all this?
Ye Zi did not give up, and Ye Qing finally took a step forward with Ye Zi's insistence.
Ye Qing also likes Ye Zi, starting with Ye Zi joining the Literary Society. It’s just that his family and his background often make him afraid to face all this.
When Ye Zi and Ye Qing were together, she saw Ye Qing's excellence and deeply felt his sensitivity and inferiority.
Ye Qing hopes that he can buy birthday gifts, New Year gifts for his girlfriend like a boy in the city, or take a trip that he can go without hesitation. But these are all luxury things for Ye Qing, who is short of money. Even so, Ye Zi is working hard to manage this relationship and protect his sensitive and fragile heart.
graduation season breakup season
For most campus love, graduation season is breakup season.
Ye Qing is one year older than Ye Zi and is facing graduation. Ye Zi also entered her junior year and decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Ye Qing went to the distant Shenzhen to make money.
I thought the two had escaped the curse of breaking up after graduation, but I didn’t expect Ye Zi to receive a message from Ye Qing when she was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination.
Ye Zi didn't know what was wrong, so she called Ye Qing and the answer she got was the same as before: "I can't give you happiness."
A sad Ye Zi decided to cheer up and cheer up and fight for her dreams after being depressed for a while. The days of running hard always pass quickly.
is ushering in the day of the big exam. Ye Zi performed normally and entered his ideal school and became a prospective graduate student. When the postgraduate entrance examination was settled, Ye Zi's graduation season was also ushered in. She was about to carry her bags to another city and start a new journey. But in that sad season, she remembered Ye Qing in the past again. She still didn't understand why he suddenly let go.
Youth ended
Ye Zi's new semester starts, a familiar number called from a number that had not been contacted for a long time appeared on her phone: "Congratulations, I hope you are happy, even if they have nothing to do with me..."
It turns out that after Ye Qing arrived in Shenzhen, he encountered a series of setbacks. The work was not going well and the huge financial pressure made him feel that love was a luxury for him.
Ye Zi and Ye Qing suddenly felt relieved after talking on the phone, and she probably understood. She remembered the embarrassed expression of Ye Qing when she was frugal when she bought New Year gifts for her while she was complaining about; she remembered the two of them having dinner together, and Ye Qing's uneasy face when she rushes to pay for the bill every time she checks out; she remembered the look of Ye Qing when she told Ye Qing that she wanted to take the postgraduate entrance examination and encouraged Ye Qing to take the postgraduate entrance examination to further her postgraduate entrance examination...
Ye Zi finally understood that in Ye Qing's heart, she could do what she likes as she pleases, and he had to shoulder the burden of life early. In the years of youth, neither of them was wrong, but they seemed to be wrong again. Sometimes, when you turn around, you will be a lifetime. The two of them are like small boats traveling in different directions, and will eventually sail to different harbors.
Postscript: Two years later, Ye Qing, whose work has been stable, wants to find Ye Zi, but things have changed, and everything can no longer go back. Ye Zi has already had a person who has been together for the rest of his life. Youth is the best time in everyone's life, and that pure campus love is the most wonderful melody in this time. I like you just because of you, not about your family. Many years later, we may never find such a pure love again. On the youthful campus, how many people face innocent feelings and retreat because of their original family? How many people regret letting go easily after experiencing the beating of society? So, is love really a luxury to them? Are the poor really not worthy of having love?