I didn't want to mention it, but I'd better say it, otherwise I would really feel like I'm going to be suffocated to death. I am a typical housewife. Not only do I have no job, I still live in the countryside.

My name is Xie Tao, and I have had a marriage full of holes. I didn't want to mention it, but I'd better say it, otherwise I would really feel like I'm going to be suffocated to death.

01

I am a typical housewife. Not only do I have no job, I still live in the countryside.

To be honest, I used to be no dissatisfied with my life, but on the contrary, I cherish it very much.

And this is not only because I have a husband who loves me and is willing to take care of me, but also because in this marriage, I actually feel sorry for my husband.

Let me put it this way, I got pregnant before I got married with my husband, which is equivalent to marrying me with a "ball". If my husband hadn't been willing to marry me at that time, I really felt that my life would be without light.

However, things are not what you imagined. I am not finding an honest person to marry, but by fate.

Of course, my husband also knows about this. After all, I am not a woman who wants to deceive my husband.

But when you talk about this, I believe you will have some questions. Why is my husband willing to marry someone like this? Is it really because of love?

Speaking of which, my husband and I are classmates.

Although I was an ordinary classmate relationship when I was in school and didn’t have any good feelings for each other, maybe it was the Moonlight who really brought us a thread, and we two met at the most helpless time.

Before my husband, I had a relationship.

In that relationship, I really devoted everything to myself like many ignorant girls.

Maybe it was really naive and ignorant at that time, so I really couldn't accept it when all the results were presented to me.

It turns out that my ex was only considering me as his source of income. Not only did he suck my flesh and blood like a mosquito every day, he also made me pregnant. Speaking of which, I was only 20 years old at that time.

02

Now think about it, maybe I was really addicted to love and was blinded by my eyes. I also regarded him asking me for money as his willingness to fight for our small family.

At the beginning, he just asked me for some small money, saying that he wanted to buy a car and drive a taxi to support his family in the future, and I agreed.

Later, he asked me for money through various reasons. Once, he asked me for 40,000 yuan.

I didn’t know what happened to me at that time, so I gave it to him without blinking. It was not until later when I separated that I realized that I had become a sucker.

After giving him the 40,000 yuan, he disappeared and could not be contacted for several days.

Since I was pregnant at that time, it was not convenient for me to go out to find him with a big belly. I could only cry at home every day and wait for his phone call.

Finally, on the 6th day after my ex disappeared, I received a call from him.

"Wife, what should I do? I'm kidnapped now, so I won't let me leave at all, and I can't give it money. I thought about it, it's not a solution for you to stay at home like this, so you can leave, don't worry about me, let's break up."

Before I could say anything, the phone number there hung up.

I was stunned when I heard this. After all, I never thought he would say this to me. Although I am not very educated, I also understand the meaning of this sentence, that is, I don’t want me anymore, and everything else is a reason.

That's it. I went back to my parents' home. My family was very angry after listening to my story. My father was so excited that he wanted to talk to his ex's parents, believing that they ruined my life.

But at this time, my mother often understands my feelings better.

"Don't go. My daughter is still young, and no one knows about her being with this man now. You will know everyone. What should you do if you ask your daughter to do then? There is nothing she can do when she wants to get married again."

My dad felt it makes sense when he heard it, and he could only feel wronged for me.

Yes, my mother is right. Although I never thought of finding another person at that time, nor did I think that anyone would be willing to accept me, it is indeed not good to destroy my reputation like this, especially in such a backward small place.

I know there is no way out, so my parents can only comfort me at home. I was thinking about whether to abort the child in my stomach, but after thinking about it, I still couldn't make up my mind. Maybe it was because I became a mother and my heart would always be a little softer.

And just when I thought I would be a single mother in the second half of my life and live like this, my husband came out.

03

It was an afternoon, and my husband and I met on the streets of the town. Since we had not seen each other for many years, we didn’t recognize each other at the beginning. It was only when we both passed each other and turned around that we were sure that the other party was my former classmate.

is like this, and the two of us have resumed contact. Maybe it was because I was old, so not long after my husband and I contacted me, he told me that I wanted to be with me and that if I could, I would still hope to marry me.

I was stunned when I heard this. Not only was it very excited, but it was also very panicked.

You also know that if I were still a little girl at this time, maybe I wouldn’t have such a complicated mood, but at this time I was already a pregnant woman.

Thinking of this, I replied to my husband, "Maybe you didn't notice when we met. I was actually pregnant, but I broke up with my ex now."

"I know, I saw it, but I don't care. First of all, I think I like you, and secondly, I have a hidden secret that I can't give birth, so I don't mind your child, and I will treat her as well as my own child."

My husband's words really touched me at the moment, but this is not only because he said he would accept me, but also to my child, but also because I felt his care and care when I was pregnant.

This is what touched me the most and was also what I lacked in the previous relationship.

With my husband’s promise at that time, I was impulsive again, but this time my parents were very optimistic about my relationship and supported us to continue for the long term. So my husband and I quickly entered the palace of marriage.

After getting married, my husband did care about me and my children who were not born as I said at the time. In a blink of an eye, more than 10 years have passed, and our family is still warm and happy.

However, good days are coming to an end soon.

04

I found that my husband often goes home late and even doesn't go home for a few days. His behavior is a 180-degree turn from the previous image of a good man who loves his family, and it is very different from the whole thing.

. I naturally think there is a problem, but since I don’t have any evidence, I can only observe this way.

Soon, I found that my husband liked to hold his cell phone and watch it very much during that period, and this action had never been done before.

I'm a little straightforward when I've discovered this.

"Take me the phone and see what attracts you and can make you hold it every day. Also, you have been out recently. What's wrong with the things on this phone?"

My husband naturally didn't want to give me the phone when he heard me say this, but I was not the one who could swallow my anger and snatched the phone directly.

I was also mentally prepared, but when everything really happened in front of me, I still felt a little difficult to accept.

My husband and a woman named Wang Mei were having a lot of chatting. The two of them called each other "husband" and "wife", but they also wanted to get married.

After seeing this, I suddenly felt like five thunderstorming. Although I suppressed the soreness of my nose, when I actually asked my husband about the details, I still betrayed me.

"What the hell are you doing? Didn't you say you would always treat me and the child?"

"Sorry, she is already pregnant with my child.I used to think that I could not have children, so I never thought about anything, but I didn’t expect that one day I would have my own children. Sorry, I must give up on you. "

After hearing my husband's words, I was really stunned. I didn't expect that the "surprise" that would be so many and so big.

But it is true that for my husband, this woman outside really gave him something I couldn't give, but I didn't want to give up like this, but obviously my husband was no longer interested in what I said, so he turned around and left.

That's right, I was abandoned again. Maybe many people would say, "Why don't you boldly pursue or keep it?" "

Maybe I am born so cowardly, otherwise I wouldn't have let my ex run away from me like this. Women really have to rely on themselves at all times, men can't rely on themselves.