Beijing Qiuse Hutong
This weekend, because of my wrong understanding, I didn’t have a rest, but I became a dog. In the end, I was a little unhappy. This is what I summarized from some details and my inner feelings.
Some time ago was the most confused days, and it was also the lowest point in my life, and the most numb thoughts. On one hand, it was the edge of death, and on the other hand, it was the edge of survival. I don’t know who I am? Don't know what these things have to do with me?
Every day is like dreaming. In the past, the imagination of life and reality always have a great distance. No matter how many possibilities, there will be no change before it becomes a reality. Just like a person passing through the road and a car galloping over, when the car is about to hit a pedestrian, but before it hits, everyone on the roadside is watching. In the end, if they don’t hit, everyone “shhhh”, some say fortunately, some people are a little disappointed. If they hit, the onlookers will see how serious you are, whether you die or not, and enthusiastically call 120 and 110.
I have seen true humanity again in the past two days because of helping my friends.
Starting, angry, unfair, thinking a lot in my heart, feeling a little bit of being used, being despised, and being hit. I think it's because I'm not strong enough, so many people want to bully you. I felt that I was in a down-and-out state, no longer had my identity, and was looked down upon. The pessimism in my heart troubled me, and my mood suddenly reached the bottom.
With this feeling, I also ended the promised things perfectly. This is my principle in life. No matter how many problems arise in the middle or in the end, as long as I take over the things I do, I must do it well and finish it.
After all was completed in the afternoon, on the way home, I kept thinking about this friend’s problem of being a human being, his mentality, his purpose, etc. Finally, I suddenly realized that all the roots are my own heart, my own appearance, and my own definition of the problem is that I always define someone and something based on my inner desire. When this person and things do not meet the results you expect, a lot of complaints, injustice, anger, resentment, etc., are all other people's problems. In fact, it is my own problem. The nature of others and the style of doing things have not changed. It is because you define others as you think. If you fail to meet your expected results, you will feel that others bully you, etc.
is not only how kind you think you are, but others think so;
is not that you are always bullied, but that you feel you are bullied;
is not that others are too evil, but that others do what they think is right, and it has nothing to do with you.
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